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Mental Health Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0

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UnluckyXeplion said:
I think I'll go back to weed within about a year from now, so I'll be able to feel the high for sure.
I don't wanna waste my money on buds, just to find out they do no effect whatsoever.
I used to smoke a lot, about 7 joint rolls on average a day, around 2 with a good cup of tea in the morning, and the rest after my meals.
Good times!
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Bro be careful wth that weed...if you have still psychosis threat...but if u believe you will not fall in to psychosis...yea u can smoke thr joint..but still be cautious cos u dont wanna end up in facility again.
 
Risingson8 said:
Bro be careful wth that weed...if you have still psychosis thread...but if u believe you will not fall in to psychosis...yea u can smoke thr joint..but still be cautious cos u dont wanna end up in facility again.
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You right man.
After last time, I'm sure to watch myself, not to get my ass back to the mental facility.
Them crazy psychiatrists are waiting for their prey like a bunch of animals, surely I don't wanna find myself back again under their mercy.

As far as I can tell, weed never caused me psychosis, it was Kundalini awakening that caused that time after time.
Maybe weed as a part of it, who knows, but I have to disagree.

Probably my family wont like the idea of me smoking weed again, they blame my psychosis on the drugs I did.
I can't tell them Kundalini awakening caused my psychosis, they wont believe me.
 
Spiritually, existence seems to be asking alot of us, it might be asking us to forgive certain people in some ways and not have the murderous rage, or to give up certain things that are detrimental to you, it might be asking us to overcome ourselves..I just realized some of that today.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Semen retention makes you sexy and attractive to women.
Problem is, when I practiced semen retention, not just girls were checking me out, but also men, which is disturbing lol.
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I fucken knew it, it was right there the whole time..
 
Dre87 said:
That semen retention gives you 'superpowers' almost you can say and jerking it makes you weaker.
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That is true.
I also unlocked Siddhi (Paranormal abilities).
I moved objects without touching them and more. It happened during my Kundalini awakening, I had an out of body experience and lost sense of time and place (I was in nature at that time). Then I discovered these abilities, but now they are out of reach because I'm not on semen retention, plus the injections, which took my powers away.
 
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UnluckyXeplion said:
That is true.
I also unlocked Siddhi (Paranormal abilities).
I moved objects without touching them and more. It happened during my Kundalini awakening, I had an out of body experience and lost sense of time and place (I was in nature at that time). Then I discovered these abilities, but now they are out of reach because I'm not on semen retention, plus the injections, which took my powers away.
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They took away most of my extrasensory abilities too, and to the normie sheeple watching this, this is a high-level conversation about what's really going on..
 
Dre87 said:
They took away most of my extrasensory abilities too, and to the normie sheeple watching this, this is a high-level conversation about what's really going on..
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When the access to my abilities were taken away from me, I felt the system's hand big time.
I'm not bullshitting, truth is weirder than fiction.
In the mental facility, they even asked me if I believe I have special abilities... The system know what they trying to hide from us.
There were few more people in the facility that had abilities, such as seeing ones aura and reading thoughts.
One of them was a woman, who approached me during lunch, and told me she can see my aura, and told me she knows that I have spiritual tendencies. She was a witch she said.
Another man was there, he did reiki treatment on me.
The psychiatric system catch a lot of awoke people into their trap, and it was beautiful to find out more awoke and spiritual people there in the facility, I knew what's taking place.

The abilities I discovered, I didn't even think possible in sci-fi movies, and I'm not talking about moving objects (Telekinesis), I discovered more than that.
Interesting reality we live in, sad that most people wont discover what's beyond, I feel almost lucky...
 
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I seriously feel really tired, especially after waking up. I wonder how long it will take for my tiredness to disappear. I'm taking vitamins and it's not helping.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
When the access to my abilities were taken away from me, I felt the system's hand big time.
I'm not bullshitting, truth is weirder than fiction.
In the mental facility, they even asked me if I believe I have special abilities... The system know what they trying to hide from us.
There were few more people in the facility that had abilities, such as seeing ones aura and reading thoughts.
One of them was a woman, who approached me during lunch, and told me she can see my aura, and told me she knows that I have spiritual tendencies. She was a witch she said.
Another man was there, he did reiki treatment on me.
The psychiatric system catch a lot of awoke people into their trap, and it was beautiful to find out more awoke and spiritual people there in the facility, I knew what's taking place.

The abilities I discovered, I didn't even think possible in sci-fi movies, and I'm not talking about moving objects (Telekinesis), I discovered more than that.
Interesting reality we live in, sad that most people wont discover what's beyond, I feel almost lucky...
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Brother, don't mention these things to a psychiatrist, they will just assume you are a lunatic. Also, I can't even believe you when you talk about telekinesis. Really doesn't help your case, and you're at risk to be hospitalized again.
 
masamune1 said:
Brother, don't mention these things to a psychiatrist, they will just assume you are a lunatic. Also, I can't even believe you when you talk about telekinesis. Really doesn't help your case, and you're at risk to be hospitalized again.
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Believe me it is real, I have no reason to lie, I experienced it.
At certain conditions, you unlock paranormal abilities.

The last thing I do is mention this to a psychiatrist, that's exactly what their looking for.
It's sad that having paranormal abilities are portraited as mental illness symptom.
A sad and evil world we live in.
 
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One person is talking about realms and how there worlds are colliding and the other one thinks semen retention is the cause of there psychosis and there able to move things with there mind like why the fuck has this happened to me and why do I fall into this category
 
HelpMeInvega said:
One person is talking about realms and how there worlds are colliding and the other one thinks semen retention is the cause of there psychosis and there able to move things with there mind like why the fuck has this happened to me and why do I fall into this category
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Because Telekinesis is real, I experienced it, I have no reason to lie.
You didn't discovering it is not my problem.
You are free to leave.
 
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One person is talking about realms and how there worlds are colliding and the other one thinks semen retention is the cause of there psychosis and there able to move things with there mind like why the fuck has this happened to me and why do I fall into this category
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Divine justice is coming!
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
You right man.
After last time, I'm sure to watch myself, not to get my ass back to the mental facility.
Them crazy psychiatrists are waiting for their prey like a bunch of animals, surely I don't wanna find myself back again under their mercy.

As far as I can tell, weed never caused me psychosis, it was Kundalini awakening that caused that time after time.
Maybe weed as a part of it, who knows, but I have to disagree.

Probably my family wont like the idea of me smoking weed again, they blame my psychosis on the drugs I did.
I can't tell them Kundalini awakening caused my psychosis, they wont believe me.
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Yeah... I also had kundalini awakening...but mine was very very unusual...when my kundalini awakened at my root chakra, i didnt know whats going on ,on that night before i woke up ,i saw two demons looking at me and my friend told me ,it might be a kundalini awakening welll ,so i decicef to fight back...and it got agressive and im not going into details...which is very intetersting,it only reached the third chakra, and got killed by another entities which a mysterious guy who summoned...yeah sounds weird right ,then all things has begun..
 
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