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JackARoe said:
My coke years in the early 80's were in Houston TX. The stuff comes right up from South America. When I was in Costa Rica the coke was cheap and plentiful too. I had some regular coke one time and all it did was make me jittery and nervous. But the coke in Houston was top notch. For two years I got mine from a rodeo trophy winner (lol) who had a lot of money and connects for that good coke. It was at that time I saw the pink flake too. But Houston had the coke before it was stepped on and it was clean.
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Man, I bet those were some wonderful times. Texas has had it surprisingly good drug wise. I never really realized until a few years ago that Dallas and the Starck Club were pretty much ground zero for recreational MDMA, and that it became a club drug almost solely from the Starck Club. My aunt went to some of those nights and told me about it once. She says she'll never forget the love and magic that she felt during those times.

But yea, I was told that the stuff I received in Houston was basically straight off the boat, and I have no real reason to doubt that statement.
 
Actually at the risk of sounding repetative I am sure I put in the MDMA thread my years were 83-85. It was legal, streaming in from San Marcos (?) and said to be pharmacutical (whatever that meant). It was said to be used in therapy before the 1985 ban. But pills were standard 120 mgs of genuine MDMA. So for two years I did it about every weekend. It was all the rage at the Universities and said to be distributed in bars in Houston. MDE too. The first time I took MDMA I was at work at the family as station and I noticed the customers I hated in the past I loved that day.lol

I have only had "MDMA" twice since 1985, both times genuine but light, about 75 mgs a pill. I understand now it is a whole different ball game which is a shame. I always wanted to do some with my wife but I need genuine.
 
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Yeah good coke is not the same drug at all as the bullshit you mostly see other than in the countries it is from (Peru, etc). My bandmate loves coke and I've tried so many batches of his that he gets, he will be absolutely raving that it's some of the best he's ever had and it doesn't even numb my throat. I'm like... dude, you know coke numbs you, right? He's like nah,. that's only when they add lidocaine to it. I'm like no man, pure cocaine numbs you up so much. One little bump of good coke makes my whole throat and face numb, and it's like the most clean, wholesome loving feeling of power and euphoria. Really lovely, but I haven't seen good coke in years. The shit we get around here is really expensive and probably has like 10% cocaine in it at best, if there's any in it at all.
 
I have heard some of my friends have that exact same conversation.
I was never all that in to Coke so I never had much to say about it. Although I got an Oz of pretty damn good (but not amazing) coke in CO and managed to go through it all while on a 2 week vacation.
It was my real Colorado experience; mountains, snowboarding, blow and bluegrass!
 
JackARoe said:
Actually at the risk of sounding repetative I am sure I put in the MDMA thread my years were 83-85. It was legal, streaming in from San Marcos (?) and said to be pharmacutical (whatever that meant). It was said to be used in therapy before the 1985 ban. But pills were standard 120 mgs of genuine MDMA. So for two years I did it about every weekend. It was all the rage at the Universities and said to be distributed in bars in Houston. MDE too. The first time I took MDMA I was at work at the family as station and I noticed the customers I hated in the past I loved that day.lol

I have only had "MDMA" twice since 1985, both times genuine but light, about 75 mgs a pill. I understand now it is a whole different ball game which is a shame. I always wanted to do some with my wife but I need genuine.
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From what I understand, MDMA usage started in NYC and somewhere in California, probably SF, in mostly therapeutic contexts. Then once it got to Texas, it started being used recreationally. It still blows my mind that it was legal for less than a year before it was emergency banned.

I'm trying to remember where I read the really in depth history of MDMA that I am trying to pull from...
 
Xorkoth said:
Yeah good coke is not the same drug at all as the bullshit you mostly see other than in the countries it is from (Peru, etc). My bandmate loves coke and I've tried so many batches of his that he gets, he will be absolutely raving that it's some of the best he's ever had and it doesn't even numb my throat. I'm like... dude, you know coke numbs you, right? He's like nah,. that's only when they add lidocaine to it. I'm like no man, pure cocaine numbs you up so much. One little bump of good coke makes my whole throat and face numb, and it's like the most clean, wholesome loving feeling of power and euphoria. Really lovely, but I haven't seen good coke in years. The shit we get around here is really expensive and probably has like 10% cocaine in it at best, if there's any in it at all.
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same here expect its like even more expensive with fuck all coke in it. but just the other week i noticed a flood of it around supposedly off the brick peruivan coke which is fucking bullshit lol. No one sells coke uncut unless its south america or if your best friend is a cocaine drug lord with the precut coke.

so i have weighed up everything for this upcoming trip now. both will take 50 ug and just let it flow i guess probably good for a solid walk. Felt like 50 ug was alot safer than 100 ug. because 100 ug can be mind blowing and you never know how somebody is going to react to acid their first time.
 
Xorkoth said:
Oh methylone is much better than coke. Though actual good, pure cocaine is a MUCH better drug than the bullshit that is around these days. Coke has never been worse than it is now, in fact I would bet money that most younger coke users literally do not know what good coke is, the best they've had is still bullshit. It's been years and years since I've seen even decent domestic coke. Nothing I've had in the past 6 or 7 years has even produced more than the slightest bit of numbing.



I'm not sure. I am not willing to discount the huge number of reports (plus people like Buzz's friend who had their first experience recently and found it boring, lol, real MDMA the first time is anything but boring). My early experiences were absolutely magical, and I haven't done a ton of MDMA, but on the other hand I have done a shit ton of drugs and a lot of serotonin releasers in general. I could accept that I am somewhat burned out for sure. But it does seem like there is something else going on. Add to that the undeniable fact that street drug quality across the board has tanked, and I have little trouble believing that much of the MDMA around is either cleverly misrepresented or highly impure, or perhaps there is a problem with the predominant synth route that lead to some factors that produce an inferior product. I don't know. There is the issue of ratio of isomers that can explain differences, and then there is polymorphism, which many people try to categorically state makes no difference, but that's nonsense IMO. There is an HIV drug that has several crystal polymorphisms, and only one of them works against HIV, so right there is smoking gun proof that polymorphism makes a dramatic difference in at least one drug.

In general we like to think we know everything about everything, but in fact we likely have an incomplete picture of drug pharmacology. In fact I am certain of that. We don't know what we don't know.
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Actually, I had some pretty "decent" coke here in the USA recently, off the street even, definitely real as compared to what I sampled in peru, Mexico, Panama, etc. Maybe only 30% pure at most, but didn't *seem* cut with too many active cuts.
 
Xorkoth said:
Yeah good coke is not the same drug at all as the bullshit you mostly see other than in the countries it is from (Peru, etc). My bandmate loves coke and I've tried so many batches of his that he gets, he will be absolutely raving that it's some of the best he's ever had and it doesn't even numb my throat. I'm like... dude, you know coke numbs you, right? He's like nah,. that's only when they add lidocaine to it. I'm like no man, pure cocaine numbs you up so much. One little bump of good coke makes my whole throat and face numb, and it's like the most clean, wholesome loving feeling of power and euphoria. Really lovely, but I haven't seen good coke in years. The shit we get around here is really expensive and probably has like 10% cocaine in it at best, if there's any in it at all.
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And really good pure coke is not that numbing to where it would reach your throat, just your nose, ime, thats likely another *Caine cut
 
electronDegenerate said:
72mg MXiPr and 26mg 4-AcO-MiPT
Down the hatch.

Was feeling a little lethargic and my head was in a weird place, but my girlfriend let me know she has been eating mushrooms all day so I felt inspired.
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What timely and enticing informing! (Too many words there, for ME lol).
 
Xorkoth said:
lol, I would say this is probably the shortest post I've ever seen you make! 😁
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Glad you observed that. Even with the lengthen. Pretty empty really. Still gregariously on the ropes of life. Energy just isn’t there still so it’s a hard vine to even clutch let alone climb atm.

It’s all very physical condition related, too long running messed up guts, diverticulitis and malabsorption, sleep dep as result of that discomfort.

I’m giving it everything I can to get some energy back, only then can any healing and recovery occur.

Two vital T.B.M chiropractic treatments in 3 weeks now, have literally just turned the draining egg timer of life over to buy me time, bring some comfort.

My plan now is to access acupuncture, reopening imminently at last. Further chiropractic treatments coming, one in two Fridays, 2 one month later, as much acupuncture as I can afford in between.

Mentally I’ve crashed pretty majorly as result of too much suffering, the actual trauma of literally being on a path towards death, trying to get off that train,

But I also accept overusing LSD can really unbalance you in all ways for a while, especially at such hard times.

Arguably the biggest piss take- I have been trying to access some, any old basic mental health therapy for over 2.5 years.

I don’t want ultra specialist psychologist analysis, advanced therapy etc. Just a simple outlet. Open discussion. Lay things out. Get it out. Discuss solutions, coping measures. I especially need some sort of professional setting to constructively, openly discuss my out of control drug dependencies, chiefly LSD and Etizolam.

I’ve seen about 4 diff people over that time, been shuffled like a card pack while these experts continue to meet weekly to change the lightbulb....again!

8 weeks ago, I was finally IN! My turn, 1st appointment as assessment to decide which way to go.

The appointment went well. I could not have done a better task at concisely, relevantly, insightfully, and thoroughly laying things out, my situation, journey, complications, obstacles, wishes, needs and goals.

I haven’t even heard from them since! 8 weeks ago. First thing I made clear, was how I was long overdue for some basic support, had long passed breaking point.

Still they must be meeting weekly, on their 30K plus salaries I’m sure- to change that frickin lightbulb again and again.

Now THAT is what I call being let down by the system. I’m not sure I’m interested anymore.

I’ve come to expect that kind of neglect, at times of need, from my so-called friends, but these people are supposed to be trained professionals dealing with the most vulnerable, suicide prone people.

It’s shocked, even surprised, Mum and I (@Xorkoth see how I emit the “my” in this way of referring to my mum, as we discussed lol?)

There...made up for it now haha. Loadsa words!
 
Thinking about maybe doing some 2cp since I got the time been a bit since I tripped. Not sure if it's a good idea since I'm getting my shot on Wednesday and don't want to feel burnt out. Will only be a little dose if I do though.
 
I did trip again actually. But only really because I couldn’t handle continually going back to sleep after prob 32 hours kip in 39 hrs, feeling no refreshment or energy to even stay awake.

Just 150 ug still really strong. Dreaming away at dawn, CEV’s.

ButI vaporized some high quality 20% CBD flower and wow how nice and comforting on the acid. So far different to oral CBD oil.

35 grams Vanuatu kava and one very strong black coffee since 4 hours ago maybe, 20 drops CBD oil.

But this second load CBD flower is really bringing my acid trip to sparkly life. I’ve not heard much account from experienced trippers vaporizing high quality CBD flower on comeups. It’s interesting and really quite pleasant.
 
its been 7 long weeks next week ima do LSD on bicycle day and then most likely 3-4 tabs on friday or saturday night. I Need to be annihilated before the infinite. This is the only way im going to remain positive about remaining in study and also quit smoking weed and i need to quit nicotine. that microdose was just a little more light in my life that is pretty fucking mudane. This time the trip will be very fucking deep if i take 300-400 ug alone at night with this extended break i have been on psychedelics. those heavy 300-400 ug trips i did in September changed the entire course of my life and i am forever grateful that lsd exists because without im sure suicide rates would of been a few millions higher over the course of history.

I have regrounded my self into the world again so i have new launch pad and understanding to travel deeper into the infinite multiverse. While on my microdose i thought about my relationships to people and realized what ever feelings i had were not true i just enjoyed social friendships. My true love is overseas and i will never see her for years probably :(.

I am 100% not cut out for advanced post grad stuff but the support the professors give me is quite good. i still don't know deep down what i truly want from life i have just been floating around all these years half assing everything surviving. If i wish i could figure out my true motivation that would be awesome.

when my cat died i took 400 ug and could not even see outside my window anymore it was all just a pure white light and fractal tunnel into the door of heaven. I need that taste of lysergic heaven. I also want to quit drinking aswell.

I believe i might have less than 5 high dose acid trips left within me though before i truly put it away and depending on how this next adventures go i hope i don't have to dose again for a long time. LSD is my vacation for my soul. Thinking of it lol this time last year on the same date i plan to take 400 ug i took 800 ug with my heavy tolerance now that was fucking insane still. Also will be good to finally try my guide out i have not had a full trip since the start of feb when i discovered how to achieve non duality enlightement at will on lsd
 
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