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AutoTripper said:
Yes authority is a fair term.

Again, can be explored. Neutral. Good or bad.

We typically associate "authority" with rule, tyrrany, law, dictatorship, governance, command, totalitarianism, punishment and control.

But it has other meanings too.

Like, lol, fucking Anthony Fauci is so fraudulently protrayed as the "leading authority" on infectious disease.

It is in that sense that I feel confident enough in my own mind to speak with authority here like literally nobody else will appear to in the same manner on BL.
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I meant authority as in Authority :)
 
blue kringle said:
I was thinking about that the other day, "Leela" or "lila" *being the sanskrit word for Play)
And then thinking about this mad thing i read in the book 'Cosmogeny' which was was a term for the zero-field...the generative field between the implicate & explicate orders.."the empty theatre"

This was extremely evocative to me. Reminded me of dmt actually. empty theatre. Anyway,i'd thorougly recommed that book, it aint no fuckaroud shit :>
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Lol, fuckaround I just don't do.

I do real. All the way, no holes barred, no smokescreens.

That's why I'm so out of place, and rarely understood.

Not because it's my fault, or because I am wrong.

Lol, that's some selr confidence at least right? I argue vision and perspective too but the crowd take the opposite view on that.

Yes it's a "show", a theartre. Staged is life here. We are approaching final curtains.

Thanks for the book I'll check that out.

Thelawoffrequencies.com is another Red Pill. If you can get that one down a gullet, it should be wide enough for them all.
 
blue kringle said:
I meant authority as in Authority :)
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Yes sorry, I did grasp that. It hit me though again, the different cultural meanings and connotations of term.

I do speak with command and authority.

If only I had Evidence lol I reckon I could be quite powerful you know, in a good way for only good resides in me.
 
AutoTripper said:
Lol, fuckaround I just don't do.

I do real. All the way, no holes barred, no smokescreens.

That's why I'm so out of place, and rarely understood.

Not because it's my fault, or because I am wrong.

Lol, that's some selr confidence at least right? I argue vision and perspective too but the crowd take the opposite view on that.

Yes it's a "show", a theartre. Staged is life here. We are approaching final curtains.

Thanks for the book I'll check that out.

Thelawoffrequencies.com is another Red Pill. If you can get that one down a gullet, it should be wide enough for them all.
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Actually name of the book is "Cosmometry" by Marshall Lefferts.

It really made modern current physics & sacred geometry & ancient/future undertandable to me. Maybe others find this easy to undertsand but i dont, and this book is very widescreen but no fluff, just as objective as possible, thats my take on it.
 
blue kringle said:
If you can get that one down a gullet, it should be wide enough for them all.

Cheers for being careful/sensitive, also speaks to Authority. respects :>

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I do it for love, certainly not money.

We are on the Titanic here. I am a visionary. They exist.

Such talk is rarely popular and seen as semantical and grand.

I have an intense life in the spiritual world encountering, insights, scraps.

Premonitions my whole life. Including this current "Show", the train track Humanity is on, on a high cliff almost at summit, dozens of visions and sumbols packed into two mindblowing dreams in mid 2019.

I'm looking beyind this shitty world now. IMO anybody NOT looking beyond this world is missing it big time lol. Being sucked into life. Too easy but some people have too strong a spiritual core and sense of identity.
 
AutoTripper said:
I cannot see why "Tuesday" means anything vs "Sunday"
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IMO...?
There is no difference... it is all "coined" by humans and no doubt has something to do with exploitation of one sort or another. lol
Trippin is cool, but once I "learn" something I cannot unlearn it, ya know?
I would like to "see" where all this recent BS in my life fits into the "big picture" but they say the broken heal the broken or some shit like that. Typing that brought tears to my eyes so maybe there is a bit of "truth" to that I will not pretend to know.
Love ya, AT. <3
 
6am-64-14m said:
IMO...?
There is no difference... it is all "coined" by humans and no doubt has something to do with exploitation of one sort or another. lol
Trippin is cool, but once I "learn" something I cannot unlearn it, ya know?
I would like to "see" where all this recent BS in my life fits into the "big picture" but they say the broken heal the broken or some shit like that. Typing that brought tears to my eyes so maybe there is a bit of "truth" to that I will not pretend to know.
Love ya, AT. <3
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Love you too man.

There is certainly a big picture alright. I don't try to see how I fit into it. What is, is, was, was, will be...etc.

I'm more excited about matterless land, or my favorite new term for that place Microgramless Land lol.

You just need to get there.

Now true, no unlearning. But that's what learning is about right, keeping and building on it.

Errors, they can be erased, snubbed out, corrected, if you know how, usually involving more tripping IME.

I'm searching for words, sentence to capitulate the nature and depth of my trips nowadays but I can't! Wow is the only one but it's so primitive. 🙂
 
6am-64-14m said:
IMO...?
There is no difference... it is all "coined" by humans and no doubt has something to do with exploitation of one sort or another. lol
Trippin is cool, but once I "learn" something I cannot unlearn it, ya know?
I would like to "see" where all this recent BS in my life fits into the "big picture" but they say the broken heal the broken or some shit like that. Typing that brought tears to my eyes so maybe there is a bit of "truth" to that I will not pretend to know.
Love ya, AT. <3
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but they say the broken heal the broken or some shit like that.

^ they do say that.
I wonder if part of you (broken or not) has the instinctive capablitly for idk..counseller, stand up comic, artistic, something healing. Probably. I do also. And i always put it off because 'i aint close to healed im a wreck i got grief & bullshit knocking at my door"
...but i encourage you to think about it. I'm sure there is something.
But i dont lknow you but its nice to meet you 6am-64.. dope name btw
 
AutoTripper said:
Errors, they can be erased, snubbed out, corrected, if you know how, usually involving more tripping IME.
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Yeah I think my tears try to wash it all out like a water color painting but the fuckin pain is there and not sure how to deal with it. I think I did finally figure out why the tears flow... from pain not just mine but others mostly. We are "connected" (the whole of creation) and I feel the pain from everything and not complaining it just hurts and want to help in some way, ya know?
Fuck man when will it end and healing begin?
blue kringle said:
its nice to meet you
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And you as well, mr/ms blue. One day it'll all crinkle out just waiting on that day to come (even if it takes 100 more eons) I will be there and the tears will be gone.
<3
 
6am-64-14m said:
Yeah I think my tears try to wash it all out like a water color painting but the fuckin pain is there and not sure how to deal with it. I think I did finally figure out why the tears flow... from pain not just mine but others mostly. We are "connected" (the whole of creation) and I feel the pain from everything and not complaining it just hurts and want to help in some way, ya know?
Fuck man when will it end and healing begin?

And you as well, mr/ms blue. One day it'll all crinkle out just waiting on that day to come (even if it takes 100 more eons) I will be there and the tears will be gone.
<3
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> and I feel the pain from everything and not complaining it just hurts

Whoa. I'm right there 6am.
 
6am-64-14m said:
Yeah I think my tears try to wash it all out like a water color painting but the fuckin pain is there and not sure how to deal with it. I think I did finally figure out why the tears flow... from pain not just mine but others mostly. We are "connected" (the whole of creation) and I feel the pain from everything and not complaining it just hurts and want to help in some way, ya know?
Fuck man when will it end and healing begin?

And you as well, mr/ms blue. One day it'll all crinkle out just waiting on that day to come (even if it takes 100 more eons) I will be there and the tears will be gone.
<3
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I do wish I had a remedy for you, for that.

It's what I've been working on my whole life. I need one too lol.

One day a time though. Today a rough one healthwise. Things do change though, swings and roundabouts the old English slang used to go.

I'm heading for the highway, like Bob Marley sang "Highway Rider".

Still keep forgetting it's Tuesday. It feels like Thursday.

Sunday I was convinced it was Monday.

Yesterday I felt like it was supposed to be Monday, second time in a row.

After that I decided fuck Tuesday(?) I give up lol.

So I have. My feelings are in no way attached to the name of the day. The way it should be in a sane mind in a sane (or "un"sane lol world), IMO again, I'm a right opinionated mischief maker you know, I really stir things up by nature, but not to cause divide or disharmony and never intentionally.

Soon as I've got that remedy @6am-64-14m I'll share it with you.

Working on a remedy or hack today, get physically righted again.

My head feels pretty good considering the toll I've placed it under.
 
16mg Suboxone
40mg Vyvanse
5mg Aripiprazole
50mg Hydroxyzine
600mg Alpha-gpc
1g Piracetam
1g Aniracetam
200mg F-phenibut

Just chillin. Got off class today to practice for my communications midterm. I've got so much anxiety about it I'm practically nauseous over it. I really don't know how I'm gonna do this.
 
40mg Vyvanse
5mg Aripiprazole
50mg Hydroxyzine
10mg N-methyl-cyclazodone
600mg Alpha-gpc
500mg Piracetam
500mg Aniracetam
Blueberry granola bars
Off brand cinnamon toast crunch

English class cancelled today. Got a TON of work to do on my communications mid term. Got to write up all of my notes for the speech, flash cards, everything. Luckily off work too
 
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Flu! Lol but true.

It's got me out of bed to get firmly on too of it today having diagnosed a day ago.

Oil pulling just done. Essential oil step inhalation now. It hurts in a true no pain no gain and totally harmless way, to extract 2 mugfulls of dense allergy and infection ceased mucus from inside my airways.

I can't be caught out behind on this as secondary bacterial pneumonia is ensured but wasy for me to treat.

Life was on top of me starting the week. Plan was to get n top of life. Flu got on top of me.

Now I am going to get on top of flu.

Then if possible on top of life again, if there is time, opportunity and worth, but I'll put the work in.

Other side of this steam inhalation I will be able to tolerate the administration of cannabis and kava.

Pain first. But this day will end far better than it started. And tomorrow will be easier than today.
 
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