LurkerSince09
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Please put the oxymoron of the title beside; I also want to show that for the past 90 minutes i have been doing research
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www.diffen.com
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So now I come for the opinion's of those experienced.
I had been taking x4 36mg concerta a day for increased motivation and interest in activities (I've been making money developing software and working on the creation of a SP tarkov mod,
Now typically i'd only buy crystal meth for the days i was out of my script (other than having noticably increased euphoria it worked the same in that i could spend hours gaming or programming or both), but slowly as i bought more and more meth the concerta would lose all effetiveness and so i had since been on the lookout for dexedrine.
I've since switched to lisdexamfetmine or Vyvanse and after 3 days of no meth, 120mg in the morning has next to zero effect, it might get me off the bed and into the computer chair - but as far in actually loading up VSC(programming software) or a video game to enjoy (such as eft) that's where it's efficacy ends. I won't actually load anything or start working on anything and will instead get back onto bed, put on brain-numbing TV shows like family guy or bob's burgers or some boring shit and sit there half-stimmed.
I had exactly 4 concerta left from my last time being prescribed it and took it with 180mg vyvanse (i am aware that this is extraordinarily high even for dopaminergic effects but is the reason why the Vyvanse isn't giving me the same "motivation" that it's sister-cousin methylphenidate could give simply because i went ~2 months give or take while using m-amp? and do i simply need to give myself a minimum of 3-6 weeks of m-amp sobriety to begin feeling the effects in the way that I am trying to attain?
I know these drugs for depression, but I've been stuck in this place for ad infinitum and as such have depressive personality disorder (currently i have no reason to live, i exist because my mother doesn't deserve to lose her only living son she has left; and though i find it to be a burden i like pretty much everyone love my mom and will suffer a shitty existence if it means hers is less shitty than my own)
So STRICTLY in terms of the abuse that the drugs give, and the EUPHORIA/euphoric-based attentive effects which allow me to get out of bed and work on software and/or gaming - should I give Vyvanse a longer trial, request to go back to Concerta, or is there another drug that fits in the middle of amphetamine and stimulant (i know amps are stims but hopefully you have enough IQ to grasp my meaning from this context) to which I've been prescribed that could work?
Also the only reason i took x3 60mg's of vyvanse was because i thought maybe taking them all at once )while not "tripling up the desired effect" but moreso "enable the desired effect within the set paramaters"..
Thank you in advance. I wasn't sure if this should go in OD or BDD but i figured BDD was more open to input from various different people who don't check out OD but may still have useful input.
Vyvanse vs concerta
Any insight on effectiveness and or side effects of vyvanse/concerta would be appreciated. Good feeling vs bad (like anxiety)?

Vyvanse vs concerta
Any insight on effectiveness and or side effects of vyvanse/concerta would be appreciated. Good feeling vs bad (like anxiety)?


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So now I come for the opinion's of those experienced.
I had been taking x4 36mg concerta a day for increased motivation and interest in activities (I've been making money developing software and working on the creation of a SP tarkov mod,
Now typically i'd only buy crystal meth for the days i was out of my script (other than having noticably increased euphoria it worked the same in that i could spend hours gaming or programming or both), but slowly as i bought more and more meth the concerta would lose all effetiveness and so i had since been on the lookout for dexedrine.
I've since switched to lisdexamfetmine or Vyvanse and after 3 days of no meth, 120mg in the morning has next to zero effect, it might get me off the bed and into the computer chair - but as far in actually loading up VSC(programming software) or a video game to enjoy (such as eft) that's where it's efficacy ends. I won't actually load anything or start working on anything and will instead get back onto bed, put on brain-numbing TV shows like family guy or bob's burgers or some boring shit and sit there half-stimmed.
I had exactly 4 concerta left from my last time being prescribed it and took it with 180mg vyvanse (i am aware that this is extraordinarily high even for dopaminergic effects but is the reason why the Vyvanse isn't giving me the same "motivation" that it's sister-cousin methylphenidate could give simply because i went ~2 months give or take while using m-amp? and do i simply need to give myself a minimum of 3-6 weeks of m-amp sobriety to begin feeling the effects in the way that I am trying to attain?
I know these drugs for depression, but I've been stuck in this place for ad infinitum and as such have depressive personality disorder (currently i have no reason to live, i exist because my mother doesn't deserve to lose her only living son she has left; and though i find it to be a burden i like pretty much everyone love my mom and will suffer a shitty existence if it means hers is less shitty than my own)
So STRICTLY in terms of the abuse that the drugs give, and the EUPHORIA/euphoric-based attentive effects which allow me to get out of bed and work on software and/or gaming - should I give Vyvanse a longer trial, request to go back to Concerta, or is there another drug that fits in the middle of amphetamine and stimulant (i know amps are stims but hopefully you have enough IQ to grasp my meaning from this context) to which I've been prescribed that could work?
Also the only reason i took x3 60mg's of vyvanse was because i thought maybe taking them all at once )while not "tripling up the desired effect" but moreso "enable the desired effect within the set paramaters"..
Thank you in advance. I wasn't sure if this should go in OD or BDD but i figured BDD was more open to input from various different people who don't check out OD but may still have useful input.