Fleischfresser?
Bluelighter
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- Apr 17, 2022
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I need education ,I'm sorry if this is wrong thread but couldn't quite find a thread like mine ,I'm a 61 yr old that have been on fentynal for 17 plus yrs, for spine issues in the last couple yrs my patch was lower to 25 McG every 72 hrs,and this is where my ignorance nailed me,I was disgusted that I lay in bed all day feeling like a stone,not doing to much but caring for my parrot and cat,the house was a shambles and me ashamed,so I started putting on a new patch before the old ran out,and wow I thought I was on to something,like a fool,I figured case long as I didn't go to the streets looking I was fine anyway as you probably figured out,I started needed more,so I would cut a strip of and leave it my inner cheek,I knew then I was no longer a patient but a addict,now all hell has broken loose,my last visit for refill they checked my urine and found the marijuana,inside I think I knew I had to get off and I'm not strong enough to go through the hellish experience,tried once and I was 16 days in and still ducker then a dog,so tomorrow I'm going to the methadone clinic,feeling like a failure due to the stigma involved,but I gotta do it ,my question is ,will methadone stop the withdrawals and help with my spine? Thankyou for any thoughts and sorry again for the length.