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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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stormyroom6 said:
guys i was forced to take the shot after a trip to the hospital, my mom forced me to take another one, so ive had to so far. my last injection was about 13 days ago. im moving regions so i can get away from the mental health act under which they force me to take medications, so i won't have to take anymore, i really wish i didnt let my mom force me into getting the second one even when i knew i could move and escape the court order, i regret it as it will be harmful for my recovery progress.

anyways the symptoms im experiencing now are maximum 5-6 hours of sleep per night, if even, maybe less, i can only sleep during the daytime, i fall asleep at 4-8pm and wake up at 12pm and absolutely can not fall asleep again no matter how hard i try. i wake up every 2-3 hours of sleep, multiple times a night. i cannot take naps. i have twitches which i developed after the shot. ocd type. sexual dysfucntion, boners are not as strong and dont come as easily. erections dont get maximum blood flow, feel like penis size has shrunk. overall anhedonia, lack of pleasure, lack of euphoria. i cant feel a buzz from nicotine, i tried cigarettes and they did nothing, absolutely nothing. im guessing its gonna be the same for booze and whatever else.

i have more issues which i haven't listed but i'll get to it. my most distressing symptom is the sleep part, it affects my mood and my psyche greatly i just wanna be able to sleep properly and nap. i've heard this symptom doesn't go away for a long time. does anyone have experiences with this? have u recovered from the sleep symptoms? how long does it take? please let me know as it is very important to me.

how long will it take until i can feel cigarettes again? and booze? i dont smoke weed but im guessing thats a no go too. is the damage to the receptors permanent. does invega do any sort of permanent damage at all or is it all recoverable? i havent been able to rest easy for a month now since i got the shot, longer than a month now, i have anxiety and depression all day long and can't be happy. ive been in distress since i got the shot. my life is ruined, invega ruined my life, i think about it everyday, i cant sleep, i can be happy. all i think about is the shot. i was perfectly happy and normal before the shot, my symptoms were under control. i had no side effects from the oral mediaction. then i was hospitalized for an issue unrelated to schizophrenia and they took that opportunity to section me and keep me there for 2 weeks and told me i cant leave unless i take the injection, i told the doctor i didn't want it and he came back and said its a discharge condition now. i truly feel like they ruined my life

on another note, they are forcing me to take the shots under court order now but if i leave the province then the act that makes me have to take the injections no longer applies to me anymore so im leaving the province in a week. after i leave and escape the injection, im gonna find a lawyer and try to sue the doctors who made me take this drug even though my symptoms were under control with my previous medication and i had no relapse, and was hospitalized unrelated to schizophrenia. they had to just cause to give me this injection whatsoever. i truly feel like they ruined my life. would a lawyer be able to help me? can i sue?

im just now starting my recovery journey and am still under the effects from my last shot, so i will stick around this thread for a long long time, throughout my recovery journey, ill be active here, this is my first post and its a new thread how coincidental. anyways i would be very very happy if you guys could answer my questions, ive been under alot of stress this past month and am lost and feeling hopeless. is there a way out?
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Can anyone give updates about their recovery?
For me everything is basically normal (besides speech has slowed down) and my weight hasn’t come off.
 
Anyone have contact with Yeshuah, moderators even? I want to get a hold of his healing video that he made on this subject.
 
Hey everyone! I got the two loading dose shots in January 2020. If you check my post history you can see my journey. It was definitely one of the worst, if not the worst thing ive had to go through in life. I just wanted to post a quick update. I posted recently about how I’ve started working again and even meeting women and even had sex for the first time in almost two years. But I remember commenting that I lacked the emotional capacity to feel like I could love anyone.

Things have improved in that regard. I’m actually dating a girl now who is really into me and I have genuine feelings for. The first time we spoke, we literally talked on the phone for six hours, and afterwards she told me I was one of the best conversationalists she ever talked to. Keep in mind that under the full effects of Invega, I literally couldnt form a coherent thought longer than a few words. Every attempt to talk to me was met with a one word response. I couldn’t fathom having a genuine conversation, and couldnt remember how it felt to get dopamine and satisfaction just from talking . Ive definitely come a long way and that compliment really struck a chord with me.

I feel as though I can connect with people now and my personal relationships have meaning. Just earlier today I almost teared up thinking about my little brother and how big he’s gotten. I even went to a big comic convention earlier this year and had a great time partying, dancing and meeting people. These days, if i meet someone, i dont feel the need to preface the encounter by explaining to them what happened to me and why I’m weird or distant. No one would assume I was anything but a regular person.
 
ciao ragazzi ma cosa avete fatto prima nella vita? quá Sento molto parlare di meditazione e giochi per pc ma prima che ti facessero l'iniezione avevi una vita o no? Avevo una ragazza ero molto bravo in cucina, amavo molto la natura ed ero molto sportivo, tu invece? come stavi prima?
 
Guys if you need a break from the constant torment don't hesitate to try psychedelics it's worth it
 
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