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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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HellYesInvegaSucks said:
It's a wonder anyone survives this shit. I was thinking of committing suicide before I joined this site.
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I seriously contemplated suicide for a very long time. It gets really bad bro. But hang in there. It will get better. It’s gunna to be a bumpy ride and you’re gunna suffer but there’s light at the end of the tunnel. Don’t kill yourself bro. It sucks major ass for sure and it makes you want to die. But give it time and you’ll come out of it. Just don’t take any more antipsychotics in the process. You’re gunna be okay man. A full recovery is waiting for you at the end.
 
Hopton09 said:
I seriously contemplated suicide for a very long time. It gets really bad bro. But hang in there. It will get better. It’s gunna to be a bumpy ride and you’re gunna suffer but there’s light at the end of the tunnel. Don’t kill yourself bro. It sucks major ass for sure and it makes you want to die. But give it time and you’ll come out of it. Just don’t take any more antipsychotics in the process. You’re gunna be okay man. A full recovery is waiting for you at the end.
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Thank you so much. That's just what I needed. I feel geriatric. Physically weak. I promise not to take any other antipsychotics. My substitute psychiatrist wanted to put me on abilify. I said hell no to that. Scares the shit out of me. I told them I wanted to salvage what I could of myself and it felt like I was talking to a brick wall. Hopefully I get out of this soon.
 
Hopton09 said:
You don’t even feel impaired at all. It literally doesn’t affect you? Like is it as if you’re drinking water? I can get drunk. It just doesn’t feel good to do. Though I haven’t tried in a few months
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It probably would get me impaired if I was drinking hard liquor.

I've been drinking the milder stuff.
 
Koolio254 said:
Yes. I get high on MDMA as well that's because I don't have tolerance.ive taken it only twice in my life.
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I haven’t tried MDMA by itself since invega. I’ve only taken it by itself 2 or 3 times before the shot but it’s in almost all of the meth where I’m from so anytime I do meth I do MDMA and meth gets me high if I do enough. LSD works with full effects. I’m beginning to be able to feel nicotine and opiates again. Kratom still doesn’t work at all for some reason which is annoying because it was my favorite drug besides meth. But I’m glad you’re able to feel substances. I’m hoping I get everything back. I’m starting to feel optimistic about making a complete recovery and being 100% back to my normal self. I did a sub tonight and it felt pretty good. Good luck in your recovery bro. How far off the shot are you btw?
 
Hopton09 said:
I haven’t tried MDMA by itself since invega. I’ve only taken it by itself 2 or 3 times before the shot but it’s in almost all of the meth where I’m from so anytime I do meth I do MDMA and meth gets me high if I do enough. LSD works with full effects. I’m beginning to be able to feel nicotine and opiates again. Kratom still doesn’t work at all for some reason which is annoying because it was my favorite drug besides meth. But I’m glad you’re able to feel substances. I’m hoping I get everything back. I’m starting to feel optimistic about making a complete recovery and being 100% back to my normal self. I did a sub tonight and it felt pretty good. Good luck in your recovery bro. How far off the shot are you btw?
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Is your sleep and anhedonia still shit?
 
Hopton09 said:
I haven’t tried MDMA by itself since invega. I’ve only taken it by itself 2 or 3 times before the shot but it’s in almost all of the meth where I’m from so anytime I do meth I do MDMA and meth gets me high if I do enough. LSD works with full effects. I’m beginning to be able to feel nicotine and opiates again. Kratom still doesn’t work at all for some reason which is annoying because it was my favorite drug besides meth. But I’m glad you’re able to feel substances. I’m hoping I get everything back. I’m starting to feel optimistic about making a complete recovery and being 100% back to my normal self. I did a sub tonight and it felt pretty good. Good luck in your recovery bro. How far off the shot are you btw?
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Your attitude has so greatly improved over the last couple of weeks. Keep optimistic and motivated and I truly believe you will fully recover.
 
Hopton09 said:
I haven’t tried MDMA by itself since invega. I’ve only taken it by itself 2 or 3 times before the shot but it’s in almost all of the meth where I’m from so anytime I do meth I do MDMA and meth gets me high if I do enough. LSD works with full effects. I’m beginning to be able to feel nicotine and opiates again. Kratom still doesn’t work at all for some reason which is annoying because it was my favorite drug besides meth. But I’m glad you’re able to feel substances. I’m hoping I get everything back. I’m starting to feel optimistic about making a complete recovery and being 100% back to my normal self. I did a sub tonight and it felt pretty good. Good luck in your recovery bro. How far off the shot are you btw?
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I'm off 4 months now from 4 shots. I believe the mind can heal anything with the help of the universe. LSD helps me meditate so well. I'm doing very well
 
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