Im alive and okay

[Keif' Richards]

Hey everybody! I know it has been 3 weeks since I have talked to any of you. I was having some hard times with both my living situation and my epilepsy/movement disorder. I am pretty sure the stress of not working and not having stable shelter sent me into a seriously bad situation.

You're all pretty used to it by now. I am. I ended up in Dartmouth hospital 2 hours away with no phone, no wallet and my clothes cut off of me. I am 90% sure drugs were not the catalyst. I just wanted to let you guys know I'll be taking care of business here shortly.

I'm staying with my buddy in exchange for cleaning his house, cooking and walking his dog and mine. Things are stable for the time being. I feel really bad that I haven't been able to give you all the attention you deserve. I'm gonna do my best to respond to messages and threads. I'll talk to you soon!

 

[Jabberwocky]

I was actually wondering this one day that where you've gone, remembering the thread with your suicidal thoughts but after doing search i found the thread explaining your situation.
Focusing on yourself should be first part in the hierarchy of things you need to do. If you focus too much on other people you forget about yourself and it ends up in you decaying to the point of not being able to focus others.
So don't be sorry! It's great to hear you're doing better. It's gonna be painful grind upwards for you, but it is worth it.
I wish you great luck and good fate in your journey.
Best regards - DMW

 

[PtahTek]

I feel really bad that I haven't been able to give you all the attention you deserve.

Many of us here think you may be the one needing TLC ATM. I get it though... if I ain't around for a few days things seem out of place and the feeling of negligence to myself and others is in the back of my mind... tick... tick... tick.... Kinda weird but could be worse.
Glad ya posted keeps me from having to PM or wait on anothers update on the *condition.
We will see ya around, Keif'.
Be well sounds like ya about to start having some "fun".
Best,
J

 

[PtahTek]

Damn... where'd this thread come from? I lost a day. No sleep with yay and alprazolam, the short-term memory of benzo and weed is nice but Surely I woulda seen this...?
Early-onset if any whipper-snapper wanna try my old feeble ass.