Trying to stay sober

[Living dead girl]

Woke up really craving stimulant. I can do this. Its tougher cause its in the damn house. Im gonna try and do this one second at a time and not use.

 

[trashpanda206]

Maybe get out and go for a walk or something? Try and find some kind of distraction. But you got this. You’re stronger than you know.

 

[Living dead girl]

So far so good. Still holding out.

 

[haldolhell]

Hope u didn’t do them!

 

[Living dead girl]

Nope i didnt do it. Stayed strong. So glad i did

 

[mysunnyboy]

Nope i didnt do it. Stayed strong. So glad i did

You can do eeet!



Edit: get that out of the house if possible

 

[Jabberwocky]

agreed, get it out of the house. if you can't do that cos its other people, then seriously consider moving. there's no way i could get clean if there were people using around me at hone.

 

[Rio Fantastic]

I just want to echo what they have said - get rid of it. Give it to someone or flush it. You're making this harder for yourself by having it on hand!!

 

[mysunnyboy]

How are you doing @Living dead girl ?

 

[Deleted member 534782]

When I got clean for a little bit what helped me was getting Into random hobbies, like I like music so I started playing guitar You should find something that brings you the same feeling that you got from drugs but without drugs. i believe in you, you can do this!

 

[Living dead girl]

How are you doing @Living dead girl ?

Not good.

 

[Jabberwocky]

whats up?

do you have any sort of recovery plan? it took me a painfully long time and basically being slapped in the face with it in rehab to come to understand that there is more to stopping using drugs than stopping using drugs.

 

[mysunnyboy]

Not good.

Sorry to hear that.
I’m cheering you on.

 

[Living dead girl]

whats up?

do you have any sort of recovery plan? it took me a painfully long time and basically being slapped in the face with it in rehab to come to understand that there is more to stopping using drugs than

 

[Living dead girl]

whats up?

do you have any sort of recovery plan? it took me a painfully long time and basically being slapped in the face with it in rehab to come to understand that there is more to stopping using drugs than stopping using drugs.

I Have to get ready for work. Im gonna jump on later today to answer that. Thanks for reaching out.

 

[Jabberwocky]

how are you getting on? i hope work went ok.

 

[Living dead girl]

how are you getting on? i hope work went ok.

Ya it was an easy day at work. Weekend went good, spent time w family. How was your weekend? How are you doing?

 

[Slater Says]

I know you can say it's everywhere but I feel like I am in the same boat with having 5-MAPB around. Thank goodness it's gone now because as much as I wanted to moderate my dosage and use responsibly that's not what happened here.

One second at a time. Wow. I might have to work towards that.

When I got clean for a little bit what helped me was getting Into random hobbies, like I like music so I started playing guitar You should find something that brings you the same feeling that you got from drugs but without drugs. i believe in you, you can do this!

I like that idea a lot. I was telling myself to get into hobbies but if I'm honest the ones I want to the most I can't afford LOL. I then told myself I should start with small free or cheap hobbies and build towards what I want but at the pace my use has taken on as of late I have made this building a whole lot harder.