Hello mate. Really glad you are progressing steadily back to fuller health again, pleasure is gradually more attainable, and life to look forward to again as well.
And thanks very much for thinking of me and shouting out. I really have been feeling so strongly recently that hardly anybody here really cares (not everybody) but we can all be so arrogant and self obsessed, often aloof.
I am very far from doing okay today as it happens. I just haven't come down from acid yet. 7930 ug in 18 days, by 8 pm Thursday UK (3 pm most USA).
I've never felt so truly conscious and wired. In 25 years of craziness. This is the first time ever, after a good thousand trips, that I have feltmtotally shaken from LSD.
Days later, Im tripping harder than I expect from 300 ug plus after a full reset.
I feel like I'm never going to come down from acid, for the first time ever.
Keep telling myself in my head- shit, WAY too much this time, for me atm.
Cannabis vapor is sending my head through the roof. Im really stuck hard to the ceiling like a balloon already and any vaporizer is blowing my mind so sky high, bringing me up on all the acid.
Edibles actually more friendly.
Even Kava, is just pumping up the acid. Feels like 600 ug intensity actually, fixed.
Ive been tripping even more the past 20 hours.
Couldn't eat or sleep yesterday. Feeling indescribably wired. It should settle down, but LSD has never swept me so far and high off of my feet, no ground in sight.
I actually see how some people have really lost it from too much acid in a period of time.
I'm so firmly grounded, gifted at self-counselling, and I've never felt so crazy, waiting intensely in dilated time, days now, just to start coming down.
All the Etizolam and CBD oil in the world, doesn't even start to peel me from the ceiling I swear.
It was only 8 mg's in 18 days. Most I have ever taken. 5 mg's in 48 hours, twice 8 years ago....was good as gold after.
I now see, it's the longevity, you keep diving deeper into the mangrove. And the nature of each trip, twist and turn.
To reset, is to leave completely, start again fresh at the beautiful entrance, seeing all the same corridoors leading in.
I really tapped into something, like navigating a bush. Travelling deeper and deeper into my consciousness, rather than turning back to start again another day.
I don't recommend such LSD use. I should be dandy fine, but It's never felt so desperately nailbiting for so long, not coming down at all.
Just had a strong edible weed tea. Much less anxiety inducing than vaporizing weed, but edibles kick up LSD in their own way.
I'm effectively in a full on, manic LSD panic attack, exactly like you would be if you dropped way too much one day, peaking and going a bit stir crazy with panic for some hours.
Just keep telling myself to cool it. Only time will land me down.
Interesting experiment. So glad I stopped 2 days ago. The positive swingback from this "trip" could be with me for a very long time.
Not feeling at all damaged of course, just rocked, wired, so up there.
Thanks for asking mate
@Nightraver hope you have a nice weekend again now have fun later bro.
but tbh other than the minuscule amount in what I smoke Iv never actually tried cbd it’s all the rage with the pta/soccer moms here just now though so maybe that’s what puts me off 
..... the brownies I got off my ex-friend were quite potent. My housemate who always refuses to do any type of drugs finally agreed to have half of one... then as my highness kicked in, he started to go a bit mental. Thinking he was dying. Having panic attacks. Hallucinating. Was hard to convince him it wasn’t something serious; that he was just having a bad reaction. He said at once point he thought he threw the pets over the balcony. Saw bugs on his skin. Heard mariachi band music from outside... 
