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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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Arthur Paul said:
Ya, I'm 300 days off and it's no 300 Spartans il tell you that. There are some parts of me that I think are gone forever and I think it's retarded to get them back. But I'm waiting because if I do make a full recovery. The world will be a better place. I had plans of turning English bay into a Thailand. And I was doing it. Literally unified my entire city and while I was building intensity in the streets I broke my leg for fucking some dudes bitch. So the surgery was right after I unified it like what cosmic timing is that. I was the chosen fucking one now you can hear all my music on Arthur Paul on datpiff

Everything fucking fell apart at the most divine timing to piss me off. Taking down a dragon. That's what the universe did. I'm not gonna say lyrics to my song but it was uplifting "crooked on the grind" to name a bar. No one takes me seriously I used to change a whole youtubers whole outlook on life with a comment. Never outshine the master rule number one in the 48 laws of power
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Sounds pretty legit, yeah? I think you had something good for your life, it happens to all of us. I lost something very beautiful too, now I am full of hatred for humanity.
 
Offvega said:
Sounds pretty legit, yeah? I think you had something good for your life, it happens to all of us. I lost something very beautiful too, now I am full of hatred for humanity.
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Sucks to suck some people recover, some dont, it's just how life works
 
Arthur Paul said:
Ya, there was a lot to do, it has been almost exactly a year since we lost our country and when everyone thought it would pass I worked harder and put my unfinished songs that were just in freestyle form in the street and I saved the city man. You see Los Angeles is nothing now and that would have been Vancouver but I reminded it of the vibrations cause I'm the fucking Messiah and I lived my whole life to influence. I'm doing a little bit better but not nearly as wise as before. Like I said. Part of me was taken out or destroyed I don't know how the mind works I don't understand how it could be just gone. It makes no sense. No one else seems to have a part of them just gone. I'm like the only exception and there's a lot of hate that il just overlook cause I'm practically overlooking everything at this point what's another thing to overlook. The poison is just that stupid. I was an artist
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It's true you may never get back to that point, but what can you do the damage is done. Just gotta move on
 
Arthur Paul said:
Can do nothing else but contemplate maybe I will get better and all of the receptors will wake up and that's all it was. I still have hope. It's too important. Ugh and I've got so much shit fucking me up fuck I'm not wise, that was like my number one thing
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How many shots did you take and how long have you been off it? What helps me is practicing gratitude for things like having a roof over my head, a phone to use food to eat etc. keep up the hope!
Bigsmoke420 said:
Just gonna have to move forward and dont dwell on it
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i just fake it until I make it I make myself do things even though I don’t necessarily want to anymore and I feel a little bit better after doing them.
 
Kfrancisyacuk said:
How many shots did you take and how long have you been off it? What helps me is practicing gratitude for things like having a roof over my head, a phone to use food to eat etc. keep up the hope!

i just fake it until I make it I make myself do things even though I don’t necessarily want to anymore and I feel a little bit better after doing them.
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How many injections have you had and how long have you been off?
 
Kfrancisyacuk said:
How many shots did you take and how long have you been off it? What helps me is practicing gratitude for things like having a roof over my head, a phone to use food to eat etc. keep up the hope!

i just fake it until I make it I make myself do things even though I don’t necessarily want to anymore and I feel a little bit better after doing them.
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There is a LOT to be said for doing these things. It sounds like a load of bullshit to a lot of people, especially when you're really depressed and feeling like utter crap. But it's better than doing nothing, and it really does gradually help.
 
Arthur Paul said:
I have been off ten months and I've had 2 shots in response to kfrancisyacuk and don't dwell on it ya I get stopped at every other turn at life because of this drug. It's kind of something I have to deal with. No piece of advice that I get from the stoics do me any justice.
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Have you ever been on any other ap before invega?
 
Nah it's all good, like anything on here, you don't have to answer any questions about meds or anything else personal like that if you don't want to! Nevermind :)
 
n3ophy7e said:
I just wanna take this opportunity to remind everyone to NEVER stop taking a psychiatric medication without talking to your doctor about it first
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Bingo.

I have some good news.

My review panel went well, i am officially decertified and no longer on meds! my summer just got better.

this thread including the previous versions served me well. i shall continue to post here until i fully recover.

for those who are forced to take meds, please schedule a review panel. who cares if it fails, because you can schedule another one.

St John Wort's Gang! checking out!!

Thanks everyone for giving me sound advice.. i finally had the courage to rise up and get off these meds... i can finally recover properly...
 
robustcanuck said:
Bingo.

I have some good news.

My review panel went well, i am officially decertified and no longer on meds! my summer just got better.

this thread including the previous versions served me well. i shall continue to post here until i fully recover.

for those who are forced to take meds, please schedule a review panel. who cares if it fails, because you can schedule another one.

St John Wort's Gang! checking out!!

Thanks everyone for giving me sound advice.. i finally had the courage to rise up and get off these meds... i can finally recover properly...
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So excited for you! Hopefully you have a speedy recovery from side effects!
 
n3ophy7e said:
There is a LOT to be said for doing these things. It sounds like a load of bullshit to a lot of people, especially when you're really depressed and feeling like utter crap. But it's better than doing nothing, and it really does gradually help.
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Yeah I just imagine not having those things like when I get inside I remember times I was cold and had no way to get warm I remember what it’s like to be hungry and have no food. And I just feel overwhelmed with good feeling when I do have those things. And being close to others hugging and kissing that helps me too.
 
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