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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Tripping Thread: Tripping Past 2020

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Perforated said:
I would like to suggest people stop diagnosing @TripSitterNZ and talking about him in the third person as if he’s not actually here.

This is the psychedelic forum for heaven’s sake. People report in from all kind of weird dimensions.

He’s not my bestest buddy or anything and I admit there is a month of posts I’m not caught up on. However, I know with certainty that @TripSitterNZ has been working extremely hard at a great struggle to achieve a personal metamorphosis in all aspects of his life for the last year or longer.

From his public posts that’s been a shift from a place with a lot of grief, anger, frustration, and hatred to a goal of finding a way to carve a role in society somewhere, maybe through teaching, where he can make a positive difference.

As in my own case, his road map to a new and better life has been part practical and constructive (like his study) and part taking fucking shitloads of drugs in weird combinations that sometimes takes days or weeks to work through. While working through there are all kinds of emotions expressed here (where he would naturally presume he is amongst friends).

If some parts of his reports on his journey seem inconsistent or even incredible I’d be inclined to focus on the beauty of the work in progress and encourage it along. Especially if you knew the highly volatile, misanthropic, and sometimes near psychopathic place that journey started well over a year ago.
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thanks man, all the best on your journey aswell. I changed alot this year,

I ran out of drugs two weeks ago along with money, last time i took some acid was like 1st of oct or something it was like quarter tab.

if people knew me in real life they can see im alot better off and people tell me i seem free and happy.

If people only knew the extent of the communist take over happening in new zealand they would realize why i was so angry. From the start of the year my normal supermarket shop literally increased in price $35 per week due to the communist policies of this government fucking our country up. If this continues we might end up becoming venezunla seriously.

The prime minister used 60 million dollars to pay off our 3 media outlets. I never seen so much fake media in my entire life. Things were alot better under our old governments. Though i voted for her and i got scammed! she was the perfect liar. I voted for fucking socalism not pure communist take over lol.


The middle and lower class have been driven into utter poverty here with the cost of living. Petrol is over 2.70 a litre now due to the commies taxing the fucking shit out of it lol.

Im not going to take lsd ever again, i had my ride with it did it a fuck load of times. Maybe still eat some shrooms, i poured my alcohol down the sink and got rid of nicotine aswell, have not drunk caffeine in two weeks.


The only thing i can do in the my low class tier of society is sit here and try make ends meet in peace. Im double vaxed and suffered severe heart inflammation that will probably kill me by the time im 40.

but if it wasent for the commies covid 19 and this lockdown that has no end in sight i wouldn't of had a full spiritual awakening and liberated myself from karma and the endless cycle of birth and death.
 
Drunk on Kombucha said:
What the hell is hydroxybutyrate?
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GHB. gamma hydroxybutyrate. Known to be offered casually by dangerous women as a clear liquid as a prelude to then removing your clothes, offering you every stimulant drug under the sun, including the ones you’d successfully sworn off for quite some time, and emptying your wallet on pay-per-point basis.

Drunk on Kombucha said:
Yes exactly. Amphs take away from the profundity, though can add to certain aspects of therapeutic introspection but they're about as long lived as an amphetamine high. Still, the combination of LSD with a dopamine rush can be quite enjoyable, but I'd much rather prefer something like methylone if anything that isn't MDMA or another psychedelic. Have had some nice warm fuzzy psychostimulated times on methylone and LSD but still anything that doesn't knock you down in the emotional therapeutic way MDMA can I'd say adds more fun than enlightenment or healing to the experience
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It’s a challenge for me to candyflip because dopaminergic drugs don’t really work no matter how much of them I take, I’m just about immune except for mostly noradrenergic peripheral nervous system effects. Although surprisingly they still work on very very small doses to improve ADHD systems when I’m working.
 
Understandable @deficiT t . It has been a while since I was out in public on psychs, I used to welcome it more but now I just wanna shut away and see no one when I trip. But flipping I feel like makes me feel invincible for being in the right environment, like a music festival

@Perforated oic, I've never heard it called that way. Another one I want to try :) iirc I heard it has social aspects sort of like MDMA + alcohol but I guess without feeling insanely high or fucked up.

Do serotonergic drugs work for you? Hmm, the effect you describe reminds me kind of like what I've experienced beta alanine do. Very subtle and minor yet noticeable effects. I find it is awesome so far for combining with phenethylamines
 
I took a whole bunch of my oversupply of blotters and chopped ‘em up into a whole lot of little amber glass dropper vials that are 3/5/10 ml. Topped them off with this scary czech vodka that is 95 % alcohol and threw them in the freezer (inside foil and plastic).

95% alcohol vodka is fucking horrible to comsume. Even just dropping a ml or 2 on a sugar cube is horrible.

I calculated most of them at 300 ug per ml but made the 10 ml bottles 700 ug. On average there is exactly 5 drops from the bottles in a ml so it’s easy enough to work out a dose.

The unknown is what strength the blotters will be once all the liquid has been droppered out of the bottles.

That’s gonna be a fun experiment to work out.
 
Just remember people humanity has lost sight of what evidence actually means in real terms.

It does not mean proof of such as we regard it i.e. peer reviewed studies, With a gold stamp from the government and science.

Evidence is when something becomes evident and it will for ever lie in the eye of the beholder regardless of the fact of the matter at hand.
 
TripSitterNZ said:
ima prob start eating meat again, i can feel this plant diet is fucking with my dopamine levels
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I thought leafy green vegetables were almost the best food to help restore dopamine?

But also maybe Turkey. I remember reading something about turkey being excellent for recovering from some monoamine depletion but I forget which.
 
LSD isn't a drug of dependence. Those who use it daily don't do so out of dependence, they do so for tradition and meditation.

If you don't need to function in the world in a complex way, daily quality LSD is a beautiful way to live.

My life is now too complex, this is what LSD said.

I have a family. I have a job. I am too engrained in the machine. So, I just need to suck it up and get my shit together.

I envy your suburban monk lifestyle but I wouldnt trade it for the world.
 
MDMA is garbage, IMO. It makes you love people under the influence and, often, hate them the next day. I don't like when drugs influence something as intimate as whether not I dig someone. Give me enough MDMA and I am a puddle. Give me enough LSD and I will puddle in the correct circumstances. This is an important difference for some. Less so for others.
 
I guess what I'm saying is: give me a drug that makes me less likely to have a real deep human connection with another individual.

They all seem to do the opposite.

I'm tired of dealing with people.

I want truth.
 
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TripSitterNZ said:
I have never been diagnosed with bipolar nor ever been manic. I would not call this manic since i have been sleeping insane amounts super tired. nor did i ever call myself enlightened. Awakening is different to enlightement. Awakening is the first step of waking up to your spiritual nature and divine self its a long journey from there to becoming some enlightened master like jesus
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Jesus is not only enlighted master,but half human,half God.For christian Jesus is God himself,despite He calls him self Son of God.The same God which is one,is spirit and have many names-Jehova,Jahve,Jah,Allah,Sabaoth,Adonai,Il....etc.
 
birdup said:
Had my first acid trip today for at least a couple of months.
Fucked me to my core and woke me up to a bunch of shit.
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Cheaper than therapy by a long-shot and guaranteed results in a fraction of the time needed pouring yourself out to a ‘talk-therapist’ who has absolutely no grasp of your emotional and psychological depth and complexity.

birdup said:
This trip told me to stop taking drugs.

It told me to grow up.

I am going to try (and probably fail) to listen to it.
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Every time I trip properly with minimal tolerance I have the same “I don’t need drugs” epiphany and get a vision of myself at a Sunday summer afternoon picnic with a dozen brilliant, charming, compassionate friends laughing it up and finding ways to support each other in our dreams. It always makes my trip joyful, but in the real world I know no such people and pro


birdup said:
LSD isn't a drug of dependence. Those who use it daily don't do so out of dependence, they do so for tradition and meditation.

If you don't need to function in the world in a complex way, daily quality LSD is a beautiful way to live.

My life is now too complex, this is what LSD said.

I have a family. I have a job. I am too engrained in the machine. So, I just need to suck it up and get my shit together.

I envy your suburban monk lifestyle but I wouldnt trade it for the world.
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‘It’s not a drug of dependence but I know quite a few people including some on BL (it was either @Xorkoth or @deficiT just recently I think) who have gotten into using it compulsively or habitually for periods despite being tolerant to the full psychedelic effects of it. I had that problem when I accidentally bought a few hundred blotters in the month after I quit meth. I wasn’t tripping but I’d munch a 10-strip if I felt meth cravings and it would make them go away and I’d feel happy and do some work. If I got cravings the next day I might chew 20-blotters. The most in one day was probably 30. Maybe double that one day when I got hold of some liquid LSD. I felt nothing LSD-like, but it put me in a place where I was immune to the call of meth and chemsex for as long as I kept at it.

I have no idea if doses like that are harmful and some evidence suggests they cause neuroplastic changes even without a perceptible subjective effect. But they could not have been as harmful as the gram of meth I’d been getting through each day at the end. I still take it to quell meth craving but far less frequently now. And my work productivity is up about 500 % since I started regular LSD on an on-demand/no-limit basis.
birdup said:
MDMA is garbage, IMO. It makes you love people under the influence and, often, hate them the next day. I don't like when drugs influence something as intimate as whether not I dig someone. Give me enough MDMA and I am a puddle. Give me enough LSD and I will puddle in the correct circumstances. This is an important difference for some. Less so for others.
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When MDMA actually worked for me I would totally drop my guard and see nothing but the good in people and consequently trust them (both with my deepest emotions and my valuables) in ways that occasionally proved very inappropriate, damaging, or dangerous. I just had no common sense filter about people.

With LSD, although I usually only take it alone now, I find I perceive the real character of people much better but positively in a way that is not judgemental. Like I might perceive a person I encountered was a shifty, duplicitious, dirtbag but I’d feel a positive vibe towards him as another human being, leave it at that, and wander off in search of something or someone more safe and positive to be around.
 
I'm thinking of tripping this week, or at least trying to. I'm very nervous about it to be honest. It's been over 5 months man, longest break in years. Should I even trip.. is it even possible on this dose of Quetiapine.. what drug.. how much..
Questions, questions, questions...
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
I'm thinking of tripping this week, or at least trying to. I'm very nervous about it to be honest. It's been over 5 months man, longest break in years. Should I even trip.. is it even possible on this dose of Quetiapine.. what drug.. how much..
Questions, questions, questions...
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One mistake I made was stopping quetiapine completely before my aforementioned ketamine experiment, and not having any on me in case of emergency. I'm thinking it is possible to trip if maybe you skip a day or two, as it's a fairly short acting drug, but I would def keep some on you for emergencies. And it might even be possible to trip without skipping any dies. I know abilify stops a trip cold but I'm thinking Seroquel isn't as bad, I'm not sure though.
 
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