Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

[Captain.Heroin]

If I were a sexy man I’d fuck ye!

I was in a situation last year where I was very much so in love with this kid and I wanted him and just him

then had to let that stupid dream go, it was a bad dream like a nightmare

and i was mostly balanced out
i was getting there
finding my way
dealing with the traumas of life without needing him or love or a MAN in my life

then he WORMED HIS WAY BACK INTO MY HEART and it is MY FAULT I AM AN IDIOT FOR GOING THROUGH WITH IT

because I care deeply and don't care that it's all I'm getting, the sex is great................. but it lacks dignity

I have been told i can do better, that I can find "THE ONE" but the one does not exist

if he did he prolly died of the covid IIRC

 

[Captain.Heroin]

you can't always get what you want
you get what you need



ps trump train uses this song and the stones are suing

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Had an quite the combo. Still feeling good.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Good night peoples

 

[JackoftheWood]

Well I just had possibly the most cathartic, emotionally honest conversation with my best friend. I had a potentially bleak and disappointing day transformed completely into something I really didn't know I needed.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Well I just had possibly the most cathartic, emotionally honest conversation with my best friend. I had a potentially bleak and disappointing day transformed completely into something I really didn't know I needed.

that sounds awesome man

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I have been too distraught/emotional to enjoy a solid trip and it'll probably be a while longer

the most my plebe brains can handle right now is coffee, dabs, and beer some nights but i woke up feeling good so i won't drink tonight if i can avoid

 

[mal3volent]

Think I'm going to eat pizza tonight, after getting drunk of course

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Think I'm going to eat pizza tonight, after getting drunk of course

definitely man

am gonna PM you

 

[mal3volent]

Stuffed crust pepperoni, little Caesar's.
im splurging

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Stuffed crust pepperoni

*MMMM* that's it

that and some beers

fuck yeah

 

[Captain.Heroin]

 

[Captain.Heroin]

400 lb cousin fucking on etorphine shots #GAZELLESHIT

 

[Captain.Heroin]

that feel when TLC's Hot & Heavy goes to the Canadian zoo for an etorphine cousinfucking mixed-weight relationship re-enactment

 

[Captain.Heroin]

at least when 2 guys make out it looks proportionally correct iirc

this mixed weight hetero breeder 400 lb cousin loving makes me SICK

 

[Captain.Heroin]

i should use clips from that thread in my signature

 

[BK38]

Crazy, I was just watching a documentary on opiates called "This drug may kill you" and it turns out someone I know who was very kind to me and my pal in rehab the first time didn't make it... She had three kids. Makes me sad. RIP Wynne Doyle.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

i am so hungry i want to make food

but i'm like 0 fucks given at the moment

arrrr

 

[Xorkoth]

Think I'm going to eat pizza tonight, after getting drunk of course

Stuffed crust pepperoni, little Caesar's.
im splurging

For fuck's sake mal, quit splurging on little caesars while you stuff their crusts, it's the lowest of the low and there's no excuse. It's almost like you're one of those demonic elites or something that C2C was always on about! All this time, Pizzagate was real and you're obviously friends with Killary and Bill and you''re probably the one who killed Epstein you sick pedo fuck.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

pizzas are racist