Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
I'm 44 hours into cold turkey after a very fast dramatic taper (which seemed to help some, but not a lot). I have had worse kratom wds before. This time I have pretty much all the symptoms other than runny nose/congestion (which I find odd). I am sneezing, though.
This is turning out to be one of the worst withdrawals I've ever had in a unique way-- I can't take ANYTHING to help. I know it sounds weird but fuck I can't make this up.
Due to me having serotonin syndrome a few days ago, I CANNOT TAKE:
-kratom itself, bupe, any opioid or even lope
-DXM/DPH
-Valerian/passionflower/magnesium/L-theanine/melatonin
-I can't even take fucking Ibuprofen or aspirin~!! (not joking, I took 325mg aspirin yesterday and it brought on major agitation and restlessness (not from withdrawal, but from too high of serotonin)
ALL of these things--^ have an effect on serotonin, even if minor, I can still feel it
google any of them + "serotonin syndrome" and you will see what I mean...
It's totally fucked...
I have kratom sitting here next to me but I dare not take it. The drug I am dependent on was also putting me into serotonin syndrome, totally fucked...
anyways, I've had worse withdrawals before I'm just very frustrated I can't do anything.
So far only frequent long hot showers and stretching/messaging seems to help for a few minutes. I am scared to go exercise.. as this also increases serotonin.
Just wondering if anyone has any ideas, I doubt it, but whatevs
peace
This is turning out to be one of the worst withdrawals I've ever had in a unique way-- I can't take ANYTHING to help. I know it sounds weird but fuck I can't make this up.
Due to me having serotonin syndrome a few days ago, I CANNOT TAKE:
-kratom itself, bupe, any opioid or even lope
-DXM/DPH
-Valerian/passionflower/magnesium/L-theanine/melatonin
-I can't even take fucking Ibuprofen or aspirin~!! (not joking, I took 325mg aspirin yesterday and it brought on major agitation and restlessness (not from withdrawal, but from too high of serotonin)
ALL of these things--^ have an effect on serotonin, even if minor, I can still feel it
google any of them + "serotonin syndrome" and you will see what I mean...
It's totally fucked...
I have kratom sitting here next to me but I dare not take it. The drug I am dependent on was also putting me into serotonin syndrome, totally fucked...
anyways, I've had worse withdrawals before I'm just very frustrated I can't do anything.
So far only frequent long hot showers and stretching/messaging seems to help for a few minutes. I am scared to go exercise.. as this also increases serotonin.
Just wondering if anyone has any ideas, I doubt it, but whatevs
peace