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Increasingly close to getting in street brawls - I'm worried about my future

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I am trying really really hard to understand, and I think I get it, but to be honest I think you are putting way too much thought in to science of attraction and sex. I mean, it's good to have an understanding of what's happening in the brain and CNS when we're attracted, aroused, in love, when we orgasm etc. It sure is interesting and really cool how the body works. But it's also really lovely to just go with the flow, and give in to how your brain and body reacts to certain things, without fully analysing it.
 
JohnBoy2000 said:
And BTW when I get to explaining things, I can go off on a serious bender (I love exploring this concept), so don't feel overwhelmed.
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Go on a bender - I find stuff like this riveting. I'm only happy to read it.
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In fact don't even feel in any way obliged to respond even though I'm quoting your posts.
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No, of course I'll respond - but I won't have a computer for another 12 hrs, so I'll check in later tonight!
 
tubgirl.jpg said:
It's intriguing. I don't think I've heard anything resembling this, and it's got some work left to do, I guess?
The concept is cool. Nice work man. :)
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Yes definitely to be able to say it's conclusive, I have some work to do.

Though, I feel I've isolated the four relevant cues - "jealous/love/union/force".

Of which there was 24 permutations.
I've got though about half so far, and hopefully won't have to go through them all to find the effective one.

Examination of each for potential functionality involves basically testing around people to examine their response to me.

Socializing basically, interaction, hitting on some chicks, just socializing and analyzing responses in perspective of my presentation when applying the cues in a particular order.
Then examining my own emotional process concurrently to see how stable it is etc.

So today is the first day on "union love, jealous force" - I have to commute to a populus location to get a good spectrum of responses.

So we'll see what happens with this today.
 
JohnBoy2000 said:
Yes definitely to be able to say it's conclusive, I have some work to do.

Though, I feel I've isolated the four relevant cues - "jealous/love/union/force".

Of which there was 24 permutations.
I've got though about half so far, and hopefully won't have to go through them all to find the effective one.

Examination of each for potential functionality involves basically testing around people to examine their response to me.

Socializing basically, interaction, hitting on some chicks, just socializing and analyzing responses in perspective of my presentation when applying the cues in a particular order.
Then examining my own emotional process concurrently to see how stable it is etc.

So today is the first day on "union love, jealous force" - I have to commute to a populus location to get a good spectrum of responses.

So we'll see what happens with this today.
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Are you factoring in that each person is different, and has different reactions to certain cues? You can't apply a theory like this to all people.
 
n3ophy7e said:
Are you factoring in that each person is different, and has different reactions to certain cues? You can't apply a theory like this to all people.
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Of course.

That's why it's so important to get a well rounded spectrum of responses from a wide variety of people in different situations.

If there's a flaw or glitch, someone somewhere will expose it.

It's not necessarily to make everyone like me, but simply optimize the nature of the interaction in each situation (and sometimes that might mean being able to, have the cognizance to, intuitively avoid certain situations).
 
As of today, as of this setup - those scumbag bottom feeders etc. with whom I was concerned about getting into brawls with;

This setup - "union love, jealous force".

Where before I was going out of my way to avoid them, now (I shit you not), they're distinctly going out of their way to avoid me.

I mean, dodging, no eye contact.
They're the ones normally trying to make eye contact to intimidate others.

As far as I can tell, given some superficial socialization today - now they're avoiding me as best they can.

I even had some drunken fuckin' imbecile who almost mistakenly knocked into me in the street, "oh pardon me friend, so sorry, my fault" - lol, I kid you not.

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The two pure emotions "love/jealous", being encapsulated in between the physical states;
It's llike when a neuron is firing, the two charged states are bound internally by the cell membrane, beyond the ion channel ("union", in this case).

And when they mix they produce the violent electrical spike "force", the pulse of the neuron.

In social terms, we invite an individual to bond via "union" - civilized, mutual consent.
Then mix "love" with "jealous" = explosive emotional response - makes them crazy.

When I found is, it is ESSENTIAL to follow this up with "force".
Cause if you make a motherfucker crazy and then can't physically assert yourself = that crazy motherfucker will do just about anything in their power to tear you to the ground.

Example - just to play around, I dropped "force" as the final cue momentarily and replaced it with a repeat of "union" I believe.

This dude basically staring at me seemed to sense the momentary drop in physical assertion and tried to engage me in derisory fashion.

I immediately re-implemented "force" to culminate (thus the overall sense we have about ourselves), and when it reflected in my thought process thus emotional response (presentation/personality), he immediately felt it and fucked off.
 
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Street brawls are 90% mental games. Be predatory with those seething primal emotions and I think most people will notice it.
We are, after all, prey. We've always been. We notice predators, among us too.
 
In terms of lighting chicks up with this electricity.

Too early to say.

It felt more electrical for sure but I can't say I'm blowing their heads off yet.

Typically cognitive modifications take time to full transduce biologically and reflect fully in presentation (be this relative to modification of gene expression etc?).

This is essentially 1 days worth of application (using the cues in this order), so I guess I'll get further clarity on what's what over the next time period, days/weeks.
 
tubgirl.jpg said:
Street brawls are 90% mental games. Be predatory with those seething primal emotions and I think most people will notice it.
We are, after all, prey. We've always been. We notice predators, among us too.
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Like hooking up (b/g interaction) also, mental games really.

To fight and fuck go hand in hand, and both based exclusively on emotion.

And yes re "be careful", some hairy moments but at the moment the application of the more civilized "union" as the opening application seems to have taken away the confrontational element of the more potent "force/jealous" or extreme vulnerability of "love" in opening position.

i.e. recent modification = dramatically stabilizing.

Point being though, if fighting and fucking are based exclusively on emotion (getting crazy, really), now lets imagine I can conclusively harness that situation optimally.

The entire human emotional conundrum - a scientific means to perfect that process and alleviate all the heartache and suffering that comes with emotional turbulence, all the fighting, the fucking-about really, lol (not the fun kind).

Would be a hell of a thing (you know..... theoretically).

Like mentioned though, I still have some work to do.
 
@JohnBoy2000 I absolutely do not mean this to be offensive so please don't take offence to it, but, have you ever been in love? Like, true pure love?
 
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@JohnBoy2000 I absolutely do not mean this to be offensive so please don't take offence to it, but, have you ever been in love? Like, true pure love?
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It makes a dude crazy.

Conventional "love" is a fantastical notion and really nothing more than a state of helpless vulnerability that can actually make you fucking nuts if it happens with the wrong person (big slut).
i.e. the type that I go for.

However, "love" when thought of and understood as an emotional expression which causes the optimal depth of human contact and intimacy - that's an actual practical application which not only dramatically enhances, but is absolutely necessary for deep, thorough physical and sexual gratification.

i.e. "need to feel loved".
 
Last night was fuckin' rough, this thread is absolutely suitable for the dark side cause shit got dark.

Right on the edge.

And that's where it happens (the critical understandings and breakthroughs).
 
"Union love, jealous force" - given the range of responses socially I got yesterday, then reflecting on them last night, about when you're falling asleep the mind seems to go into an altered state and through that lens can expose some of our own self denial and reveal truths.

The lower state of conscious awareness can't ignore these truths and my mind said "fuck you pal, this order/setup can never work".

Back to the drawing board.

But what drawing board did I have to go back to?

And this pushes me right up to the edge, confronted with a problem I just can't solve.

I make my mind a blank and start all over from first principles.

No cue application = no self awareness = the world will take you apart at the limbs (I'm in half panic all the while, but revising the principles is calming me).

1) We influence how others feel toward us by way of emotion.
We therefore also influence ourselves in doing so.

2) The means to do this is cognitive application which takes the form of self dialogue, words, language.

3) I have revised the dictionary ad nauseam for words that have emotional relevance.
Emotion itself = affect on others.
Affect on others = the propagation of elecromagnetic waves - EM waves affect our feelings (as they affect the electromagnetic state of our neurons).

4) Again I've cross referenced applicable emotional words for wave-relevance - which they have.

5) Deduction, I have extracted the relevant words, "Jealous union, love force", but the order I'm applying them in is thus far failing to be functional.

6) Electromagnetism, is the basis for our feelings. Implicating feelings is the purpose/end-goal.
Electromagnetism travels in waves.

Deduction: the amalgam of the emotional cues must itself form a wave.

The fractal concept, self repeating state of nature according to scale.



Spirals within spirals; waves within waves.

Neural action potentials happen in waves.
Feelings happen in waves.
Electromagnetism propagates in waves.

Therefore the cue order itself must be structured to generate a wave.

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- The electricity is generated by combining the two opposite charges, mixing them directly.

Positive with negative - just like the neuron - opposite charge flows into the cell and initiate the neural spike.

- "Love" = the negative charge.
- "Jealous" = the positive charge.

We want the spike to propagate not deplete, so we start low and go high, i.e. "love" first

Opening pair = "love jealous".

Mixing opposite charges = explosive outcome.

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Making the wave.

We've initiated it.

Now we want it to propagate.

"Force".

And after it propagates it exits the cell, is released via the ion channel, "union".

2nd pair = "force union".

1) make them crazy via "love jealous".

2) ensure they feel that crazy via "force union".

Our electromagnetic wave = "love jealous, force union".

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JohnBoy2000 said:
Making the wave.

We've initiated it.

Now we want it to propagate.

"Force".

And after it propagates it exits the cell, is released via the ion channel, "union".

2nd pair = "force union".

1) make them crazy via "love jealous".

2) ensure they feel that crazy via "force union".

Our electromagnetic wave = "love jealous, force union".

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I'm really sorry man but I still absolutely do not follow your theory.....like, at all. I think I'll have to just concede that I won't understand it.
 
@JohnBoy2000 I'm reading what you're posting, it's really interesting to hear. Keep updating! I'm just a bit slow today regarding answers.

But if it's about strong emotions, and inducing them by manipulation, what about fear? Shame? Pride? Guilt?
Just asking, seeing as these are really strong in most people, and usually easier to induce than, say, jealousy?
 
n3ophy7e said:
I'm really sorry man but I still absolutely do not follow your theory.....like, at all. I think I'll have to just concede that I won't understand it.
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Imagine make-up sex, when emotions runs hot and you're still seething with that anger? The passion is quite different than when, say, you and your SO gets in on to Netflix, right? Like those strong emotions, or their energy, create a feedback loop, which directs them to pleasure.
Like re-directing an electrical circuit.

I like stuff like this, but ask me to divide 60 by 4 and I will run and hide. 😄
 
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