• The Dark Side 💕 Welcome Guest 💕
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Mental Health Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0

Status
Not open for further replies.
Masterp423 said:
Yep. Same here. Have you ever heard of targeted individuals?
Click to expand...
Yeah i have been chased by people and the police. I was walking on the streets and certain people were pointing their phone at me and filming me . Couldnt pickup cash. My mom behaved like she was posessed and called the police on me multiple times for no reason.

I asked the police officer why they arrested me he said he had orders from above and he received a good payment.

When i asked family and friends they admit they have no recollection or memory. I tried escaping to the forest with my backpack but people were waiting for me a the crossroads in black cars and couldn't get through.

I spent some time outside untill i ran out of food and money. It was also freezing cold. Until family members ratten me out. spent almost two weeks without eating and drinking in isolation receiving shots i have health problems ever since.

At night in the asylum people came through the backdoor and started treathening me. They kept me awake for a whole week.

Also got tortured by people working there they overdosed me on shots and pills and beat up a guy who tried to defend me. They beaten him up few times a week for a few months straight.

I also got sued for beating up people working there...they were actually abusing me and called the police on me after i left the asylum. i have two court cases for shit i didn't do.

These people are satanists /saturnian and they run the goverment and police they target anyone who is enlightened or is outside of the "matrix"
 
Last edited:
ABetterFuture said:
Guys, the anhedonia is unbearable.
I was sober from alcohol for 2 weeks but drank a lot last night just to feel something.
My court order ended this month and I have to talk to the psychiatrist in 12 days over the phone but I’m scared.
I want to either stop Invega completely and get seroquel pills or lower my dose of Invega to 39 mg (the lowest dose) and seroquel pills to taper off slowly
Click to expand...
if you are not on forced treatment anymore, don't be hostiles to psychistrists too much.
Tell them you are going to leave the hospital and that you are going to find a private psychiatrist for your own reasons ( qui s'excuse, s'accuse = don't justify yourself too much or even a little bit)

But of course, after leaving the hospital, you will not chose a psychiatrist unless you find a very good one.

Witch country do you live? also if you are really schyzophrnic or bypolar, you may want to really chose a new psychiatrist but the first thing is to leave the one you have.

Be certains to not be on forced treatment before doing all that.
 
I smoked weed, just a bit and all these emotions started coming back really made me miss my old self. I started feeling love for my ex and remorse and all these emotions. It made me miss my old self.
 
Spend another day at energy healer/therapist after that accupuncturist and need to go to chiropractor..meditated for 10 hours total today...i get up at like 4:00 am

For 2 weeks straight meditated whole days in bed but ended up with another relapse of imbalance...opened the 2nd chakra and solar plexus chakra but relapsed (closed) before i could analyse whats going on with the heart chakra.. still feel like its missing i went nearly psychotic when my solar plexus chakra opened ended up abusing drugs. Total ptsd

Today finally seemed to clear most negative energies..took me six months total of hardcore suicidality ..open up some energy point and the gates of hell open. Finally feel like i have control over certain parts of my brain and impulses

Physically wrist and joints became very thin i also lost alot of muscle mass...first time in the asylum i went to around 48 kg from 78 natural (80kg) .went up to 66 and now lost tons of muscle mass because of invega i'm like 60kg. The only weight i lost was 10kg which i attained around the stomach in 2 weeks time..shit is fucking poison.

Cortisol is through the roof constantly crave pizza..fats and salt. I learned that people with ptsd crave salts and fats they usually have psuedo addisons because of high cortisol. Metabolism seems to have improved a bit after eating ultra healthy...almost throw up after gallons of vegetable juice each day..

Basically spend ALL day running around trying to raise vibration or spend time in bed resting. Recovering from invega is a full time job 24/7 i have no time for anything else.

Still no emotions still feel brain damaged had some minor hallucination today but nothing too bad (on invega it was like lsd ) fuck these people all need to be shot fuck johnson.
 
Last edited:
Hello! Great news guys! I have found and extremely reliable and easy source to rid Invega from your body. It consists of frequencies and subliminal affirmations to detox foreign chemicals from the body. You will literally feel the injection site throbbing. I’ve been using it since it’s release and it works wonders! Let me know if I should post it!
 
apsucks said:
Relearned to read again...still have trouble counting numbers and have trouble writing. Also have emotional problems and lowered inhibitions for example lowered control over emotions, sex, food. Also get bouts of sudden agression and suicidality, depersonalization, dysphoria. Heart and tightness in the chest problems as well .

Still can't get high..also got severe sexual dysfunction and ptsd but because im on forced treatment im not allowed to get a private psychiatrist...fuck this country

Only thing i think about is killing psychiatrists and politicians fuck these scum

Close to month seven and still brain damaged
Click to expand...
It would be better to inject them with their own drugs.
 
Hello! Great news guys! I have found and extremely reliable and easy source to rid Invega from your body. It consists of frequencies and subliminal affirmations to detox foreign chemicals from the body. You will literally feel the
 
My gf cannot sleep tonight. Do you think she will be able to sleep with sleeping pills?
I remember that sleeping at night was the only way to release my pain while being on invega.
Thanks God, my sleep was correct while being on invega

If my gf cannot sleep, it will be very difficult for her..
 
Masterp423 said:
Yep. Same here. Have you ever heard of targeted individuals?
Click to expand...
Funnily enough yesterday a guy sat on the bench next to me and start taking pictures of me...

If you read the news they target russians now everyone who is russian get their bank account emptied and get targeted by policr and media
 
DrAzTiK said:
My gf cannot sleep tonight. Do you think she will be able to sleep with sleeping pills?
I remember that sleeping at night was the only way to release my pain while being on invega.
Thanks God, my sleep was correct while being on invega

If my gf cannot sleep, it will be very difficult for her..
Click to expand...
Take the pills and smoke weed...use cbd
 
DrAzTiK said:
Weed and alcohol can increase effects of abilify.,isn't it? Anyway my gf doesn't know how to smoke and me too
Click to expand...
Psychiatric drugs are neurotoxic alcohol is also neurotoxic dont combine them. Weed is neuroprotective and helps but can aggrevate depersonalization this is why i decided to stop using it. Amphetamines are also best not to use combined with...weed and amphetamines combined with invega is a recipe for psychosis
 
Is it normal to lose appetite and have constipation after coming off invega?

Going to be honest and say that some of the delusional thoughts I use to have are coming back after 3-4 months off but I am aware that they are false thoughts and I try not to think about...
 
I find I’ve been wanting to smoke weed just to get motivated in the mornings and have abstract thoughts. I thought switching from Invega Sustenna to Geodon would’ve done me wonders but all I’ve been doing is sleeping more. I worked out either a run in the morning and weights or a walk later in the day for one month straight, while eating healthy and I didn’t lose any weight. I think I got down to 120lbs at the lowest. That’s 13 pounds over my normal weight. I was trying so hard and motivated when I first switched drugs because I thought Invega was the culprit for keeping the weight on. But it looks like geodon is the exact same thing. I’ve heard of people switching from Invega to abilify and losing the weight and things becoming way better for them. I thought this would be the same thing. It’s getting harder and harder to wake up and find motivation to do anything at all. Especially when the drugs have made me that much fatter and uglier. I hate this.
 
Plus I lose words when trying to speak and have thought blocking and it’s a strain on myself to hold conversation and my memory is completely shit.
 
Saiyana said:
Is it normal to lose appetite and have constipation after coming off invega?

Going to be honest and say that some of the delusional thoughts I use to have are coming back after 3-4 months off but I am aware that they are false thoughts and I try not to think about...
Click to expand...
Blood testing showed severe hormonal problems and iron deficiency. Delusional thoughts are getting better after correcting these problems but still have many weeks to go.

Taking taurine and cbd helps
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top