Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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I’ve been on this journey for 1 year and a half now and I’m pretty happy with my life rn… still not a lot of emotions but you learn to live without them I have a girlfriend, I lost 20 pounds from switching to abilify maintena Im not suicidal or delusional or depressed… I’m not in prison…. I’m enjoying music, I’m making music. Things could be alot worst… I do notice that this forum is very toxic tho.. which I’m not happy about but that’s why I don’t go on here much anymore cause my life is progressing without the need to obsess over invega… but trust me I was there. Anyways if anyone has any questions feel free to msg me..
Some guys suggest kratom one term use after poison is fully out, to fix receptors.
 
I’ve been on this journey for 1 year and a half now and I’m pretty happy with my life rn… still not a lot of emotions but you learn to live without them I have a girlfriend, I lost 20 pounds from switching to abilify maintena Im not suicidal or delusional or depressed… I’m not in prison…. I’m enjoying music, I’m making music. Things could be alot worst… I do notice that this forum is very toxic tho.. which I’m not happy about but that’s why I don’t go on here much anymore cause my life is progressing without the need to obsess over invega… but trust me I was there. Anyways if anyone has any questions feel free to msg me..
Make a update video on youtube
 
How does working out make it worse? Do you gain weight due to it in the beginning?
And why does running give different results compared to working out?
When I workout I got preasure feeling in muscles and after a day or two my dopamine system gets worse and I feel like I'm in hell literaly. Took 2 weeks (longest weeks in my life) to get out of hell phase. I gained 2kg at begining.
 
I can't sleep tried melatonin, magnesium and valeriana root. I only fall a sleep after 10mg sanval. Should I use it? Will it slow down my recovery?
 
I’m trying b-6 to lower my prolactin levels while still on the shot. Hoping it works. I heard high prolactin is one of the biggest causes for not being able to lose weight and a slowed metabolism. I’m getting pretty down about this.
 
Hello everyone. Just wanted to post a quick update.

As I progress further on my spiritual journey, I'm having major breakthroughs. I have found the answer to what happened to me. Kundalini psychosis is a real thing and usually happens when someone unknowingly wakes this very potent energy up. If you have any anger inside you when it awakens, it can drive you into a rage that is uncontrollable. This is what happened to me, and here in the western world, psychiatrists have no idea about such phenomenon.

I feel like I was put through the torture of forced psychiatry and medication and having a spontaneous kundalini awakening to have those experiences under my belt to be able to inform others of the possibility of waking up such energy prematurely without any knowledge of it. As I go further down my given life path, I feel like I'm going to write a book about my experiences and what I've been through and seen.

I'm over a year off the meds, and I can say that days are the best they've been for a very long time. Sexual energy is coming back almost stronger than ever, and I'm learning about Chakras and the different energy points in the body. When I had my psychosis, kundalini rose up through the chakras and led to my awakening. I know I am not "sick" or "mentally ill". What I experience is energy pulsating and flowing through me like lighting. I've dedicated a month and a half to meditating daily, and I'm opening up these energy channels more and more. My body will gently rock and sway with the energy coming from the base of the spine which is where kundalini resides.

I don't know if this will help anyone. Maybe someone has had a similar experience and is wondering what the fuck happened to them. To me, "mental illness" is nothing but a spiritual crisis. Some people are naturally gifted with clairaudience or clairvoyance, and mistake it for some sort of western mental illness. Please, do some research on such phenomenon. It may enlighten you on something you may be gifted with.
 
Hello everyone. Just wanted to post a quick update.

As I progress further on my spiritual journey, I'm having major breakthroughs. I have found the answer to what happened to me. Kundalini psychosis is a real thing and usually happens when someone unknowingly wakes this very potent energy up. If you have any anger inside you when it awakens, it can drive you into a rage that is uncontrollable. This is what happened to me, and here in the western world, psychiatrists have no idea about such phenomenon.

I feel like I was put through the torture of forced psychiatry and medication and having a spontaneous kundalini awakening to have those experiences under my belt to be able to inform others of the possibility of waking up such energy prematurely without any knowledge of it. As I go further down my given life path, I feel like I'm going to write a book about my experiences and what I've been through and seen.

I'm over a year off the meds, and I can say that days are the best they've been for a very long time. Sexual energy is coming back almost stronger than ever, and I'm learning about Chakras and the different energy points in the body. When I had my psychosis, kundalini rose up through the chakras and led to my awakening. I know I am not "sick" or "mentally ill". What I experience is energy pulsating and flowing through me like lighting. I've dedicated a month and a half to meditating daily, and I'm opening up these energy channels more and more. My body will gently rock and sway with the energy coming from the base of the spine which is where kundalini resides.

I don't know if this will help anyone. Maybe someone has had a similar experience and is wondering what the fuck happened to them. To me, "mental illness" is nothing but a spiritual crisis. Some people are naturally gifted with clairaudience or clairvoyance, and mistake it for some sort of western mental illness. Please, do some research on such phenomenon. It may enlighten you on something you may be gifted with.
How many shots did you get and how long did it take you to recover?
 
Hello everyone. Just wanted to post a quick update.

As I progress further on my spiritual journey, I'm having major breakthroughs. I have found the answer to what happened to me. Kundalini psychosis is a real thing and usually happens when someone unknowingly wakes this very potent energy up. If you have any anger inside you when it awakens, it can drive you into a rage that is uncontrollable. This is what happened to me, and here in the western world, psychiatrists have no idea about such phenomenon.

I feel like I was put through the torture of forced psychiatry and medication and having a spontaneous kundalini awakening to have those experiences under my belt to be able to inform others of the possibility of waking up such energy prematurely without any knowledge of it. As I go further down my given life path, I feel like I'm going to write a book about my experiences and what I've been through and seen.

I'm over a year off the meds, and I can say that days are the best they've been for a very long time. Sexual energy is coming back almost stronger than ever, and I'm learning about Chakras and the different energy points in the body. When I had my psychosis, kundalini rose up through the chakras and led to my awakening. I know I am not "sick" or "mentally ill". What I experience is energy pulsating and flowing through me like lighting. I've dedicated a month and a half to meditating daily, and I'm opening up these energy channels more and more. My body will gently rock and sway with the energy coming from the base of the spine which is where kundalini resides.

I don't know if this will help anyone. Maybe someone has had a similar experience and is wondering what the fuck happened to them. To me, "mental illness" is nothing but a spiritual crisis. Some people are naturally gifted with clairaudience or clairvoyance, and mistake it for some sort of western mental illness. Please, do some research on such phenomenon. It may enlighten you on something you may be gifted with.
How many shots did you get and how long did it take you to recover
 
Hello everyone. Just wanted to post a quick update.

As I progress further on my spiritual journey, I'm having major breakthroughs. I have found the answer to what happened to me. Kundalini psychosis is a real thing and usually happens when someone unknowingly wakes this very potent energy up. If you have any anger inside you when it awakens, it can drive you into a rage that is uncontrollable. This is what happened to me, and here in the western world, psychiatrists have no idea about such phenomenon.

I feel like I was put through the torture of forced psychiatry and medication and having a spontaneous kundalini awakening to have those experiences under my belt to be able to inform others of the possibility of waking up such energy prematurely without any knowledge of it. As I go further down my given life path, I feel like I'm going to write a book about my experiences and what I've been through and seen.

I'm over a year off the meds, and I can say that days are the best they've been for a very long time. Sexual energy is coming back almost stronger than ever, and I'm learning about Chakras and the different energy points in the body. When I had my psychosis, kundalini rose up through the chakras and led to my awakening. I know I am not "sick" or "mentally ill". What I experience is energy pulsating and flowing through me like lighting. I've dedicated a month and a half to meditating daily, and I'm opening up these energy channels more and more. My body will gently rock and sway with the energy coming from the base of the spine which is where kundalini resides.

I don't know if this will help anyone. Maybe someone has had a similar experience and is wondering what the fuck happened to them. To me, "mental illness" is nothing but a spiritual crisis. Some people are naturally gifted with clairaudience or clairvoyance, and mistake it for some sort of western mental illness. Please, do some research on such phenomenon. It may enlighten you on something you may be gifted with.
Same thing here. I was doing 4h-8h kundalini yoga daily. One day it felt like lightning went through me, but followed by anger and ectasy like feeling. How long it took for you to recover 20%. I'm ~8% recovered by day 44 and it is horrible.
 
It's going away
Yeah i found the anhedonia and all those other things to go away at the same time. These drugs basically deplete your dopamine and serotonin so thsts why we feel like such shit. You.need to wait for your body to recover all thst dopamine and serotonin from your body.
 
Hello everyone. Just wanted to post a quick update.

As I progress further on my spiritual journey, I'm having major breakthroughs. I have found the answer to what happened to me. Kundalini psychosis is a real thing and usually happens when someone unknowingly wakes this very potent energy up. If you have any anger inside you when it awakens, it can drive you into a rage that is uncontrollable. This is what happened to me, and here in the western world, psychiatrists have no idea about such phenomenon.

I feel like I was put through the torture of forced psychiatry and medication and having a spontaneous kundalini awakening to have those experiences under my belt to be able to inform others of the possibility of waking up such energy prematurely without any knowledge of it. As I go further down my given life path, I feel like I'm going to write a book about my experiences and what I've been through and seen.

I'm over a year off the meds, and I can say that days are the best they've been for a very long time. Sexual energy is coming back almost stronger than ever, and I'm learning about Chakras and the different energy points in the body. When I had my psychosis, kundalini rose up through the chakras and led to my awakening. I know I am not "sick" or "mentally ill". What I experience is energy pulsating and flowing through me like lighting. I've dedicated a month and a half to meditating daily, and I'm opening up these energy channels more and more. My body will gently rock and sway with the energy coming from the base of the spine which is where kundalini resides.

I don't know if this will help anyone. Maybe someone has had a similar experience and is wondering what the fuck happened to them. To me, "mental illness" is nothing but a spiritual crisis. Some people are naturally gifted with clairaudience or clairvoyance, and mistake it for some sort of western mental illness. Please, do some research on such phenomenon. It may enlighten you on something you may be gifted with.
I've being on a spiritual process since i was 19, I am 29 now. I know what are you talking about.
In my case, when I was 27 I felt in my heart that it was the moment to left my family and go away but I didn't do it because I was terrified of been on streets without money and a place to stay, so I started to feel anxiety on nights and I went out from my parent's home...
When police caught me and sent to the hospital they say that i was psychotic but that's no true.
After lot of problems, they put me in a mid term hospital here in Madrid (Spain) with 8 shots of Xeplion, now I am 5 months off and they removed my diagnosis of squizofrenia because honest doctors have checked me as a normal guy...
Now I am really fucked because of no feelings, low testosterone, bad sleep and so more... I hope that one day I could restart my YouTube channel of spirituality and self development.
Regards 👍🏼💪🏼
 
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Hello everyone. Just wanted to post a quick update.

As I progress further on my spiritual journey, I'm having major breakthroughs. I have found the answer to what happened to me. Kundalini psychosis is a real thing and usually happens when someone unknowingly wakes this very potent energy up. If you have any anger inside you when it awakens, it can drive you into a rage that is uncontrollable. This is what happened to me, and here in the western world, psychiatrists have no idea about such phenomenon.

I feel like I was put through the torture of forced psychiatry and medication and having a spontaneous kundalini awakening to have those experiences under my belt to be able to inform others of the possibility of waking up such energy prematurely without any knowledge of it. As I go further down my given life path, I feel like I'm going to write a book about my experiences and what I've been through and seen.

I'm over a year off the meds, and I can say that days are the best they've been for a very long time. Sexual energy is coming back almost stronger than ever, and I'm learning about Chakras and the different energy points in the body. When I had my psychosis, kundalini rose up through the chakras and led to my awakening. I know I am not "sick" or "mentally ill". What I experience is energy pulsating and flowing through me like lighting. I've dedicated a month and a half to meditating daily, and I'm opening up these energy channels more and more. My body will gently rock and sway with the energy coming from the base of the spine which is where kundalini resides.

I don't know if this will help anyone. Maybe someone has had a similar experience and is wondering what the fuck happened to them. To me, "mental illness" is nothing but a spiritual crisis. Some people are naturally gifted with clairaudience or clairvoyance, and mistake it for some sort of western mental illness. Please, do some research on such phenomenon. It may enlighten you on something you may be gifted with.
I've been following your journey for a while, I hope you do really get back to 100 percent.
 
I've being on a spiritual process since i was 19, I am 29 now. I know what are you talking about.
In my case, when I was 27 I felt in my heart that it was the moment to left my family and go away but I didn't do it because I was terrified of been on streets without money and a place to stay, so I started to feel anxiety on nights and I went out from my parent's home...
When police caught me and sent to the hospital they say that i was psychotic but that's no true.
After lot of problems, they put me in a mid term hospital here in Madrid (Spain) with 8 shots of Xeplion, now I am 5 months off and they removed my diagnosis of squizofrenia because honest doctors have checked me as a normal guy...
Now I am really fucked because of no feelings, low testosterone, bad sleep and so more... I hope that one day I could restart my YouTube channel of spirituality and self development.
Regards 👍🏼💪🏼
Any improvements after 5 months? I almost have no emotions ~15% but only 2 shots.
 
I wanted to update you all that my sex drive is definitely coming back strong. It's very weird to say the least, that my shit is working again and I feel immense energy in that area from time to time. I've been working on getting all 7 chakras to wake up. The secret to that is holding in your sex energy.

Just thought I'd let everyone know that yes, your sex organs will work again. Took a year or so, but I also had 11 shots. There isn't any medication left in my system now. I think my body is having somewhat of a difficult time trying to adjust this newfound energy I have, as some days its stronger than others. I know when I had my episode it was a kundalini awakening that went very badly. If you are uneducated on what kundalini is, and how it can affect you when it wakes up it can be dangerous. I know now that when it woke up, I didn't know how to balance the energy out. I meditate everyday, listening to different sound frequencies to balance this powerful energy.

My advise to anyone looking to come out of the depression that invega gives you is be out in the sun as much as you can, exercise (even if it's just walking) take cold showers (it's equivalent to electric shock therapy) and eat wholesome foods. Meditation also helps with dopamine and serotonin levels in the brain, as well as the cold showers.
I can open all 7 chakras but I still fell shitty bad (but it makes me a little bit less bad).
 
Most things you ever need to know can be solved with basic arithmetic, basic school shit, a bit of algebra to calculate percentages of things, and that's about it..And especially, studying history..really study it and analyze and examine it..Who were the tribes there, who were the races, what are the natural resources in the area like, what are some identifiable landmarks, what does the topographical and terrain map look like, and you will start to sort of figure out for yourself what the real Truth of things is..

This society disempowers people and especially men, people in society with 'mental illness' are treated worse, because there is the basic vicious competition for social status, and sex partners and resources and money going on all the fucken time..You have to become a badass motherfucker in mind and body first. Just start running and lifting heavy shit, just do more reps, that's it, eat clean, fast if you're a fat fuck, embrace the pain of hunger, it is making you lean and ripped, just drink a bunch of water..

Use bodyweight exercises, do them slow and hold at the bottom, and do them fast and explosively, lift light weights for high reps, and lift heavy weights for low reps, you want both fast twitch and slow twitch muscle fibers, or red muscle and white muscle..for cardio just do sprint type stuff for short periods until you get out of breath, to make it more fun, take up MMA, its like a really fucked up and painful Streetfighter videogame come to life..

Watch Bloodsport with Van Damme..

Want to know the real best secret to lose weight? workout hard and combined with the cocaine, vodka, and cigarettes diet for a month..you can also use weed as well depending on how it affects your peformance..
 
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