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Hopeless If I get kicked out of my sober house I’ve decided im gonna kill myself

polarthedog said:
don’t go doing expecting to get fucked up.
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word. prolly pass on it but thought it was an opioid-ish type thing. live and learn.
yeah, if imma go gaba imma go for some hard hitting benzo, personally. ;)
then again... maybe that may be all i need. seems subtle is a decent replacement for full on assault. seems to be working with kratom faintly well for the last few years.
think im about to take another few months break from phenibut... wonder if kava can help stave off "cravings" for benzos as kratom has for opioids? is it cost prohibitive or a reasonable replacement for phenibut. dont need it for wds or anything just the occasional "escape" whether subtle or not.
still havent researched obviously. ha gonna check it out now.
 
6am-64-14m said:
word. prolly pass on it but thought it was an opioid-ish type thing. live and learn.
yeah, if imma go gaba imma go for some hard hitting benzo, personally. ;)
then again... maybe that may be all i need. seems subtle is a decent replacement for full on assault. seems to be working with kratom faintly well for the last few years.
think im about to take another few months break from phenibut... wonder if kava can help stave off "cravings" for benzos as kratom has for opioids? is it cost prohibitive or a reasonable replacement for phenibut. dont need it for wds or anything just the occasional "escape" whether subtle or not.
still havent researched obviously. ha gonna check it out now.
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Apparently it helps upregulate your gaba receptors too. So it could conceivably lower your tolerance to benzos over time

Kavas pretty affordable

I like using it because I don’t have to worry about a hangover or withdrawal.
 
polarthedog said:
Kavas pretty affordable
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so i read so far that 250mg-300mg is a "normal" dose daily. is this bullshit?
pounds look affordable if this is dose norms. would prob source a key if i try it and like it. may be worth a try if i get a sample and like it....
 
polarthedog said:
Ok deal! But I have a girlfriend, so if I actually ended up doing that for real, she’s be there too.

She’s like a perfect roommate though
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Haha no probs bro, with 800-900$ we can rent a pretty comfy apartment with 3 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms in a good neighborhood in Lima lols.
 
6am-64-14m said:
so i read so far that 250mg-300mg is a "normal" dose daily. is this bullshit?
pounds look affordable if this is dose norms. would prob source a key if i try it and like it. may be worth a try if i get a sample and like it....
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It amuses me thst uve never heard of kava before ptahhhh, lols. 😁
 
nznity said:
It amuses me thst uve never heard of kava before ptahhhh, lols. 😁
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yo i heard of it but for some reason though it an opioid stimuli. :unsure: had that base covered (kratom) so didnt feel to look into it. now its got me interest piqued. prolly spend a day on research before making a decision either way but now i have to at least try it. lol love fuckin with my gaba but it kinda gets a little boring after a while.
so you on it (kava) as well? if so whats yer dose and if not anymore what was the dose?
 
6am-64-14m said:
so i read so far that 250mg-300mg is a "normal" dose daily. is this bullshit?
pounds look affordable if this is dose norms. would prob source a key if i try it and like it. may be worth a try if i get a sample and like it....
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Man btw, I've been wondering for the past year or so what does ur new username means? Lol. I really liked PtahTek it sounded really cools. ✌💯
 
6am-64-14m said:
yo i heard of it but for some reason though it an opioid stimuli. :unsure: had that base covered (kratom) so didnt feel to look into it. now its got me interest piqued. prolly spend a day on research before making a decision either way but now i have to at least try it. lol love fuckin with my gaba but it kinda gets a little boring after a while.
so you on it (kava) as well? if so whats yer dose and if not anymore what was the dose?
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Nah bro, never tried it since I don't buy stuff from the internet lols. But I've done my research on it. Haha, I love fucking with my gaba too. I'm taking too much clonaz lately, at least 4-6mg upwards 10mg somedays... well since clonaz is OTC in my country >.< hard not to abuse it. And it's bloody cheap aswell like 1.5$ for a blister of 2mg ones.
 
nznity said:
I really liked PtahTek
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Yeah, me too bruh. Guess Imma blow a few rods to get it back. :p
Current is a play on bam-ba-lam; lyrics in the song black betty by ram jam. musta been feelin lose on something no doubt and it fuckin confuses me to no end sometimes. :frustrated:
but to be fair many got confused and shit with ptahtek so... lulz. ;)
i do want it back but the question seems to be how "hard" am i willing to take it.
another reason to not do drugs........
fuck that what am i saying? :pipe:
 
6am-64-14m said:
Yeah, me too bruh. Guess Imma blow a few rods to get it back. :p
Current is a play on bam-ba-lam; lyrics in the song black betty by ram jam. musta been feelin lose on something no doubt and it fuckin confuses me to no end sometimes. :frustrated:
but to be fair many got confused and shit with ptahtek so... lulz. ;)
i do want it back but the question seems to be how "hard" am i willing to take it.
another reason to not do drugs........
fuck that what am i saying? :pipe:
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PtahTek to me sounded like a ninja name or some shite like thst plus u had that assassins creed pic back then and it got stuck on my mind. I would have never guessed in a million years it was a play of letters and numbers meaning bam ba lam, I thought it was the name of a star or maybe something to with chemistry idk. Hsha anyway for me yer still Mr. Ptah. Respect 🙏 brother 💯
 
OpiateKiller said:
My lawyer whose gotten me out of all my charges refused to take the case because of the assault on the police officer charge he told me sorry he couldn’t take the case for political reasons (he’s like the main lawyer for the police unions and represents many police officer cases like brutality)

Which I don’t agree with but his relationship with police and judges is the main reason he’s such a good lawyer and can get cases to disappear

I have a free lawyer court appointed but she’s actually pretty serious I was impressed with her at my bail hearing. If I need to fight the case she thinks I can potentially have the drug charges all dropped for illegal search and seizure I was pulled over on suspicious activity leaving a house that was being watched for drug activity but I refused consent to search and said they had no probable cause but they searched anyways said they didn’t need it, it was a detective
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so good to know!
 
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