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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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You also won 1k??
yeah from an $80 entry fee or something, forgot, but was a nice win and moment especially since it was essentially a comeback
Hahah they're worth fuck all man :D
Yup.... but I didn't realize their real value until they were gone...

which was never much but something about losing them hurts more than throwing them away... idk...
 
might candyflip on 4-5 tabs next month but i will see how strong i am peaking if i feel up to it.
You have a lot of energy TZ lol It was the middle of the night when I saw it but I did see your picture. Very happy you are here on Earth. We need you. Just stay healthy. Mind and body and it takes a little practice. Yeah man no ketamine binge, steer clear. take long walks in nature. Practice some breathing exercises. Boring but calm. Calm is good. I see see some of me in you. And it takes a lot of practice to stay sane on this seemingly unfair planet as we age. I want to talk to you in 25 years. Yeah that's what I'm talking about!
 
Interested to hear more about psychedelic culture and "soft power"

MK-Ultra ? A good book on this period is :
Acid Dreams: The Complete Social History of LSD: The CIA, the Sixties, and Beyond (Lee, Martin A., Shlain, Bruce)

Not exactly (and thanks for the opportunity to continue talking about politics lol.) Allende won a popular vote plurality by something like 0.01% and about 1/3 of the vote, hardly a resounding mandate, and I looked it up btw he narrowly defeated Jorge Alessandri who represented a centre-right/nationalist coalition not PDC (Christian Democrats) as I said above, my mistake which I hope you will forgive, turns out PDC also ran but were beat by both, although this leaves Allende with 36.61% of the vote (thanks Wikipedia) leaving a little less than two-thirds of the electorate favoring the two candidates rather substantially to his right. Now, Chile, unlike the US, had (has?) a particular way to deal with elections where nobody gets 50%+1, the vote goes to their legislature between the top two. Alessandri actually won under these same conditions in 1958, in fact over Allende. There was some very deep fuckery going on from the intelligence agencies of both the US and the USSR, the former being better documented, and going as far as murder, but the Mitrokhin archive among other sources gives us a little insight into what the KGB was doing. At a minimum they were spreading a lot of money around (as no doubt the CIA was as well, and which on either side can buy you a lot of senators in that part of the world) but I think it is safe to assume there was a lot more going on too.

The most interesting and revealing (in terms of showing the extent of Soviet involvement) thing to me about KGB involvement was that they evidently later turned on Allende (who had won the Lenin medal somewhere in there) and not only withdrew some backing but actively ratfucked him in the chaos '73 (after the failed coup several months before Allende took power) with a colonel or someone like that on tap who was going to be more pro-Soviet because Allende was too hard for them to control. But before that he was their guy, and he was perpetrating his own brand of excesses (and remember he had only the most marginal of mandates to begin with) amidst the crisis including ad hoc leftist paramilitaries going around armed and rightist demonstrations of the same nature getting broken up with great force. Meanwhile there was so much foreign interference on both sides in those years and the civilian Chilean right didn't have its shit together enough to achieve a legitimate electoral victory let alone mandate so Allende won at best by default but more by machinations.

Not enough time to get into all this but like Chile framing these as examples of unilateral US fuckery is shortsighted if not outright manipulative. Just because the US prevailed it does not mean they were the only ones getting their hands dirty. The KGB's willingness to backstab Allende just shows how very involved they were ready to get. The US arguably was better at coup-mongering but the USSR had its significant successes at shepherding new postcolonial countries in their own direction as well. Not to mention the Communists were in spitting distance of power in places like Italy at times too.

These international corporations may have been a tool of US soft power in the Cold War era but now are too international to be anything like it. Most particularly (and to revert to the original discussion that prompted our expedition to Chile) they bend the knee to China more often than not (see: Hollywood, the NBA, many tech companies) and the fact that they get away with this is a national disgrace and show how we as a country and a society are slouching towards our own Adrianople up and with a Fritigern that speaks Mandarin. Substitute Chinese investment and dependency for Gothic immigration. This puts the fall something like a century away but that's probably exceedingly optimistic. Our very own Romulus Augustulus could well already be a practicing politician.

Thanks for the clarification. It is true that the secret operations of destabilization of states are more documented for the USA. Maybe it's also because they do it more...? After all, this country has the biggest military budget in the world.

After, far be it from me to think that China (probably the worst model of control with the social credit - like Black Mirror, a hybrid mixing the worst of communism and liberalism) or Russia (responsible for poisoning or disappearance of opponents) are angels. They are dictatorships.

On the other hand, when I was a child, I naively believed in the image sold by the media, movies, music, that the USA was the Land of the Free, the good guys against the bad guys, the heroes who saved the world. But the truth is quite different. I really understood it when after 9/11, Bush went to look for the people responsible for the attacks in...Iraq. Even though the real perpetrators were known. This war destabilized the whole region. Of course, other countries took advantage of it, the United Kingdom (Tony Blair) even invented false evidence of weapons of mass destruction. Then France in Libya (the French president had a debt to Gaddafi), ...

But, under the guise of bringing "democracy" to a country, the USA is waging war all over the world. Foments revolutions (the Orange Revolution in Ukraine, etc.) and disrupts the things for its own profit.
 
MK-Ultra ? A good book on this period is :
Acid Dreams: The Complete Social History of LSD: The CIA, the Sixties, and Beyond (Lee, Martin A., Shlain, Bruce)



Thanks for the clarification. It is true that the secret operations of destabilization of states are more documented for the USA. Maybe it's also because they do it more...? After all, this country has the biggest military budget in the world.

After, far be it from me to think that China (probably the worst model of control with the social credit - like Black Mirror, a hybrid mixing the worst of communism and liberalism) or Russia (responsible for poisoning or disappearance of opponents) are angels. They are dictatorships.

On the other hand, when I was a child, I naively believed in the image sold by the media, movies, music, that the USA was the Land of the Free, the good guys against the bad guys, the heroes who saved the world. But the truth is quite different. I really understood it when after 9/11, Bush went to look for the people responsible for the attacks in...Iraq. Even though the real perpetrators were known. This war destabilized the whole region. Of course, other countries took advantage of it, the United Kingdom (Tony Blair) even invented false evidence of weapons of mass destruction. Then France in Libya (the French president had a debt to Gaddafi), ...

But, under the guise of bringing "democracy" to a country, the USA is waging war all over the world. Foments revolutions (the Orange Revolution in Ukraine, etc.) and disrupts the things for its own profit.
This is why when Yellowstone blows, the rest of the world will breath a sigh of relief :( sux for us tho
 
You have a lot of energy TZ lol It was the middle of the night when I saw it but I did see your picture. Very happy you are here on Earth. We need you. Just stay healthy. Mind and body and it takes a little practice. Yeah man no ketamine binge, steer clear. take long walks in nature. Practice some breathing exercises. Boring but calm. Calm is good. I see see some of me in you. And it takes a lot of practice to stay sane on this seemingly unfair planet as we age. I want to talk to you in 25 years. Yeah that's what I'm talking about!
Thanks man. Atm i am on my 3rd day sober trying to get back to some baseline and finish all this work i have. Atm i have written 3200 words nearly finished half of this report then i will get onto my other ones. In total i think ill probably have about 12k + words to write over the next two weeks.
 
I mean... it's a drug I wouldn't tell you NOT to do... it's ACCEPTABLE to me as a weird disso drug yet not a recreational drug... but I'll never stop talking shit about it because it really does suck. It's like the WORST drug that I would ever possibly CONSIDER doing again... lol if that makes sense. I could be BEGGING to get high and I still wouldn't use DXM... it's that bad. Zero recreational value.... yet some oddballs get addicted to it out there.

Some people love DXM, in fact some people I have talked to who are intelligent and "accomplished" psychonauts and disso-heads even rate it as one of their favorite drugs. Personally it doesn't really agree with me, but pure DXM is a pretty intense drug that some people really like.
 
Modafinil is not a good long term or even short term (anywhere past 1-2 days) solution. It drastically reduces sleep quality 20+ hours after dosing, and if used everyday will majorly reduce the amount of deep sleep you get, preventing the body's single most effective brain repair mechanism, and effectively open yourself up to potential severe neurological and cognitive issues down the line.
That's too bad. I guess I hadn't done much research on it aside from reading some reports on Erowid. I still want to try it just for the novelty.
If you want to add a notch to your belt then sure, you should seek it out for novelty sake. But as a disso head I far prefer the pcp, ketamine and MXE analogs over DXM. ACH’s give a better dissociative high.
Maybe I just have a soft spot for DXM because I used it before any of the others, and at a time when I had no tolerance, but I think it's a quite unique and special substance. I never had pure powder, which probably would have made it a lot more enjoyable, and I still loved it.
 
man i have a feeling my next massive acid trip is going to be very special. A major reward for grinding my ass off. will probably keep it to 4 tabs of 105 ug so 420 ug lol take 240 mg pill of mdma 4-5 hours in and travel the cosmic fractal to the source of divine love and oneness deep in meditation i will be reborn once again
 
Some people love DXM, in fact some people I have talked to who are intelligent and "accomplished" psychonauts and disso-heads even rate it as one of their favorite drugs. Personally it doesn't really agree with me, but pure DXM is a pretty intense drug that some people really like.
exactly which is why I'd never completely discount it. I've had my fair share and I can understand why other people might like it. I've tried to get to the higher "plateaus" but always seem to fail.

I'd never recommend it to someone but I would never judge someone for using it, I guess

Gotta say LSD + DXM was a very unique and intense trip. Very unique visuals! The old 8 bit game of Snake was building visuals. an 8 bit snake would start munching away except instead of eating he was leaving shapes behind.... buuuut the DXM almost made that trip quite uncomfortable and I think a lot of people would have freaked out. Bit manic really... dissos always give me mania...
 
I don't know how I should feel over the fact that I've never tried DXM.

Assuming you guys have a feel for my taste in drugs, is DXM powder worth searching out at some point? Probably should, but I never actively thought about it

I've actually had cool experiences on it. I guess many will scream "heresy!", but I find it kinda close to MXE (must be the SERT activity), but with shitty side effects. It lingers for annoyingly long, strong nausea, the body in general can feel weird and crappy, you feel retarded the next day, etc

I would say though, given that you've said before how dissos don't really agree with you, that you probably won't like this one. It's dirty feeling, and you can reach a similar place with most other dissos, without the nasty body load.
 
Cough syrup is nasty. DXM is actually a reasonably interesting drug.

Obiter: did anyone else talk to Bill White in the post-FAQ years? Dude really went off the deep end 😅 😥
 
I never did DXM. When I first got online in the mid 90's and saw on Erowind people used it for tripping I thought it was a joke. Like the old hippies saying banana's get you high. Jenken of course being the most clever joke I saw. I head some kid put a chocolate donut in a bag and huffed and started the rumor. I would like to give that kid a million dollars.

But I never did DXM. My issue was if I had a slot of time I could trip then I took a classic psychedelic. Came close once to a light dose of DXM but never did. I think at this point I would worry about a blood pressure spike not healthy to older people. DMT does a quick spike but I am healthy in that respect and run up stairs all day. But my curiosity on the effects of DXM are there and I have heard quite a few people that did PCP or other dissociatives claim DXM was their favorite. So something is there.

So many drugs so little time.
 
I'm missing (or have a surplus) of the enzyme that metabolizes DXM for some reason. A single medicinal dose gives me full-blown-uncomfortable-freak-out type dissociation. Not any fun in my book. Only drug that has ever made me afraid of the man in the mirror... for I did not recognize him, he was not me.
 
Thanks for the clarification. It is true that the secret operations of destabilization of states are more documented for the USA. Maybe it's also because they do it more...? After all, this country has the biggest military budget in the world.

After, far be it from me to think that China (probably the worst model of control with the social credit - like Black Mirror, a hybrid mixing the worst of communism and liberalism) or Russia (responsible for poisoning or disappearance of opponents) are angels. They are dictatorships.

On the other hand, when I was a child, I naively believed in the image sold by the media, movies, music, that the USA was the Land of the Free, the good guys against the bad guys, the heroes who saved the world. But the truth is quite different. I really understood it when after 9/11, Bush went to look for the people responsible for the attacks in...Iraq. Even though the real perpetrators were known. This war destabilized the whole region. Of course, other countries took advantage of it, the United Kingdom (Tony Blair) even invented false evidence of weapons of mass destruction. Then France in Libya (the French president had a debt to Gaddafi), ...

But, under the guise of bringing "democracy" to a country, the USA is waging war all over the world. Foments revolutions (the Orange Revolution in Ukraine, etc.) and disrupts the things for its own profit.
I don't have proof of this as such (as it would be very hard to quantify) but I'm reasonably sure that it is at the very least a toss-up between the US and the USSR in terms of what the Washington would call "promoting democracy" and the Kremlin, more obliquely, aktivne meropriyatiya. Toss in on the US side stuff like working under the cover of USAID or even the active promotion of Abstract Impressionism in the art world (really) and for the Soviets, subversion of the World Council of Churches and the peace and antinuclear movements both stateside and worldwide. It truly was a hall of mirrors on a level that is just incomprehensible to people today, let alone young people who didn't specifically study it. I am just old enough to remember Soviet nukes on parade and the mood they provoked in my parents and in the country as a whole and even though my school studies didn't focus on the USSR and Cold War as such (or Europe or the Americas) this stuff was nonetheless required reading as it had it's fallout everywhere.

Unfortunately both during and after the Cold War there is a tendency in primarily leftist but also non-interventionist right circles to view US intervention in the world as a sort of boogeyman sui generis, but this is extremely unfair and it is a particularly fabulist sort of self-hatred that denigrates the US to the level of the USSR in terms of overall fuckery or even objective metaphysical evil. This stuff made its way into the historical canon by way of the activism of a variety of groups, many of whom were decidedly radical if not outright Communist adjacent (this actually continues to this day, the tiny neo-Marxist groupuscule and personality cult of the Revolutionary Communist Party, due to the superior organizing skills and free time of its members, has an outsize role in organizing antiwar marches and the like, this was perhaps most notable during the presidency of George W. Bush) as well as the work of revisionist agitprop historians such as Howard Zinn, who always denied membership in the CPUSA but was in fact quite active in the 50's (something which only came out with the declassification of, if I'm remembering this right, the FBI files of some other people, while his is still under seal. The CPUSA, especially in those days, adhered to the Soviet party line in the most slavish possible way.)

As an example, the celebrated spy cases of Alger Hiss and the Rosenbergs were much-publicized and generally memed up in leftist circles for decades as examples of statist hysteria attacking innocent leftists as traitors. The left in the US, even eventually elements of the mainstream left, really went all in on this. Unfortunately, after the Cold War, documents came to light to show that the US authorities were in the right after all. As really is typical, they just shut up about it rather than actually reevaluate anything.

That the US has the largest military budget may be true now, but we were routinely outspent, especially in %GDP terms but in fact outright, by the Rooskies, especially during the tensest years of the 1980s. When you include intelligence agencies in these estimates things get murkier and the situation with regards to the USSR is even more opaque and even the bests Kremlinologists can only argue amongst themselves with regards to USSR military/security spending in general. As for the relative success of "active measures" (as I believe the Russians called them even now), well, one need only look at the end results, with particular attention to the special Schadenfreude of giving the Russians their "own Vietnam" in Afghanistan (where of course we ourselves went less than a generation later, but I digress.) But the USSR was probably active in more interventions in terms of total count than the US (just about every guerilla group in the world, even ones that weren't even Communist, could feed at the Russian trough) but were more active than even that and on just about every corner of every continent, the domestic US not excepted.

South America was of course a particularly fruitful area where the sequelae of Kremlin intervention remain to this today, as with Africa. The USSR essentially considered itself to have an absolute right to intervene in its "backyard" of Eastern Europe, and actively funded Communist activities in Western Europe, not at all to the exclusion of outright terrorism, see Germany's (Baader-Meinhof) Rote Armee Fraktion and Italy's Brigate Rosso as the most prominent examples, and the activities of the latter were very close to happening in the context of a low-intensity war (the evocatively-named anna de piomo or "years of lead") which featured involvement by spooks of all shades in a country that was for decades perilously close to having a (Soviet-backed) Communist government. The CIA even prepared weapons caches ("Operation Gladio") against this eventuality. But even small groups in those days, if they could find their way discretely to the Russian embassy and prove themselves, could get all sorts of cool weapons (e.g. plastic explosives, RPGs and the ubiquitous AK-47) and training (which often happened in the Middle East), part of the reason why these weapons remain ubiquitous in terrorism and low-intensity conflict the world over.

So it is decidedly not true that our intelligence agencies were somehow more guilty of adventurism than the Soviets, but it is quite arguably true that we were better at it, especially considering the results (and the poor results that the KGB was met with are part of the reason the world is part of why weak tin-pot governments and an excess of AK-47s can be found on every continent.) As for whether or not this is a good thing, the Cold War was completely existential. The antinuclear and peace movements (wittingly or for the larger portion of their membership unwittingly KGB-funded) had an attitude essentially a la Rodney King ("can't we all just get along?") writ large, having ingratiated themselves with left-liberalism generally in the US, which generally controls much of our coastal elite intellectual discourse and writes our textbooks, are the collective authors of a perspective which claims that it wasn't, and, abusing Fukuyama ("The End of History"), some go further than this and argue that the Soviet Union would have burned itself out around the turn of the century otherwise, producing various cute line-graphs and the like to further the argument.

This is an easy sort of revisionism to fall into especially if one is fond, as this left-liberal group is generally, of a sort of smug moral superiority. It is easy to condemn interventionism especially when it results in frank horrors such as those perpetuated by the likes of Pinochet. Such results, of course, as means, should be condemned unequivocally and I don't mean to invoke a strictly consequentialist view here, but the fact is that without an outright invasion and occupation, the only way to intervene in, and counter the interventions of another power in, a third State is to engage with sympathetic (or merely malleable) forces within that third State. The unfortunate fact of life, though, is that those forces will often represent the very worst tendencies in that society. In the Latin world that is usually a repressive caudillismo, and in other parts of the Global South, tribalism and sectarianism (although in the Arab world, Baathism and Nasserism, both of which had a complex relationship with the two great powers, represent a refutation of both of the latter with a tendency towards the former.) Hence we arrive by unfortunate necessity at a government with an abysmal human rights record a Pinochet at the head of it all, or in generational struggles of mutual atrocity as in Nicaragua or Colombia. Of course, both sides, particularly whichever is out of power, have a tendency to deeply politicize the issue of human rights to the extent that one wants to throw up one's hands and cry out "both sides!"

There are no easy answers here, especially from the perspective of those countries which constitute the black and white squares of the Great Game chessboard. But the truth is that the Soviet Union was such an existential evil that, while fighting them entailed the abetment if not the outright perpetration of many deplorable acts, at some point one has to say, paraphrasing Churchill, that if the Soviets invaded Hell, the Devil warrants at least a "favorable reference." The extent of the evils perpetrated by the USSR, and the inherent evil of Communism, have been downplayed for decades by certain "useful idiots" (as Lenin described the Westerners who would write home rapturously about the Soviet revolution) and outright bad actors, and now, they those evils are beginning to fade from memory. This is nothing less than a crime against truth. The Soviet Union represented an unprecedented and as yet unparalleled threat. Nothing we face today comes close, not even China and certainly not Islamist terror (as the post-9/11 political consensus would imply or outright state at times.)

Post-Cold War interventionism, though, is much less excusable, even less explicable. Sometimes it often feels like we are doing it by mere reflex, or that we are on a great warship that is hard to turn around. The interventionist "neoconservatives" (a term which has long since past it's original meaning and even become merely a term of abuse) have various motivations to involve themselves in the Middle East and Third World countries which are beyond our scope here. Interventions directed at Russia (such as in the Ukraine) seem to be perpetrated because this is the default. The Russians, as a people and as a nation, after the fall of Communism, are not our natural geopolitical enemies (although they are quite different from us in culture and mentality, much more so than Western Europe) and Putin is mostly preoccupied domestically and with the former Soviet sphere. Our genuine geopolitical enemy these days is China, and their methods of exerting influence on an international-relations level are markedly different from those of the Soviets and are, among other things, of a much less overtly violent nature, as our response must therefore be. This, of course, involves redirecting the ship of state, which—and this is hard for the ordinary patriotic but politically naïve American to accept—involves a lot more than electing the "correct" people. Our national energies as a whole need to be redirected, but this is a generational project. Most of our adventures after 1991 were mistakes, something that only of late we are beginning to integrate. The next few decades surely will be "interesting times" (which is actually not an ancient Chinese curse, but since it has entered the popular consciousness as such, it seems the appropriate term to use.)

Fini. I can take a breath now. I still owe CEPS an essay or two on transgenderism though. o_O And for that matter (@Xorkoth) this and the other Allende stuff could move there if people want it to.
 
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It's up to you guys. I enjoy having good conversation on different topics here too, and not everyone from here is going to go to CEPS. However if it doesn't really develop further discussion here it would certainly so so there, and I can move it.
 
dude was legit funny as fuck I always wondered why he disappeared

He didn’t, he’s on SNL now. Kyle Mooney, I’m pretty sure his name is. Brigsby Bear is a great film he was in, too.

I don't know how I should feel over the fact that I've never tried DXM.

Assuming you guys have a feel for my taste in drugs, is DXM powder worth searching out at some point? Probably should, but I never actively thought about it

oh man I don't know what the EU equivalent of DXM would be...

DMX to american teenagers in the last 30 years is like.... rofl lol

IDK man what's the dumbest thing you did to get high as a kid?

DXM is a super weird drug. Technically an opioid isomer it acts as a disso and also has other weird SSRI shit. It's NOT a good drug to get high on. It's known as the drug teenagers use. You can certainly get a very strong but fairly unpleasant disso high. Some people say in high doses it's very psychedelic but I've taken high doses and it's only very mildly psychedelic.

In general it's just a very shitty drug that kids get high on because you can buy it over the counter in the US. It's essentially the only OTC drug in the US that you can actually get high on... but it sucks (remember we don't even have codeine here)

it will certainly get you high as shit though.... did like 150ug LSD + 300mg DXM once a few months ago and it was beyond trippy and almost too intense... hmm that was actually the last trip I've had 6 months ago lol. Only had 2 tabs of LSD and wanted a strong trip - got more than I bargained for)

but again by itself its useless, if anything slightly dysphoric

I very much disagree that DXM is a shitty drug, and very much recommend trying it if you can get pure powder. It is my third favorite disso behind MXE and Ketamine. I like it 10x more than any current MXE analogues, too. It is very spiritual IME. Like any other disso, it takes a few uses to really “get”, but once you do get it, it is amazing. I take DXM before the 20 other substances I have in my collection, frequently.

Edit: I’d like to think I’m one of the psychonauts included in your comment re: DXM, Xorkoth ;)
 
He didn’t, he’s on SNL now. Kyle Mooney, I’m pretty sure his name is. Brigsby Bear is a great film he was in, too.





I very much disagree that DXM is a shitty drug, and very much recommend trying it if you can get pure powder. It is my third favorite disso behind MXE and Ketamine. I like it 10x more than any current MXE analogues, too. It is very spiritual IME. Like any other disso, it takes a few uses to really “get”, but once you do get it, it is amazing. I take DXM before the 20 other substances I have in my collection, frequently.

Edit: I’d like to think I’m one of the psychonauts included in your comment re: DXM, Xorkoth ;)
Absolutely bro it's just my personal opinion. I get why some like it. I just don't. I find it dysphoric. Nowhere near as good as MXE or K or any disso IMO.

And yeah I went through 10g of pure powder many moons ago. I couldn't tell a difference between the powder and OTC products other than less stomach discomfort.

The only reason I would take DXM again would be to modulate a different drug.

Also I have personal things about DXM. My cousin gave me 450mg when I was 12 years old and it was a fairly bad experience that I resent.

I have other reasons to hate DXM other than it's effects.

And I surely meant no offense! 💕 to each his own.
 
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