mura_yom_invegasucks
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- Feb 8, 2023
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What’s your story have you recovery
Yeah I recovered fully after 18 months. From 4 injections. It was so scary first 4 months, like really really scary. I feel like the same person after 24 months post to now. However The olamzspine wothdrawal set me back and alcohol consumption also made me quite numb and scattered and shit emotions. I feel like I had a particularly bad experience from Invega, I could barely conversations with friends for 5 months and understand abstract concepts. And it caused me psychosis symptoms cos I had actually already recovered from psychosis before Invega and they gave me it because I was angry at my friend and sending ominous messages because he was being manipulative and creepy even after he knew I had the delusion he was spying on me and I was making fun of a doctor who wanted to go out with and was flirting with my case worker inappropriately so I was standing up for her in this really awkward and cute way which was hilarious haha. But 2 years after my art is the best and most emotional and trippy it’s ever been ever, and my singing ability is as it used to and my ability to feel music is just about where it used to be, but that’s because of other stuff I think like too much tv/PMO/alcohol/constant self absorption , at times though my music feeling has been off the charts the best it’s ever been. I’m