Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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Captain.Heroin said:
Oh but I wanted the truth

And he compliments my body a lot

I can live w/ the fat
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Look after yourself honey. Eat as much as you want, if you've been ill with the Plague you need it.

It's 2.24 am and I am so hungry and broke that I'm gonna try to swipe a loaf of bread from a petrol station...
 
MrsGamp said:
Hey then you're looking good!

I'd be looking good too if I didn't have the benzo thing. I'm on poxy staged supply from GP: she thinks I take just one 5 mg Valium per day. Actually it's more like at least 15 mgs per day now. Unsure because when I run out, have to buy Xanax from drug dealer ... Xanax is of course harder than Valium, so now I am disoriented...

Plus broke. Not outta Valiums altogether, thank goodness. About enough to see me through until payday, when dealer will charge me like a wounded bull for more bloody Xanax.

I hate benzoes.
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Benzos are a major bitch. I feel like alcohol and benzo wds are the worst. Even worse than Heroin or meth, with that said, the PAWs from strong opiates are pretty terrible.

5mg of valium would do almost nothing for me personally, even with no tolerance. Don't really feel even threshold effects until 10mg. I pretty much just use them for comedowns or as a very rare add on to some mild opiate for some extra oomph (HR disclaimer: mixing opiates/benzos/alcohol is generally a bad idea). 10mg Valium, 2 strong beers and a little opium/pot is lush though ime.
 
BK38 said:
Benzos are a major bitch. I feel like alcohol and benzo wds are the worst. Even worse than Heroin or meth, with that said, the PAWs from strong opiates are pretty terrible.

5mg of valium would do almost nothing for me personally, even with no tolerance. Don't really feel even threshold effects until 10mg. I pretty much just use them for comedowns or as a very rare add on to some mild opiate for some extra oomph (HR disclaimer: mixing opiates/benzos/alcohol is generally a bad idea). 10mg Valium, 2 strong beers and a little opium/pot is lush though ime.
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Sadly I can't smoke pot. It makes me panic. I wish I liked it. Solve a lotta probs.
 
MrsGamp said:
Sadly I can't smoke pot. It makes me panic. I wish I liked it. Solve a lotta probs.
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Sucks, it just disagrees with some people. I have friends that used to be able to smoke and now they don't get anything out of it and get kinda paranoid or just don't like the "blunted" feeling it can give you. I do find that when I haven't smoked for a long time, it can be a bit overwhelming the first 1-3 times I smoke, but then it becomes more comfortable after that. Not really something you should force though.

Also, I'm not sure it solves a lot of problems, but as far as substances go, it feels more benign to me (it's definitely not completely harmless either). There have been times when I've quit drinking entirely and having a few Js at parties or on a night out can give me something I can do without having to drink. It can be beneficial though in terms of sleep, pain (I have a shoulder problem), some creativity etc, but it definitely can make you a bit "slow" if you smoke a lot.
 
OK, peeps... gimme fiddy feet immabout to jump, mfs! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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MrsGamp said:
Look after yourself honey. Eat as much as you want, if you've been ill with the Plague you need it.

It's 2.24 am and I am so hungry and broke that I'm gonna try to swipe a loaf of bread from a petrol station...
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dec 2019 - 3 weeks of influenza B couldn't breathe, had to stop smoking pot, felt like dying, seemingly got others sick AFTER I got better (COVID???)
mar 2020 - 2 weeks of influenza A thought it was covid but wasn't
apr 2020 - covid19 - insane 103-104+ °F fever, was unwilling to get medical help

and now getting over sickness
 
I just smoked a "dirty" - basically all the leftover roaches became one nasty joint. Did the trick though. Gonna watch Step Brothers 😎
 
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