plumbus-nine
Bluelighter
I'm absolutely hooked on this drug. The first time I took venlafaxine was in my teens - way too early, and it was for social anxiety, not for depression.. Was off it some times, always developed severe depression which I did not have before venlafaxine. Total years on venlafaxine are maybe 10, with a median dose of 150mg. But now, the last maybe 3 years I was on methadone/morphine maintenance together with venlafaxine and this made it impossible to quit ... I have the morphine gone, but when I stop the venlafaxine, I get the worst of all withdrawal syndromes. Just going to drink some water requires all effort I am able to bring up. Brain zaps from hell. Diarrhea. Runny nose. Nausea. Dysphoria. Stomach ache and rumbles. Restlessness, Mushy brain. Total fatigue. All together ... it doesn't respond to other SSRIs (tried paroxetine, was a recommendation from a doc, just headache.. tried fluoxetine, for 2 weeks now, nothing.. even morphine doesn't take the things away, now that my dependence on that is gone.. but one single 75mg capsule of venlafaxine, and I feel normal again.. just that the side effects, mostly tachycardia - resting BPM of 110! - are back too.. tried bisoprolol without success, it lowers the pressure but not the BPM) 5-htp, St. John's wort, pregabalin .... nothing.
As the IR tablets are out of market, is really the only chance left to VERY VERY slowly taper off? Or try more antidepressants to find some substitute, maybe a tricyclic?
Any idea what could help me? I don't even feel depressed or anxious without the venlafaxine, I just feel horrible withdrawal. Physical withdrawal.
As the IR tablets are out of market, is really the only chance left to VERY VERY slowly taper off? Or try more antidepressants to find some substitute, maybe a tricyclic?
Any idea what could help me? I don't even feel depressed or anxious without the venlafaxine, I just feel horrible withdrawal. Physical withdrawal.