Hi.
I thought I was an experienced paychonaut, but the last weeks have made me question a lot of things.
And some things scare me..
For a few weeks ago, I managed to complete a task none of my colleges though was possible. (Restoring some data from an old, worn out hard drive).
I told my boss, and he got really excited. He was talking about a raise etc.
He even told old my colleagues, and talked about me as I was kind of a hero..
The thing is: I was high as a kite while doing it. A bit of acid, but mostly special K.
But even high then, I still remember how I did it. Entirely clear.
But none of my attempts after, has been a success..
To be honest, the last few attempts almost broke my computer...
Earlier experiences have been nothing like that.. Is it possible that I, even after years of successful trips, are experiencing an psychosis?
Any input wanted!
Peace,
L
I thought I was an experienced paychonaut, but the last weeks have made me question a lot of things.
And some things scare me..
For a few weeks ago, I managed to complete a task none of my colleges though was possible. (Restoring some data from an old, worn out hard drive).
I told my boss, and he got really excited. He was talking about a raise etc.
He even told old my colleagues, and talked about me as I was kind of a hero..
The thing is: I was high as a kite while doing it. A bit of acid, but mostly special K.
But even high then, I still remember how I did it. Entirely clear.
But none of my attempts after, has been a success..
To be honest, the last few attempts almost broke my computer...
Earlier experiences have been nothing like that.. Is it possible that I, even after years of successful trips, are experiencing an psychosis?
Any input wanted!
Peace,
L