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Mental Health Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0

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Masterp423 said:
I don’t desire women anymore. I’m not gay I just don’t desire them like I used to. Most women have become unattractive to me and the antipsychotics have kinda made me asexual
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That is because u are unattractive to them aswell but dont worry. I have started to become attracted to women again and vice versa (I think). It only took about 18 months :l
 
miserable1 said:
That is because u are unattractive to them aswell but dont worry. I have started to become attracted to women again and vice versa (I think). It only took about 18 months :l
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Semen retention makes you sexy and attractive to women.
Problem is, when I practiced semen retention, not just girls were checking me out, but also men, which is disturbing lol.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Semen retention makes you sexy and attractive to women.
Problem is, when I practiced semen retention, not just girls were checking me out, but also men, which is disturbing lol.
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Semen quality starts to decrease after around 7 days I did read somewhere in the past. Also, if you are watching television for 3 hours straight (or playing videogames or surf the internet for probably a shorter time since that is more "aggressive" I asume) ur semen quality gets worse by 50 percent. They said this on a television show :l
 
miserable1 said:
Semen quality starts to decrease after around 7 days I did read somewhere in the past. Also, if you are watching television for 3 hours straight (or playing videogames or surf the internet for probably a shorter time since that is more "aggressive" I asume) ur semen quality gets worse by 50 percent. They said this on a television show :l
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I don't believe that bs.
On long streaks I found myself feeling like superman, highly capable and manly.
So I guess it just increases until you get nocturnal emission eventually.
 
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UnluckyXeplion said:
I don't believe this bs.
On long streaks I found myself feeling like superman, highly capable and manly.
So I guess it just increases until you get nocturnal emission eventually.
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They did test on semen quality and saw that many where "broken". I did this retention stufff like 10 years ago and i agree with what u are saying, but if u dont have orgasm u get crazy eventually, or at least women do.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I don't believe that bs.
On long streaks I found myself feeling like superman, highly capable and manly.
So I guess it just increases until you get nocturnal emission eventually.
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I didnt know I was doing it but I did it. Had a boner all the time it was stupid.
 
miserable1 said:
They did test on semen quality and saw that many where "broken". I did this retention stufff like 10 years ago and i agree with what u are saying, but if u dont have orgasm u get crazy eventually, or at least women do.
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Women get crazy around you.
I had married woman who were going crazy about me in front of their husbands lol.
I felt bad for their husbands, but at the same time I felt honored.
Good times before all that shit with Xeplion started.
 
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UnluckyXeplion said:
Women get crazy around you.
I had married woman who were going crazy about me in front of their husbands lol.
I felt bad for their husbands, but at the same time I felt honored.
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Yeah but Im pretty sure it wasent the retention itself, but the fact that u didnt watch porn and/or doing other cheap stuff that made them so, and the retention was just a part of it. If I read a book I really enjoyed (For example written by nobelprize awarded Alice Munroe) or listened to my favourite band (Radiohead obviously), these things would always happen, when I felt good about myself.
 
miserable1 said:
Yeah but Im pretty sure it wasent the retention itself, but the fact that u didnt watch porn and/or doing other cheap stuff that made them so, and the retention was just a part of it. If I read a book I really enjoyed (For example written by nobelprize awarded Alice Munroe) or listened to my favourite band (Radiohead obviously), these things would always happen, when I felt good about myself.
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It wasn't semen retention entirely, but it certainly contributed to that.
 
Hey guys,
I hope everyone is doing well. I was also injected with Invega back in May 2022 and have been waiting things out since. I had a chance to speak with Kaatrina for hope which was great! So far I’m still feeling kinda blah but not completely flat as before. For the first time I felt a bit of happiness for a second today but it lasted for like 2 seconds. Anyone else experience any brief emotions?
 
Medara said:
Hey guys,
I hope everyone is doing well. I was also injected with Invega back in May 2022 and have been waiting things out since. I had a chance to speak with Kaatrina for hope which was great! So far I’m still feeling kinda blah but not completely flat as before. For the first time I felt a bit of happiness for a second today but it lasted for like 2 seconds. Anyone else experience any brief emotions?
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I find myself laughing sometimes from certain videos on YouTube shorts, but yeah, emotions still aren't fully there for me.
 
Tapered down to 39 mg. Had my last 39 mg shot on may 24th. Almost 5 months off. I was on 156mg for a while but tapered down.

Feeling much better. Can keep up at work. Sex drive is back. Losing weight. I walk now with a little urgency vs being zombie like on invega. Sleeping a little less. Feeling more awake. Enjoying things more. Definitely recovering. It’s probably going a little faster for me because I was down to lowest dose before I stopped.

Estimated 80% recovered. Super happy about it. You guys will get better. Hang in there. I was on for 18 months.
 
I can feel coffee again. Vyvanse works about 50% for me now. Dopamine coming back. I can pay attention and focus better. Recovery happening!!
 
I think I'll go back to weed within about a year from now, so I'll be able to feel the high for sure.
I don't wanna waste my money on buds, just to find out they do no effect whatsoever.
I used to smoke a lot, about 7 joint rolls on average a day, around 2 with a good cup of tea in the morning, and the rest after my meals.
Good times!
 
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