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Mental Health Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0

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In August it’ll be my 8th month off Invega Sustenna and right now anxiety is hitting me hard for the past few days. Is this normal? I just feel a super uneasy feeling in my body and chest.
 
InvegaIsdeath said:
The same is true for anti psychotics...they are worthless like SSRIs.
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They are useful to kill people like they did with me. I talked to the psychiatrist and I mentioned that the lab considers my non sleep a serious matter. She just said she doesn't think it is Xeplion. I don't know if I can stop seeing psychiatrists it is just so hopeless and sad what they have done to me. I need them to give me somnífers that in the long run (and it is already almost a year) are bad for me. I am absolutely desperate. I have asked for help to the lab but they just need to fill in a report.

I know that I am not going to heal but I don't know who would be so kind to bring me to assisted suicide. I would of course pay the expenses. But I need some who comes with me and obvious my killer family is not going to help me.
 
Since I am going to die, anyways. Is there any opinion about me living to sleeping pills and get a stroke at once rather than get the benzo harm before getting the stroke.

I am so desperate. Why did my family had to push me to so many injections?
 
AlphaMethylPhenyl said:
I don't know why, but I would guess that they really do want what's best for you, Nina.
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They didn't listen to me. Nor the psichiatrist did. Here people leave at 2 shots with the support of the family not the psychiatrist. In my case it was not like this. They have totally destroyed me and now that I am so bad they don't even talk to me.
 
I still don’t feel a connection to things like I used to, in the moment type of feelings. I just feel like I have to distract myself during the day from feeling so shitty
 
I’m 39 days away from when I would have gotten my last shot. 39 days is the half life for invega. I estimate 50% of the poison has left my system.

Cognitive has gotten better.

Still really flat. Low energy. I’m exercising because I’ve gotten so unhealthy. I’m trying to speed up recovery.

I’m hoping next summer I’m back to good energy.

My anhedonia is a lot better. I enjoy seeing my sons happy and enjoy playing with them.

I still have a long way to go. But I’m doing a lot better than when I was on 156mg shots.

When I get better I’m gonna come back and share the positivity once a month or so, so people know recovery is possible. For now, I’m still recovering and hope for the best.
 
I took a vyv today and went on the elliptical at the gym. The vyv is really starting to hit me again. I can tell my dopamine is slowly coming back.

My last shot was the lowest dose (39mg) on may 24th and I can see improvements.

I’m really excited for next summer. I’m gonna be all the way back, I know it.
 
The whole chemical imbalance in the brain was just shown to be total bullshit. And Barely gets press

Modern science isn't science.

Of course it will get ignored and those scum fuck doctors will still prescribe SSRIs. Psychiatrists are unironically bad people.

What are the implications for schizophrenia and anti psychotics? The ENTIRE PSYCHIATRIC industry should burn.

Depression Is Not Caused by Chemical Imbalance in the Brain​

 
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rmakoutz1 said:
I took a vyv today and went on the elliptical at the gym. The vyv is really starting to hit me again. I can tell my dopamine is slowly coming back.

My last shot was the lowest dose (39mg) on may 24th and I can see improvements.

I’m really excited for next summer. I’m gonna be all the way back, I know it.
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I don't know which brains you have, but you sleep. I think in my case the damage has been huge on the dopamine transmission and that's why I stopped sleeping and therefore healing
 
InvegaIsdeath said:
The whole chemical imbalance in the brain was just shown to be total bullshit. And Barely gets press

Modern science isn't science.

Of course it will get ignored and those scum fuck doctors will still prescribe SSRIs. Psychiatrists are unironically bad people.

What are the implications for schizophrenia and anti psychotics? The ENTIRE PSYCHIATRIC industry should burn.

Depression Is Not Caused by Chemical Imbalance in the Brain​

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I noticed how they were taking my dopamine with the first 2 shots. I would have like to read this back then.
 
AlphaMethylPhenyl said:
Can you please translate this to English for me? Thanks.
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I can translate with Google and agree
but this is the best. his relatives are murderers I wrote to him. how many moderators in the group seem almost professional psychiatry. I repeat

I will add that I asked for support for quitting to my family and the answer was no.
 
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