deadhead4lyfe89
Bluelighter
Sorry if that’s too much info but it’s soo weird and bad ,my dr. doesn’t even know what it is yet.
So anyways, I’m at that point where I’m mostly doing good, I just relapse occasionally for 1 day on H black tar. Smoked only. But doing so much better.
It’s just weird I noticed that if I masturbated while in withdrawal it made my stomach knot up and then I’d be throwing up for a week with agonizing stomach pain & nausea. Lost 18 lbs in 1 week or 10 days ish. Couldn’t eat.
(I’d sometimes masturbate to release dopamine Or serotonin etc. To feel better while I feel like hell in WD) I’m a male.
but my dr also thinks I got close to forming an eating disorder so that could also be part of it
My doctor couldn’t even find info yet so I wanted to ask
I don’t care what people think
The only thing that would help was weed lots weed. Or suboxone would finally make it go away
But it’s so painful it’s hard to even load a new bowl sometimes.etc.
&tvus sublingual anti nausea med. but it works best when mixed with weed.
So anyways, I’m at that point where I’m mostly doing good, I just relapse occasionally for 1 day on H black tar. Smoked only. But doing so much better.
It’s just weird I noticed that if I masturbated while in withdrawal it made my stomach knot up and then I’d be throwing up for a week with agonizing stomach pain & nausea. Lost 18 lbs in 1 week or 10 days ish. Couldn’t eat.
(I’d sometimes masturbate to release dopamine Or serotonin etc. To feel better while I feel like hell in WD) I’m a male.
but my dr also thinks I got close to forming an eating disorder so that could also be part of it
My doctor couldn’t even find info yet so I wanted to ask
I don’t care what people think
The only thing that would help was weed lots weed. Or suboxone would finally make it go away
But it’s so painful it’s hard to even load a new bowl sometimes.etc.
&tvus sublingual anti nausea med. but it works best when mixed with weed.