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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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It feels like... endless torture of the mind. Can I be how I was pre-invega? How is it going to happen... I suppose every day it gets a little better & then, adds up at the end of the month, you seem to be recovered a little bit, no more dizziness when I get up? Thoughts emotions are coming back bit by bit...? It feels un-natrual to be on this medication our receptors aren't suppose to be blocked like this, there's nothing natrual about this injection. How the f*ck do you create a drug that targets dopamine & serotonin receptors?
 
iridescentblack said:
"Waves" was a term a few of us had coined (quite a few years back) to attempt to describe a phenomenon that--likely--we all face.

"waves" were used to describe the down points and "windows" were used to describe the up points.
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It's hard to believe I'll ever be who I was before getting injected.
It weakened my aura tremendously.
My energy and everything I used to radiate outside like sexual energy is all gone.
Walking dead is what I feel.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
It's hard to believe I'll ever be who I was before getting injected.
It weakened my aura tremendously.
My energy and everything I used to radiate outside like sexual energy is all gone.
Walking dead is what I feel.
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What helps u please anything????? I repeat power on the back of my neck and it helps a little but I’m interested in understand how to get my aura back as well?? Almost like a puzzle idk but it bothers the fuck out of me!!!! Think you’re a smartalec would also help. I had to lie about it but it made me and want to start over.
 
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InvegaFreak1 said:
What helps u please anything????? I repeat power on the back of my neck and it helps a little but I’m interested in understand how to get my aura back as well?? Almost like a puzzle idk but it bothers the fuck out of me!!!!
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This drug definitely messes up your chakras.
I feel no spiritual connection anymore since being injected.
I'm a different, dumbed down version of myself, and I doubt I ever gonna be back to what I was.
I'm afraid I won't be the same anymore, I don't care what anybody says, it messes you up for life and I'm fucked for the rest of it.
This is the greatest punishment I ever received.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
This drug definitely messes up your chakras.
I feel no spiritual connection anymore since being injected.
I'm a different, dumbed down version of myself, and I doubt I ever gonna be back to what I was.
I'm afraid I won't be the same anymore, I don't care what anybody says, it messes you up for life and I'm fucked for the rest of it.
This is the greatest punishment I ever received.
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Apparently most & real recovery starts after 6+ month being off the injection. So I wouldn't lose hope just yet, hang in there buddy.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
This drug definitely messes up your chakras.
I feel no spiritual connection anymore since being injected.
I'm a different, dumbed down version of myself, and I doubt I ever gonna be back to what I was.
I'm afraid I won't be the same anymore, I don't care what anybody says, it messes you up for life and I'm fucked for the rest of it.
This is the greatest punishment I ever received.
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A lot of UnluckyXeplions posts are helpful but don’t listen too this one guys, how can you assume invega messes you up for life when you’re only 6 months off? it takes most people about a year average too recover there’s been plenty of success stories I have recovered drastically in 5 months and Ik plenty of people who have fully recovered, Kaatrina, Koolio254, Steph78, HopefulDopeful, Draztik, and BigSmoke420 there’s more but I don’t have them on the top of my head stay hopeful guys.
 
Merek said:
A lot of UnluckyXeplions posts are helpful but don’t listen too this one guys, how can you assume invega messes you up for life when you’re only 6 months off? it takes most people about a year average too recover there’s been plenty of success stories I have recovered drastically in 5 months and Ik plenty of people who have fully recovered, Kaatrina, Koolio254, Steph78, HopefulDopeful, Draztik, and BigSmoke420 there’s more but I don’t have them on the top of my head stay hopeful guys.
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This post reflects my frustration and worry.
I don't mean to discourage anybody, but for me personally, it feels like it changed me for life, I hope not...
 
There's a guy called @lifeline who didn't recover in 11 months and then he started recovering fully at month 15+ ish, check him out. Back from v3. You eventually recover so be patient and trust the process.
 
Serhat96 said:
There's a guy called @lifeline who didn't recover in 11 months and then he started recovering fully at month 15+ ish, check him out. Back from v3. You eventually recover so be patient and trust the process.
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I hope doing night shifts doesn't hinder or delays my recovery.
I don't sleep usually at nights but in the morning, gotta make money too.
Yeah, I heard about lifeline too, I think it was 2 years for him iirc, until he felt normal again.
 
Merek said:
A lot of UnluckyXeplions posts are helpful but don’t listen too this one guys, how can you assume invega messes you up for life when you’re only 6 months off? it takes most people about a year average too recover there’s been plenty of success stories I have recovered drastically in 5 months and Ik plenty of people who have fully recovered, Kaatrina, Koolio254, Steph78, HopefulDopeful, Draztik, and BigSmoke420 there’s more but I don’t have them on the top of my head stay hopeful guys.
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Merek said:
ya it’s alright man it can be very frustrating and you just need too vent sometimes.
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Was there not a time--you can think of--where you doubted it as well?
 
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