Fairy of the Flowers
Greenlighter
Well I was hoping to get some valium off the doctor as I feel manic and crazy as hell since going up to 30mg mirtazapine, I got 4 x 5mg vallies last time this happened few years ago but instead I'm sat in a hospital corridor in a que because the emergency doctor I got sent too called an ambulance for me as thinks I have serotonin syndrome, I only seen this on duty doctor as didn't want to go to hospital to get a heart trace and shit yet here I sit in a wheelchair in hospital with a mask on even though I'm excempt, I only had the phone appointment earlier on to ask for trazodone instead of mirtazapine but I sounded so weird and was stuttering that I got sent to the doctors after hours, then the hospital
I think the doctor has sent some valium to my chemist which ain't open till tomorrow
So tonight it looks like all I'll have is promethazine as I can't even take a lower dose of mirtazapine to help sleep, the 30mg caused insomnia that's how this started, fucksake all antidepressants fuck me up but my doctor won't prescribe valium unless it's an emergency
I asked about trazodone but got shot down by the doctor on the phone and the on duty doctor I got sent too, I look and feel insane, I'm grinding my jaw and look like I'm on something but I'm not that's the problem lol
What the fuck am I meant to do now? doctors have gave up and have no idea what to give me as antidepressants clearly ain't for me, but they won't give me valium or anything, they won't give me painkillers for my fibromyalgia either, I think I've got a thing saying I used to be an addict on my records, but then again the UK are fucking tight with benzos and shit anyway
Anyway I've rambled on because I'm clearly not right because of the mirtazapine so maybe it is serotonin syndrome as the paramedic thought so too as I was grinding my jaw lol
I think the doctor has sent some valium to my chemist which ain't open till tomorrow
So tonight it looks like all I'll have is promethazine as I can't even take a lower dose of mirtazapine to help sleep, the 30mg caused insomnia that's how this started, fucksake all antidepressants fuck me up but my doctor won't prescribe valium unless it's an emergency
I asked about trazodone but got shot down by the doctor on the phone and the on duty doctor I got sent too, I look and feel insane, I'm grinding my jaw and look like I'm on something but I'm not that's the problem lol
What the fuck am I meant to do now? doctors have gave up and have no idea what to give me as antidepressants clearly ain't for me, but they won't give me valium or anything, they won't give me painkillers for my fibromyalgia either, I think I've got a thing saying I used to be an addict on my records, but then again the UK are fucking tight with benzos and shit anyway
Anyway I've rambled on because I'm clearly not right because of the mirtazapine so maybe it is serotonin syndrome as the paramedic thought so too as I was grinding my jaw lol