DiehardOptimist
Greenlighter
I've had an on and off three year love affair with meth until January; midsummer last year I quit.
In the fall I landed a really good job but ended up hooked on railing 9mg hydromorph to deal with biking 5 hours a week to work. I'd messed around with a lot of opiates but never became addicted. By the time we got to Christmas break I'd bought a car and decided it was high time to go cold turkey. I made it over a week but I was fed up with being sick. Luckily almost half a year ago I read about the perfect tool to eliminate opiate withdrawl, meth!!
Not too long after that I was laid off for the quarantine. Ever since then it's been a weekly occurrence and no matter how many times I throw it away next week I'm back.
It's been nine months now and I can tell I'm lost without treatment. I keep trying on my own but I don't stick with it for a lot of different reasons, I also think I need to get out of this town for a lot of reasons. I'm willing to save up and I can live in USA or Canada and I have a college education, plus industrial training. However, I have no idea where I'd move.
I should be able to get in within 6 weeks but I'm worried about the fact that the program is only 42 days. Not to mention coming back to the isolation of my apartment and being conflicted since I could make good money here but I know I'm miserable. I used to say hello to everyone before I moved back to this town but people here honestly act ridiculous, almost everyone is stuck up and hostile.
My thinking is kind of muddled but I'm sure I'll make a full recovery after 42 days; until then if anyone has pointers about making it on your own or places to go I'd be grateful
In the fall I landed a really good job but ended up hooked on railing 9mg hydromorph to deal with biking 5 hours a week to work. I'd messed around with a lot of opiates but never became addicted. By the time we got to Christmas break I'd bought a car and decided it was high time to go cold turkey. I made it over a week but I was fed up with being sick. Luckily almost half a year ago I read about the perfect tool to eliminate opiate withdrawl, meth!!
Not too long after that I was laid off for the quarantine. Ever since then it's been a weekly occurrence and no matter how many times I throw it away next week I'm back.
It's been nine months now and I can tell I'm lost without treatment. I keep trying on my own but I don't stick with it for a lot of different reasons, I also think I need to get out of this town for a lot of reasons. I'm willing to save up and I can live in USA or Canada and I have a college education, plus industrial training. However, I have no idea where I'd move.
I should be able to get in within 6 weeks but I'm worried about the fact that the program is only 42 days. Not to mention coming back to the isolation of my apartment and being conflicted since I could make good money here but I know I'm miserable. I used to say hello to everyone before I moved back to this town but people here honestly act ridiculous, almost everyone is stuck up and hostile.
My thinking is kind of muddled but I'm sure I'll make a full recovery after 42 days; until then if anyone has pointers about making it on your own or places to go I'd be grateful
