cosmic charlie
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Actually will have some Harmine/Harmaline HCL so im thinking this will ne much betzer option for my future DMT use. I will no longer be vaping it in the Meth Pipe at all its really starting to fuck up my throat and im pretty sure thats what's causing it. Im gonna be taking it orally or plugging it now. How much of this Harmine HCL should I take with 100-200mgs DMT?
Would it make 4-AcO-DMT stronger and other Tryptamines for that matter?
This is why i no longer mix LSD with other drugs or cannabis which is the worst offender every time i do i have a horrible trip.
Hi sorry for delayed appreciation shown for your open sharing generosity with that enthralling for me personally, (still too short lol- compliment!) tale.If you're dependent/used to them I'm sure they have a much less muting effect on psychedelics. For me, I've taken etizolam a lot over the years but not at all daily, so if I take 2mg, my trip becomes like only half as strong or less. It doesn't totally disappear but it substantially brings it down which is why I only do it on the rare occasion I am just stuck in an anxiety place, or if I want to fall asleep at the tail end (this is usually why I will take a benzo on a psychedelic). My most epic time combining them, I was at a music festival, and took 75mg of AMT plus like 3mg of 3-MeO-PCP (a raging full dose of AMT, and 3-MeO-PCP potentiates psychs a lot, especially LSD) and then traded some mushrooms for 4 hits of STRONG LSD, I ended up taking all 4 over a few hours. It was the hardest I have ever tripped on LSD (with AMT as a launching pad) by far. I could barely see in front of my face. Then one of the acts started and had a temper tantrum basically, started screaming at the sound guys mid-show and then cussing out audience members who were uncomfortable and trying to leave. I started to lose it, I didn't strip and run naked or anything, but my friends were like whoa dude you got the 1000 mile stare. I was starting to panic. I went back to my tent and I was planning to take some etizolam. Not sure how I made it because in the dark I was seeing whatever I thought about in front of me, and I had to cross a bridge to get to my tent. I felt like I was approaching an infinitely massive object and my thoughts were hitting it and shooting out in all directions at infinite speed, which filled me with an existential falling/dread feeling. I couldn't shake it.
I fumbled in the dark for my etizolam bottle and took 2mg, and then realized from the taste after I swallowed that I had just taken 2mg of DOC, not etizolam. This, obviously, made me panic much harder. My friend came over and asked me if I was okay so I stuttered out to him what happened. He was like oh fuck dude, which didn't really help me but it did help for someone else to know. Then I found the right bottle and took 2mg of etizolam, and curled into the fetal position in my tent and breathed until the etizolam kicked in, and then the awful void feeling disappeared like a dream falls apart when you wake up, and I could see again, but was still tripping really hard, but not nearly as hard. Also I was filled with absolute euphoria. I stayed up with no thoughts of sleep for the whole rest of the festival (2 days and 3 nights), didn't dose anything else except beer throughout, and also I took some adderall before going home as I had to drive 4 hours without any sleep for like 3 days (don't do that). I had probably the most euphoric trip of my entire life once that etizolam kicked in, god it was epic. Though a bit of a blur afterwards.
I felt like I was post iboga flood dose for a couple of days after that, every time I closed my eyes, I started seeing visions that I was back at the festival hanging out with people, it felt real, I had full audio/visual visionary internal voyages whenever I wanted, so much like iboga. At one point a guy ran into me in the dream and I jerked so hard I fell off the bed, it really seemed like someone actually hit me.
Being around people tripping can be fun. I like to micro dose on occasions like that so I can have an easier time relating.A strange time in my life; wife has desire to trip psilacetin this weekend, I haven't the slightest desire to at all... I'm not even truly stressed ATM, just a bit strung out. I think I'll just sit for her if she does want to trip.
A friend of mine gave me a cat last week and I fucked up and didn't keep it in the house long enough. I let the little lady outside, it seemed content so I left for work. When I came back she was on the loose in the woods. I've seen her twice over the last few days but haven't been able to get her inside.
Taking 5 tabs with my buddy and going on a mission in the woods to track the little bastard down.
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That sounds lovely.what a weekend. MDMA, speed, pregabalin, aprazolam, A lot of alcohol. I've been missing this shit