JohnBoy2000
Bluelighter
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Naturally one is more potent and potentially destructive.
But at the moment it's a very real consideration for me compare these two;
Reason being over the past few months I've discontinued ALL drugs, everything, even paracetamol.
No prescription drug, no sleep aids, no anti-histamines.
My nervous system at the moment is all me.
.....
What I attribute to neuro-development and neural morphology/genesis, but I'm in a transition phase of kind of, re-establishing "autonomous" functionality, by way of cognitive intervention.
Cognition implicates the "upstream" neural factors, where as drugs are all "downstream" signalling.
Point being - during this transition, I need just a little something to get by.
To be taken exclusively as required, and I don't forecast it being long term.
Just a few weeks hopefully.
.....
It needs to be some kind of stimulant as it's overcompensating for lack of neural firing.
Coffee at the moment, takes the edge off.
But I tried some methamphetamine a month ago and it is chicken soup for my soul.
It puts me in such a good place and reminds me I'm human.
Maybe one dose of this a week?
But of course I hate the side effects so I figured I knock that down a gear to just regular amphetamine.
But at the moment it's a very real consideration for me compare these two;
Reason being over the past few months I've discontinued ALL drugs, everything, even paracetamol.
No prescription drug, no sleep aids, no anti-histamines.
My nervous system at the moment is all me.
.....
What I attribute to neuro-development and neural morphology/genesis, but I'm in a transition phase of kind of, re-establishing "autonomous" functionality, by way of cognitive intervention.
Cognition implicates the "upstream" neural factors, where as drugs are all "downstream" signalling.
Point being - during this transition, I need just a little something to get by.
To be taken exclusively as required, and I don't forecast it being long term.
Just a few weeks hopefully.
.....
It needs to be some kind of stimulant as it's overcompensating for lack of neural firing.
Coffee at the moment, takes the edge off.
But I tried some methamphetamine a month ago and it is chicken soup for my soul.
It puts me in such a good place and reminds me I'm human.
Maybe one dose of this a week?
But of course I hate the side effects so I figured I knock that down a gear to just regular amphetamine.