Ganjcat
Bluelighter
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- Apr 13, 2013
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Seriously who is still going strong and managing to keep their drug supply up and up I know I am I mean I run out everyday.. But that's the point I always have at least a ten bag everyday thanks to being some very close friends to some very high up dealers and of course the methadone especially on those rare days where I'm dry on gear but instead of panicking running up and down "what do I do?!, What do I do?! Ahh I need a fix" I'm just like "on can't get any gear today guess it's one of those days meh oh well" now if I have had no gear AND no methadone ie I over slept and missed the chemist that is my que to me panick but that has only happened once in the last few months and I just borrowed some methadone off my mate who gets a whole 2 weeks worth you should see his massive bottle of green goodness 3 I think I've done pretty damn good to survive the last few months and on the side working on cutting down my tolerance slightly I know what it's like to be without for days and worse not knowing where your next income or anythings coming in for a while that's when shit gets dangerous and criminality takes hold luckily my addiction is a lot more in control for a while now everyone says how I look better more colour and seem happier since being on methadone I'm just so grateful with all the stuff I got up to, to fund my addiction back a year ago I never got caught and fucked up my whole life with a criminal record now I don't do any of that criminal shit even if I'm all out of meth and heroin I will literally just get on with it mind over matter my friends mind over matter...