I don’t think it’s just you. I’ve read the P2P method the cartels, or whoever, are using to produce it is causing more psychosis and other undesired side effects.
…could also be that you’re 45. I’m 42 and things affect me different than they did in my 20’s and even 30’s. Example, I used to take trazadone to sleep both in my mid to late 20’s and in my 30’s again. Never had a side effect. I started it a month ago and it gives me a stuffy nose about an hour after I take it.
Idk if your a woman, but if you are it could be hormone changes causing your heart to act like that.
People aren’t walking away from the meth nowadays without some brain/medical issues. This stuff is different.