Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

[Hylight]

Man, Im gonna stop iv.

don't i.v. anymore. quit now. ♡
you will do damage trying to find a vein.
please stop. not worth it.

 

[ghostandthedarknes]

Most people start out banging buprenorphine?

Times they are a changin'.

no

 

[Hylight]

be the change. make the change. change.
just be. . . the changes.
um changin !! ♡

 

[MemphisX3]

no

Well, what were you implying people start out doing

 

[ghostandthedarknes]

Well, what were you implying people start out doing

hard time hitting a vein.........

 

[MemphisX3]

I have been super unmotivated and generally disinterested for the last 2 weeks and I'm trying to pinpoint why so I can cognitively dig myself out of this funk.

 

[MemphisX3]

hard time hitting a vein.........

I'm still confused

 

[ghostandthedarknes]

I'm still confused

i know

 

[MemphisX3]

North memphis
South memphis
Westwood
Orange mound

 

[MemphisX3]

i know

As long as we are both on the same page

 

[ghostandthedarknes]

I have been super unmotivated and generally disinterested for the last 2 weeks and I'm trying to pinpoint why so I can cognitively dig myself out of this funk.

peach/ginger herbal tea and a bubble bath with candles ma'am

 

[MemphisX3]

Orange mound throw your Os
North memphis thumbs up

 

[Fiori di Bella]

63 hours with no Oxy so far. I haven’t had any Kratom, either, cause it makes me a little speedy and I’m back on the Vyvanse. No Loperamide either. I’m wondering when the withdrawals will hit.
I have Chardie and some super smooth tequila but I don’t think they help with opiate withdrawals...

 

[MemphisX3]

peach/ginger herbal tea and a bubble bath with candles ma'am

At my age that sounds so legit.

Smoking a breezy in a bubble bath with some tasty tea with 8ball and mjg playing. Low lighting....candles....icy hot on deck

I wish

 

[MemphisX3]

63 hours with no Oxy so far. I haven’t had any Kratom, either, cause it makes me a little speedy and I’m back on the Vyvanse. No Loperamide either. I’m wondering when the withdrawals will hit.
I have Chardie and some super smooth tequila but I don’t think they help with opiate withdrawals...

Oxy withdrawal gonna hit like 12hrs after your last dose mayne

 

[Fiori di Bella]

talk is very triggering for me...

 

[MemphisX3]

Stimulants and alcohol are terrible for withdrawals. Are you TRYING to pass your small intestine thru your colon?

 

[Fiori di Bella]

Oxy withdrawal gonna hit like 12hrs after your last dose mayne

Well I don’t know what’s up cause I’m feeling OK. Last Oxy was Sunday night.

 

[MemphisX3]

talk is very triggering for me...

Me too anytime I see his name I get the shakes and gotta play some space age pimpin'

Let me help you out

 

[Fiori di Bella]

Stimulants and alcohol are terrible for withdrawals. Are you TRYING to pass your small intestine thru your colon?

Definitely not doing these things to combat any withdrawals.
I’m back on Vyvanse because without it I’m just a Whirlpool of WomanMess.
The alcohol helps me a little with my angstiness.