poes toe gerook! Aka stoned AF, and my voice is gone... but still good times 

Damn. I found a thread in the shrine. So sad, I hope he's at peace now. I been feeling the same way the last few months, just struggling finding a reason to live. I've been seeing a therapist and I even tried an anti-depressant again, but I had such a bad reaction the first day I wouldn't take anymore.
ot: heroin and dabs, more of everything coming because the person who was supposed to buy my car today just flaked :/ I really want to get it sold this weekend so I don't have to worry about it anymore.
Thanks man, I been on dope since before the 2016 election now with only a couple short breaks, but the benzos and other gaba drugs are a more recent addition. I hoped quitting my job would help and it did in a way, but not really with drug consumption lol sold my Miata today though so I've got a nice stack of cash--actually sold it for more than I bought it for, didn't really profit but it paid back what I paid plus some of the work I've had done over the last 2 years of ownership. Either way, owning a car for 2 years and 5000 miles for basically free is pretty good. I still have my 4x4 SUV though so I'm gonna try to get out and explore more this summer while I don't have to work about work.Sorry to hear that, hope you feel better soon!Seems like a lot of people have been having a difficult time lately
OT: just some weed and kratom