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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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Master Green said:
Fighting fire with fire is not the answer bro.
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I was given an olanzapine wafer, a single dose and for weeks/months on end I would not stop gaining weight, inability to sweat.

You have to take something to undo the damage, bromocriptine helped me to lose all the weight gain and prevent overeating.

It's not an elegant solution and I'm still proposing pergolide for pre-synaptic (since bromocriptine is post-synaptic dopamine agonism) but this is the reality of chemical lobotomies.

They've almost permanently seized the brain
 
gt_shadow said:
I think I've figured out what happens when the dopamine receptors are blocked

I believe it's the pre-synaptic dopamine receptors that affect people the most, since people have taken dopamine agonists to undo the damage but it hasn't work, the agonists work exclusively on the post-synaptic receptors

We need to make pergolide available for people, it's just another agonist but it works preferentially on dopamine autoreceptors(pre-synaptic)
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This is interesting. I've experimented with cabergoline, but I haven't noticed any real significant change other than helping with weight loss and reducing prolactin levels.

If you are going to try a dopamine agonist I would advise caution. I only take 0.25mg of cabergoline once or twice a week, any more than that and I get weird side-effects.
 
Theres a lot more than just dopamine. Invega destroys your brain and body. The only real solution to this drug is to not get it in the first place.

From what I've seen almost everyone on this drug spends their life miserable. Not to say its impossible to recover from that, but it is hard. The main problem is boredom, invega wipes you out and youre just left with no curiousity anymore. It's all so pointless.
 
Hey guys and gals, hang in there. I know it’s rough right now. But you will get better. I’m on day 340 from my last invega shot and feel much much better than before. Still a while to go on the recovery journey but there is definitely progress. Keep holding onto faith. Call on someone greater than you. Jesus can be that person! Trust in Him and He will direct your paths. Never lose hope, you’re still on this planet for a purpose and reason even though right now you may not understand why or how you’re still alive. You are, and God is behind the scenes orchestrating your recovery, purpose, and well being. Never lose faith or hope. There is a plan amidst all this suffering. We all need to pull together to get through this dark journey of invega, both people who have recovered, and people still suffering. Feel free to message me for any questions or help or encouragement.

My email is [email protected]
My discord is @Code#8436

Peace and love be with you all.
Blake
 
Derrvap said:
Theres a lot more than just dopamine. Invega destroys your brain and body. The only real solution to this drug is to not get it in the first place.

From what I've seen almost everyone on this drug spends their life miserable. Not to say its impossible to recover from that, but it is hard. The main problem is boredom, invega wipes you out and youre just left with no curiousity anymore. It's all so pointless.
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I can't find the dopamine detox video right now but experiments on rat dopamine receptors show exactly the same destruction in motivation when the receptors are shut down.
 
I literally have no motivation. Basic things like eating I just forget about. Reduced to caring only about my next fap. Bored of everything life has to offer, can't imagine any pleasant scenario. Anything too difficult and even slightly stressful and I immediately go numb.

I'm absolutely worthless because as a man you can't really feel good without influence. Ability to interact with your environment. Once that gets buggered you become miserable because all of a sudden you've lost control over your own mind. Believe what you want but mental health is an environmental issue, it's key to be able to move things around and get results from it. Otherwise you become helpless.

What this drug does, and also being put in hospital. It makes you helpless, you lose responsibility and believe you need medication. Now that is a big problem because it implies something is wrong with you. The social consequences of being hospitalized are big, you lose your freedoms and you lose yourself, your abilities that made you who you are, your pride.
 
Derrvap said:
I literally have no motivation. Basic things like eating I just forget about. Reduced to caring only about my next fap. Bored of everything life has to offer, can't imagine any pleasant scenario. Anything too difficult and even slightly stressful and I immediately go numb.

I'm absolutely worthless because as a man you can't really feel good without influence. Ability to interact with your environment. Once that gets buggered you become miserable because all of a sudden you've lost control over your own mind. Believe what you want but mental health is an environmental issue, it's key to be able to move things around and get results from it. Otherwise you become helpless.

What this drug does, and also being put in hospital. It makes you helpless, you lose responsibility and believe you need medication. Now that is a big problem because it implies something is wrong with you. The social consequences of being hospitalized are big, you lose your freedoms and you lose yourself, your abilities that made you who you are, your pride.
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Good evening, my name is Aöemph. Over a year ago I was prescribed Invega by choice, a horrible decision on my behalf. I got 6 high dose shots and my life was reduced to nothingness for 5 months straight. Nothing felt right, nothing felt good and it felt like forever. I’m now a practicing witch/black magician and it turns out my mental issue was moreso a demonic/spiritual dilemma. I’m no longer on any medication and I’ve healed 100% from Invega. Stay alive in the mean time and I wish the best for you. I was suicidal and thought about committing. Just live on my friend, it’ll pass.
I was 21 when I got the shots, I am 22 now and I had often visited forums on this same topic for hope and hearing that most people recovered kept me pushing. Life does return back to normal. I can still recreationally do acid and smoke weed and find high dopamine levels without going into psychosis. I hail the dark side. Hail Satan, Hail Lucifer, Hail Lilith, Hail Asmodeus, and Hail Belial and the Great Demonic Kings. Fuck Invega you’re better off on 10mg Abilify; unless you’re actually a schizophrenic psychopath idk what to tell you. Anyway working with demons and spirits, I notice many unfortunate people get thrown on life destroying drugs after having a drug induced psychosis that could’ve been product of spiritual or kundalini misfortunes or even an attack from an entity. Perhaps you do just have miscommunication between neurons in your brain, try fucking ANYTHING before you try Invega is my only advice. Try fucking risperdal pills before Invega you will regret it in your soul. In fact you won’t even be able to feel your soul. Say goodbye to all joys, pleasures, and relationships. Girls and boys beware it’ll shut off your pepe and coochie for at least 3 months so farewell to any porn you used to masturbate to. Burn in Hell and I spit on anyone who dares to offer me that shit. Hail Lord Satan.
 
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I literally have no motivation. Basic things like eating I just forget about. Reduced to caring only about my next fap. Bored of everything life has to offer, can't imagine any pleasant scenario. Anything too difficult and even slightly stressful and I immediately go numb.

I'm absolutely worthless because as a man you can't really feel good without influence. Ability to interact with your environment. Once that gets buggered you become miserable because all of a sudden you've lost control over your own mind. Believe what you want but mental health is an environmental issue, it's key to be able to move things around and get results from it. Otherwise you become helpless.

What this drug does, and also being put in hospital. It makes you helpless, you lose responsibility and believe you need medication. Now that is a big problem because it implies something is wrong with you. The social consequences of being hospitalized are big, you lose your freedoms and you lose yourself, your abilities that made you who you are, your pride.
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Godbless you bro. I’ll get into contact with you. Add me in Facebook At Finess Init.....picture of a cross
 
Well it's been six months off invega. Where do I begin. I didn't smoke pot for two years because I was pretty much forced to stop. But after I got off the review board I smoked. And it hit me hard. It was a very spiritual experience. I've smoked it several times since then and each time I got in touch with my higher self.

These days, I find I'm just empty. I don't want to use pot as a crutch for not feeling good. But in all honesty, I think it's just my soul holding itself back because of what happened when kundalini woke up two years ago. It was a very messy experience. I got diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder (which I know I don't have). They put me on invega and then switched me to Abilify which I stopped taking. I'm almost two months without any drugs whatsoever.

As far as sex drive, I can get a chub when I look at porn but I try my hardest not to look at it because it destroys the brain. I don't masturbate either, as sexual energy is everything to me ( even though my sex energy is that of a potato). I just keep pushing on everyday, hoping and praying that my soul comes back to me. I know I can't be in this prison for the rest of my life so I carry on doing what I do, to keep myself from going absolutely insane from not being able to feel anything. I curse the doctor who put me on this. I haven't seen him in over six months and he hasn't even tried getting in contact with me to see how I'm doing so obviously my well being and quality of life doesn't mean shit to him. He should have his license revoked. There's so many bad reviews about him.

Keep pushing forward my friends. It will end, and when it does we will cry tears of joy for getting our souls back.
 
Sexual energy does return. Not in full, and the ability to visualize your fantasies is blunted even after Invega leaves your system. Dick energy will be weaker but still there.
 
Almost 3 years. I'm here because I'm still going through a hard time and honestly still bitter about Invega.
 
Almost a year off. Really enjoying life again. Didn't think id ever make it this far or was possible. My life was even better then before as i used to get super manic or super low. Was the toughest period of my life recovering tho. Couldn't do shit and wanted to die. Now i feel normal.
 
haldolhell said:
Almost a year off. Really enjoying life again. Didn't think id ever make it this far or was possible. My life was even better then before as i used to get super manic or super low. Was the toughest period of my life recovering tho. Couldn't do shit and wanted to die. Now i feel normal.
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Are u able to feel alcohol again
 
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