☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread 2022-2023 v. Year of the Phenethylamine

[Kaden_Nite]

Ranting, feel free to keep scrolling: There are times on Bluelight where I literally spend weekends laughing and I guess socialising in a way that I can't really do on other social media, or even in real life conversations.

Then there are times when people set on spreading misinformation and general bitterness drive me kind of mad.

I've been using the site since I was 16 for information (circa 2004, when I'd only post occasionally from throwaway accounts made on public computers due to paranoia) and it really helped me a lot back then when I had questions about drugs.

Point is, I come to Bluelight mostly to have fun, really try to make people laugh and try to help out when I can. I'm sometimes surprised by the reaction my posts get, good and bad, and also equally surprised, at times, re-reading things I've written.

I really hope, in this sub-forum in particular that people don't take my posts as cold, as that's really not my intention, but I am on benzos, a bit 'on the spectrum' and generally a bit spaced out, but I mean well. I think.

 

[Buzz Lightbeer]

Ranting, feel free to keep scrolling: There are times on Bluelight where I literally spend weekends laughing and I guess socialising in a way that I can't really do on other social media, or even in real life conversations.

Then there are times when people set on spreading misinformation and general bitterness drive me kind of mad.

I've been using the site since I was 16 for information (circa 2004, when I'd only post occasionally from throwaway accounts made on public computers due to paranoia) and it really helped me a lot back then when I had questions about drugs.

Point is, I come to Bluelight mostly to have fun, really try to make people laugh and try to help out when I can. I'm sometimes surprised by the reaction my posts get, good and bad, and also equally surprised, at times, re-reading things I've written.

I really hope, in this sub-forum in particular that people don't take my posts as cold, as that's really not my intention, but I am on benzos, a bit 'on the spectrum' and generally a bit spaced out, but I mean well. I think.

Well, it never once occurred to me that the man that really likes mescaline might be cold!

Who doesn't get surprised at things one has written, luckily everyone is either pretty much as clueless as you were in that moment, or it just gets piled on the already huge existing image. It's one of the best realizations I ever had honestly.

 

[Buzz Lightbeer]

Turning 30 was absolutely traumatic for me. I felt like it was time to "grow up" when I still hadn't fully enjoyed being young.

Turning 40 didn't affect me very much either way. I was too far into my addiction to really even notice.

Turning 50 was awesome. I felt so blessed that I even survived half a century, especially considering the way that I had treated my body over the years.

I think that lifestyle and mindset are a lot more important than the actual number. In my late 20's I basically lived on booze, pills, cigarettes, coffee and fast food. I look and feel SO much healthier now. Of course we all get "battle scars" (gray hairs, wrinkles, etc.), but I just look at those as badges of honor!

Health & Happiness,
Dreamflyer

Half a century, well done
Looking forward to seeing you beat the next levels, still time for side-quests too

 

[Xorkoth]

Ranting, feel free to keep scrolling: There are times on Bluelight where I literally spend weekends laughing and I guess socialising in a way that I can't really do on other social media, or even in real life conversations.

Then there are times when people set on spreading misinformation and general bitterness drive me kind of mad.

I've been using the site since I was 16 for information (circa 2004, when I'd only post occasionally from throwaway accounts made on public computers due to paranoia) and it really helped me a lot back then when I had questions about drugs.

Point is, I come to Bluelight mostly to have fun, really try to make people laugh and try to help out when I can. I'm sometimes surprised by the reaction my posts get, good and bad, and also equally surprised, at times, re-reading things I've written.

I really hope, in this sub-forum in particular that people don't take my posts as cold, as that's really not my intention, but I am on benzos, a bit 'on the spectrum' and generally a bit spaced out, but I mean well. I think.

Whenever I feel what you're feeling in the second sentence, I take a break from CEPS. That place can be really disturbing and toxic.

I enjoy your presence here, and I'm sure anyone in here would agree with me.

 

[Kaden_Nite]

the man that really likes mescaline

And weed!

Who doesn't get surprised at things one has written?

People who remember writing those things I guess .
Good points though, thanks.

Whenever I feel what you're feeling in the second sentence, I take a break from CEPS. That place can be really disturbing and toxic.

I enjoy your presence here, and I'm sure anyone in here would agree with me.

Thanks man, means a lot. I agree about CEPS. I post an opinion there maybe once or twice a year and then move on. Not interested in debate. That kind of self-righteousness shows in other parts of the site though and when it's scientifically unfounded fear mongering about drugs, it does stir me up.

I think what really brought on some pretty negative feelings this weekend was me making a joke, someone misinterpreting it as a 'woke attempt to shut down freedom of speech' or some such crap, then screenshotting my post and putting it on imgur

The irony. I realise now they were just fucked up and having their own issues, so fuck it. All good. All in all, actually had a good weekend

 

[Buzz Lightbeer]

And weed!

Damn I always forget about weed

 

[Kaden_Nite]

Damn I always forget about weed

I'd probably be into the 4-Aco-C3PO and 2C-R2D2 stuff just as much if it wasn't such an anxiety-inducing wait for it to get from overseas. It's unfortunately difficult to track down those rarities locally.

 

[Buzz Lightbeer]

I'd probably be into the 4-Aco-C3PO and 2C-R2D2 stuff just as much if it wasn't such an anxiety-inducing wait for it to get from overseas. It's unfortunately difficult to track down those rarities locally.

I know, but my situation isn't better man. Resigned to cocaine if I wanted to spice up the weekend that's yeah...

I'd actually trade locations in a heartbeat and would've done so in the past as well.

I wouldnt say that to everyone, let's say @AutoTripper he'd have to come up with a VERY good offer

 

[Kaden_Nite]

I know, but my situation isn't better man. Resigned to cocaine if I wanted to spice up the weekend that's yeah...

Except for birthdays and maybe Christmas/new year's when I might get a bag of refined cocaine, my main source of coke has been raw, powdered coca leaf. Either in an alcohol tincture or held in the mouth with some baking soda, it gives quite a long lasting effect and is surprisingly potent considering it's less than 1% coke.

There might be other alkaloids at play or maybe that ROA absorbs more than snorting, but it's not bad if you like the drug but not the price.

 

[phenethylo J]

Just bought the beginning of the Death Note series yesterday at Barnes and Nobles (Volumes 1/2) in a single book, and I have the 3rd one on the way right now. Have gotten really into Manga and Anime lately and I hear that this is a great one. So excited to start reading it and I will be collecting all the physical copies to have forever. I wanna start building a collection of Manga that I will be able to display one day on a bookshelf at my home. Have any of you ever read this series or heard of it before, it has also been adapted into a Anime series and Live Action movie.

I've also been reading comic books again, particularly The Sandman series after being blown away by the show on Netflix. That is such an incredible show and suggest all of you to watch The Sandman...thank me later

Ever seen any of the Kara no Kyokai/garden of the sinners movies. I think you'd like it. It's based of an LN series was also made into a manga.

 

[TripSitterNZ]

ended up taking 75 ug with edibles shit that heavy as fuck. Ended up lying down and just riding it out in silence with my eyes closed.

That was def up there with some of the heaviest shit i have seen in a few years.


Was in a negative thought loop for a little bit but managed to let go and attain deep insights into things I needed to let go of.

 

[Cream Gravy?]

My wife and I have been together over 13 years now, and today is our four year wedding anniversary. I couldn't have picked a better woman to spend my life with

 

[TripSitterNZ]

I think the time has come for me to pack my bags and move to a new city or town. Idk where yet. Would be nice to live near a beach. I mainly want to move to somewhere where there is less fucking crime happening

 

[Xorkoth]

Hey guys, can you all check out the LAVA subforum's photo contest, and vote for your favorite? It's the longest-standing Bluelight tradition! Round #413, if you can believe it!

Photo Contest - (VOTING OPEN!) Round 413: Roads

WELCOME TO PHOTO CONTEST #413! This round's theme is ROADS as selected by your reigning champion: @F.U.B.A.R.. This topic is pretty self-explanatory... or is it? Thesephoto contests are always open to your artistic interpretation, though if your photo is not of a literal road (of any sort)...

bluelight.org

And if any of you enjoy photography, please consider entering the next contest. It's fun, and we're all amateurs.

 

[Kaden_Nite]

My wife and I have been together over 13 years now, and today is our four year wedding anniversary. I couldn't have picked a better woman to spend my life with

Congrats dude. I'm lucky if I can make it to 13 times seeing someone You must have been together since high school?

 

[Kaden_Nite]

Day off today. Spring time here in opposite land, have a bunch of different echinopsis cactus cuttings that have been waiting a while to be planted, so I might get on that.

Also have some khat seeds that I'm hoping are still viable.

 

[Cream Gravy?]

Congrats dude. I'm lucky if I can make it to 13 times seeing someone You must have been together since high school?

Indeed, we started dating when we were both about 17 IIRC. It was a long time ago and lots of weed and booze in my head since then hahah. We both went to the same college after (woo pig) and then afterwards we moved in together after an off year living with our parents. There have been spats and arguments and the good ol' 5/7/10 year itch every now and then but we've weathered it all thus far, I think we're in it for life

 

[Pfafffed]

I

I think the time has come for me to pack my bags and move to a new city or town. Idk where yet. Would be nice to live near a beach. I mainly want to move to somewhere where there is less fucking crime happening

I don't know if the gloomy winter weather would suit, but summer in Welly is nice. Nelson, too.

 

[TripSitterNZ]

I

I don't know if the gloomy winter weather would suit, but summer in Welly is nice. Nelson, too.

im avoiding places like welly and nelson which use to be very nice a decade ago not so much now after been overidden with meth heads and gangs

 

[Dreamflyer]

( )
( )