Another 30mg Diazepam
Coffee soon again (second cup)
Coffee soon again (second cup)
Wait for weed.20mg valium,4mg bupr.,25mg zoloft.....lot of work...Hope get a script...can't work without meds.
No.Always on that dose.Why to take more?Even this can't afford stop now.May be must tapper even to 12mg daily and jump off without some very bad symptoms.IdkAny reason for the very low dose Zoloft?
No.Always on that dose.Why to take more?Even this can't afford stop now.May be must tapper even to 12mg daily and jump off without some very bad symptoms.Idk
2 MORPHINE 15 MG AND THE BEST GREEN CHRONIC ON THE PLANET.Well we already have morning and night but what's your afternoon fix? What are you missing??
Me today:
Delta 8 vaped (I might eat some)
Instant coffee
10mg cetirizine (Zyrtec)
Wishing I had 3-MMC today so I could flip with the last of my 4-ACO-DMT. Gonna have to make an order. I want more 25b-NBOH too. Or maybe I'll try 25e-NBOH next time. Oh. I'll probably go for trying a new one but 25b was the shit. It kicked my ass properly for the first time in years.
DAMN BRO YOU ENJOY THIS COMBO??? ANYTHING IVE EVER READ SAYS UPPERS ARE TERRIBLE TO MIX WITH ACID, IVE DONE SOME PURE COKE FLAKE ON LSD AND IT SEEM TO JUST TAKE ME OUT OF THE TRIP.Because I’m on the wrong side of 50 having sex with several very demanding young ladies who simply won’t tolerate anything softer or less durable than high-tensile steel.
Practice. They say to really excel at anything you need 10,000 hours of practice.
I had enjoyed low doses of LSD a few times when I was still high on meth and only having a short binge for 2-3 days. You lose the really trippy psychedelia but it does add something special to sex if you are having a slow and intimate encounter rather than a high speed fuckfest. It gets really touchy feely and everything is kind of warm and glowing in the dark. However, just recently I tried it at the end of a pretty intense weeks long meth binge and my mind was totally destroyed by the intensity of it - I could barely stand up let alone fuck. I won’t be mixing meth and LSD again any time soon.2 MORPHINE 15 MG AND THE BEST GREEN CHRONIC ON THE PLANET.
DAMN BRO YOU ENJOY THIS COMBO??? ANYTHING IVE EVER READ SAYS UPPERS ARE TERRIBLE TO MIX WITH ACID, IVE DONE SOME PURE COKE FLAKE ON LSD AND IT SEEM TO JUST TAKE ME OUT OF THE TRIP.
I like meth too,but don't do it more than a year and half.Because of terrible afters.Quick recovery friend.Hope to find some to slow you down,to eat,drink and sleep.God bless!Today, three days after I went cold-turkey to end my 2 weeks too long meth binge I started to really suffer the nasties and rather than lie in bed crying I decided to get just one point for medicinal purposes and taper a bit for 2 or 3 days. Usually one big huff is enough to even things out at times like this. Unfortunately, my connect who only deals in ounces was so embarrassed on my behalf that they insisted on giving me most of a gram as a gift. I think in the morning I’ll go to my doctor and secure diazepam and flush the gift (or what’s left of it now).
That's such a disappointment when you think I'll have a nice little drink and chill and all it does is make you want to turn yourself inside-out.half a drink thats made me feel sick(careful what you pray for)bottle of xanax sitting here, and i dont want it, im not anxious so i wont take it, thought this drink would feel good, ugh
yeah havent been eating, its just a lil vodka and seltzer, so off to the kitchen!That's such a disappointment when you think I'll have a nice little drink and chill and all it does is make you want to turn yourself inside-out.
My afternoon fix today was 60mg morphine sulfate (ER to IR obviously), 300mg Pregab, 5 mg Xanax. I'm getting so bored of benzos now which normally means start a taper and go back on them later, I look at my Valium and my Xanax and just nothing excites me, the buzz is better from the pregab and the morph sulf....but we knew that already. You asked am I missing anything today yes I am, stims..and big time as well. I've got sandoz Oxy 40's and a bag of coke coming this week so should be alright. Benzos are starting to piss me off as it goes, fucking cheap lowsy circus act that keeps needing topping up.
At the moment I'm in the UK. I get your frustration about the bottle shops (if you're talking about the meth pipe/bong shops that is) I don't smoke anymore so I don't even go in them, I do eye-up the meth pipes sometimes and think yeah they're still nowhere near as small as the one's I got when I was using Meth/Yaa Baa in Cambodia/Thailand.Are you somewhere other than Australia? Because it's really hard to get Valium let alone Xanax here. As for Oxy.. We can't even buy codeine over the counter anymore. Meanwhile there are bottle shops absolutely everywhere![]()
That's it, line the stomach up...might turn into a decent evening.yeah havent been eating, its just a lil vodka and seltzer, so off to the kitchen!
Thanks mate - I appreciate the support. I’ve been in this position many times and handle the end of a 2 or 3 week binge no problem at all. 2 days and I’m good. But this was a pretty intense month and a bit which means the clean up will be a bit debilitating - the sobbing over nothing is the giveaway. A week or two I should be good and then a couple of months just focusing intently on work.I like meth too,but don't do it more than a year and half.Because of terrible afters.Quick recovery friend.Hope to find some to slow you down,to eat,drink and sleep.God bless!
seems like when i eat im too full to drink and cravings go away, even at restaurants i can only have one , while everyone else has atleast 3, i really dont need to be drinking, im still wanting to do stupid stuff and it weakens me,but yeah one should always eatThat's it, line the stomach up...might turn into a decent evening.