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What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Can't Sleep Sober

Lavender capsule
I'm drinking horlicks which I've not had for over 18 years I think, and didn't like it then but apparently it's helps sleep and I'm willing to try anything natural,

And depending on how long I'm up I might have hot chocolate or brew some camomile flower buds, maybe with green tea I bought earlier

Will have 3.2mg mirtazapine and CBD before bed
 
Horlicks original
Horlicks chocolate
I'm brewing camomile flower buds and added green tea as hear both help you sleep and also decafe Earl Grey
Just drank Chocolate orange hot chocolate
Lavender capsule
3.2mg mirtazapine

CBD before bed

No cbd vaping today as coil burnt out, no money for more till Monday then order online and wait fucksake

And all them hot drinks I'm going to be up and down pissing all night lol
 
Went to bed early at 18:00 and only had
a few joint's
few drinks
6mg bromazepam

slept solid till 23:20ish and had
12mg bromazepam
0.5mg alzam
0.5mg triazolam ( my last :( ) for now lol
150mg pregabalin
more weed.

then fell asleep an hr later and woke up again at 05:00ish ( a bit of a broken sleep )

not the best sleep but not the worst.
 
2 horlicks hit drinks
Forgot I made mint hot chocolate till I went in the kitchen and seen a whole cup of cold chocolate lol

Lavender pill
3.2mg mirtazapine
Making green tea
Then CBD before bed

I've only got one or two nights left of CBD it runs out like a day before the mirtazapine, then I'm on nothing but lavender and hot drinks, I definitely won't sleep, I have been told a place sells CBD hash lol, not heard of that before, get paid Monday I'm buying some of I can
 
Had to go get my first MRI last night, treated myself before and after:

4x 500ug Sublingual Lorazepam
4x 300mg Gabapentin
20x 10mg Baclofen
A few grams of high grade bud
Gram of kief
Season 3 of Preacher
0.5x 25mg Quetiapine (at very end)

A very relaxing evening
As someone not habituated to benzos anymore- man, missed the benzo dreams. I'm a night-terror bitch, but on benzos (or opes) it's smooooooth sailing

Also wake up like Ooh Yeaaahhhh that's why I used to be addicted to benzos lol they make my life significantly less awful in the short term

OH WELL not going down that path again, just Rx benzos as a treat when flying/doing hospital shit.
 
Tonight all I have is herbal tea and horlicks and my last tiny speck of mirtazapine around 0.2mg

Ran out of CBD and the shop I got told about that sells CBD hash had sold out and I couldn't get anything else like promethazine as the chemist I went to had sold out of that too

I even then went back to the place today early that sells the hash as they was getting more in last night but they was shut, lazy gits

Now I'm stuck in my flat till Friday
 
Fairy of the Flowers said:
They borrow happiness from the future, the more you take the more shitty you feel when you stop again
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Wise words- thank you. I cycled through etizolam and diazepam addiction a few years back, and have no desire to return!

I still take them a handful of times a year, and personally believe that they can work quite well for their intended purpose (ie single dose acute panic/trauma management vs. long term GAD dosing regimens), but... yeah, sigh. A losing proposition, they are.

Another reason to avoid benzo addiction: you don't get sort of craving triggered every time Amazon is in the news and you read the name "J*ff Bez*s" because your dumb brain b like
Yeah
You know
Jeff Benzos
BENZOS
NOOO
 
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