So I would try MXE to see if it works for you and see if that gets you over the worst.
A bit tricky to find these days (at least legitimate high quality samples)

So I would try MXE to see if it works for you and see if that gets you over the worst.
Everything was fine until the dope changed a year ago to mostly fentanyl and I started getting sick. About 6 months ago I tried stopping and I threw up for 4 days and kept spitting non stop ( that's a new one for me). I made it about 2 weeks until I started again.
Thanks a lot for the wordsUse comfort meds first lopermide stop the shitting helps so much a quick tapered use of lyrica which so good in detox . I done cold turkey before and it was heel using pods and heroin 13 years before that detox . Had many more and lyrica is so good but I got addicted to that us it a after day 4 taper down for a few days .
The mental side the hardest but focus on getting clean you can do it
You will get a lot of help here my brother detox does not have to be hell use meds but only for 10 days max lyrica is a miracle for detox you know you detoxing sneezing back legs in pain but no anxiety it stops it but don't jump addictions lyrica is a worse withderawl the heroin . On 4th day taper down take time of work your brain is your enemy it try to justify using again tell it to fuck off . Message me or other members if you need any help I used to hate people saying the detox the easy part but they were right .Thanks a lot for the words
Hang in there man. Truly, if I HAD R-4066 then I would airmail it to you (since it isn't legally controlled).
And here's me worrying over my 80mg/day OxyContin use. It could be so much
Thank you so much. My addiction has been a lonely road of destroying anything and everything. I somehow have a good job but am scared shitless that I'm about out of get out of jail free cards with them.You will get a lot of help here my brother detox does not have to be hell use meds but only for 10 days max lyrica is a miracle for detox you know you detoxing sneezing back legs in pain but no anxiety it stops it but don't jump addictions lyrica is a worse withderawl the heroin . On 4th day taper down take time of work your brain is your enemy it try to justify using again tell it to fuck off . Message me or other members if you need any help I used to hate people saying the detox the easy part but they were right .
You have made a decision to stop using that is a big step keep strong brother this place is a massive help I always tell people who think we scim look at this site and they will see how we help each other . For me this place and great members here stopped me from making a big mistake.
I am a functioning addict i dont function when I'm off the gear heroin actually saved my marriage but my kids growing up are a blur heroin inslaves you it runs our lives .The states when I'm back I stick to pods fucking fent for has become Russian roulette and people tell me it not as good as heroin .Thank you so much. My addiction has been a lonely road of destroying anything and everything. I somehow have a good job but am scared shitless that I'm about out of get out of jail free cards withves y them.
Hope maybe there's things I can contribute here also
Haha first time I laughed in a week.Use covid as your excuse cough your arse off they will want you to stay home look up some of the symptoms are play the role I became the part I was playing a method actor .b but Beware of karma a few months after that i actually got the sciatica .
Keep hydrated lope for the diarrhoea is a massive help i love the sex drive coming b ack a few tugs and its done used up most of my socks .
I tried the methadone detox got some of a pal who got take homes what was meant to last a week i done by day 2 but i know a few people who did it like that and not go to well because pods and raw opium is a long withdrawal . Remember a few bumps in the road are normal keep letting us know how you are getting on
You aren't doing anything wrong at all. You can post in this thread ( and anywhere else for that matter ) anytime you want to.not sure if this is the right place to do this but another update.
made it through another night. started getting real sick around 3am but dosed 90mg methadone at 6am.
Finally starting to feel somewhat decent now around 1030. Also started using a weed cart yesterday to settle me down when i was getting anxious and seemed to help.
I dont use forums or facebook so i dont know if im violating rules or doing somewhat in the wrong area.
This place is for what your doing like nurse ratched said stay strong its hard as fuck but stay strong mentallynot sure if this is the right place to do this but another update.
made it through another night. started getting real sick around 3am but dosed 90mg methadone at 6am.
Finally starting to feel somewhat decent now around 1030. Also started using a weed cart yesterday to settle me down when i was getting anxious and seemed to help.
I dont use forums or facebook so i dont know if im violating rules or doing somewhat in the wrong area.
I am new here but a longtime lurker on here and opiophile. I have been using heroin regularly for the past 20 years and been on methadone for the past 10 at 140mgs.
Everything was fine until the dope changed a year ago to mostly fentanyl and I started getting sick. About 6 months ago I tried stopping and I threw up for 4 days and kept spitting non stop ( that's a new one for me). I made it about 2 weeks until I started again.
I am looking to try to kick again but very worried I will go through that he'll again. Does methadone not do anything for fentanyl? Or is it that I've been on the same dose so long now my body is accustomed to it and the fentanyl requires additional methadone?
I have about 1000 most saved up but I am so scared that it won't work or I will need to take so much I might OD on methadone. I'm freaked out because I have a great job and got on methadone in the first place to avoid all this.
Any help or words from experience is appreciated.
Rob
Ah you're past the worst. Taking Xanax now would just prolong the problem. Sounds like you'll be back to normal in a couple days.Fenty is usually mixed with a benzo like xanax these days. My first xanax withdrawal i was awake 3 days puking NON STOP no sleep. I guarantee the problem is cold turkey benzo withdrawal. Tons of people are going through this same thing getting sick not realizing its the benzodiazepam cut onto the fenty. I would get some xanax and taper it.
Thats insane. Makes me never want to join Facebook.Ya know I felt that "need" hit me today around the same time and got some delta 8 (fuck that thc-o - for me, anyway :0 ) and has me feeling fairly OK and just seems more "insightful" for lack of a better term.
This is the only place I come online on PC or other devices. No social media. Never cared for it and only reason why I made an account on FB was like 10 years ago when I sold off about 12-13 really nice laptops on ebay and locals. Never had a complaint ever.
As a matter of fact; I held one new Dell touchscreen laptop that was brought in for "virus removal" and I wanted and bought it. Upgraded the hell out of it because it became my "work station".
Logged into FB.
Raided. Got charged with receiving stolen goods. I had video of the whole transaction and submitted it and it was a good year fefore they threw it out. Lead investigator said some sideways thing about me "not fitting the profile" and remember feeling like he had already prejudged me and felt kinda like, "what a place to be". But have been there so takes one to know one, I guess.
Anyway you are here. Stick about for a min before jaberwocky show up. kinda like those old ghost stories around here.
Im buggin hope to see ya around,
Peace