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125mgs methadone
smoked like 7-8 hits meth
1 shot of ej brandy 40percent alcohol
1 gram of phenibut
At noon snorted around a point(1/10th of a gram) of meth and drank a 24oz can of malt liquor 8percent alcohol
500mgs l-theanine
300mgs magnesium taurate
b vitamin complex
 
30mg Adderall
1 tab of lsd
Bunch of mavericks
mfin gummi bears & other dumb sugar shit

I am purposely trying to go into today with a sense of optimism, despite whatever nonsense happens to run through my head most days. I feel like I've become a bit emotionally burnt out and am starting to wallow a little bit. It doesn't matter what I'm going through though. I can't get like that. I have to continue, I've got shit to do. Here, as well as irl. There's people out there that benefit from my existence and I should consider that in my constant internal value fluctuations of myself. I've got music to make, shit to write, stupid food to make for fat people so I can earn a living, a better life to grow into. I'm not letting any "other" person define my value for me. Not a boss, not some bitch. It's stupid, and I've already learned the "lesson" on codependent relationships when my marriage ended nearly two years ago. But I nevertheless keep falling for the trap. It's dumb, but I'm wading my way through it, without about as much grace as I can muster at the moment.
 
100mgs methadone
4-5 hits of meth smoked
40oz of malt liquor 10% alcohol
600mgs l-theanine
1 gram vitamin c
roll your own cigarettes
 
130mgs methadone
500mgs acetyl l carnitine
300mcgs vitamin b12 (methylcobalamin)
vitamin d, thiamine, vitamin b6, phosphorus and alpha lipoic acid
roll your own cigarettes
 
Just kratom for now, gonna have breakfast soon. I also snorted about 1mg of buprenorphine last night before going to sleep and I woke up extremely relaxed and feeling great.
 
A surprisingly big afterglow of the lorazepam and clonazepam last night

I fucking love that mix cuz one of my favorite benzos is clonazepam but it lacks euphoria so when I mix the lorazepam with it I seem to get the best of both worlds and not constantly wanting to take more and more

Anyways just cigs and coffee so far
 
coffee and cigs

bout to dose some bzd but prolly shouldnt. maybe it can quiet this storm enough to see my way for a minute.
 
6am-64-14m said:
coffee and cigs

bout to dose some bzd but prolly shouldnt. maybe it can quiet this storm enough to see my way for a minute.
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I feel your pain brother ❤️ but as we both know at the end of the day we are stronger then the benzo but god knows it’s like trying to pick up a semi truck and then having to walk miles with all the weight on our shoulders and we’re never quite certain when we can put the truck down

If u don’t mind me asking what do u have yourself caught up in exactly?

And please correct me if I misread the meaning of your post lol
 
Fell asleep at like 3 in the morning for an hour or so and felt completely rested and had a very minty mouth (fell asleep with clonaz in my gums 😂)

2 cups of coffee
400mg ibuprofen

600mg gabapentin and still riding 2.1Gs down from last night ie 5 hours ago 😂

Marlboros and vaping
2 king sized cones of granddaddy Mac (my favorite fuckin strain)

Just sitting in my apartment listening to music tryna diversify my music so only listening to songs I’ve never heard

And may I say it’s definitely worth you time if your a music lover so many music lovers miss out cuz they find the music that resonates with them and just stop trying to find more

I’m normally too stubborn to do this but all this gaba action got me open minded lol
 
Flying rn with all this synergy 🤤

Added another 2mg of clonaz buccaly and 900 more mg of gabapentin smoked 5 king sized cones in total feelin VERY stoned lol

And I absolutely didn’t have a choice to drink two more strong cups of coffee with all this muscle relaxation lol

Gonna be getting a full 90 script of 1mg klonopins today not gonna lie kinda nervous to have that much but ik it’s just mind over matter I’ve controlled myself before therefore I can do it again and I will

I hope everyone has a great day 😊
 
115mgs methadone
800mgs phenibut
500mgs phenylethylamine
100mgs hordenine
currently drinking my last 24oz can of 10% malt liquor, which i just puked up half of.. kinda pissed about that so itll be more like a 12oz can now. grr
roll your own cigarettes
oh and 400mgs of magnolia bark extract with 450mgs of l-theanine as soon as i woke up due to having a much higher than normal level of anxiety.
 
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