Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

[mal3volent]

Hey guys... hey madness...

what's up .... asl? Dtf ?

 

[empeebee]

So what would happen if the entire BL community added CH to their ignore lists? Would CH end up posting solely to himself?

Hey mal.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Hey guys... hey madness...

what's up .... asl? Dtf ?

always dtf but have some lined up and am sorta bummed over other things so am eating and coffeeing my feelings away

gonna probably go for beer tonight

beers and tears

 

[Captain.Heroin]

So what would happen if the entire BL community added CH to their ignore lists? Would CH end up posting solely to himself?

 

[mal3volent]

always dtf but have some lined up

oh I see I guess I'm plan B huh

its ok... I got 3 more months of meds so I'm relieved.

i feel careless enough right now to let you raw dog me but only if you get me stoned first

 

[Captain.Heroin]

oh I see I guess I'm plan B huh

oh bae don't be like that

my plan A was my plan B for the longest time and HEARTSTRINGS GREW AGAIN. Or... whatever. I think they did it's the only explanation for my life so poorly lived.

and now i know i'm settling but i can't help it

heart wants one thing, dick wants another and heart always wins in the sick rock paper scissors of my lovelife

 

[Jabberwocky]

Hey guys... hey madness...

what's up .... asl? Dtf ?

Still at work got a tiny bit of meth left tryna grind?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

a tiny bit to you is like a month long diet back to being skinny for me

I HATE MY FAT BODY

 

[BK38]

Epstein didn't kill himself and birds aren't real. #Healthyateverysize #Instachicks #LivingLaughingLoving #Frappucino #Belieber

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Epstein didn't kill himself and birds aren't real. #Healthyateverysize #Instachicks #LivingLaughingLoving #Frappucino #Belieber

lOOOl

bk38's post cheered me up

i think imma try to end the pity party early today

 

[mal3volent]

Still at work got a tiny bit of meth left tryna grind?

yeah man I'm down, I'm a amphetamine lightweight though so you will have to show me the way

 

[Captain.Heroin]

somehow coffee isn't working and i'm still tired after presumably 11 hours of sleep

arrrrr

 

[Captain.Heroin]

i like my coffee like i like my men.... Columbian and hot

 

[Jabberwocky]

Hi guys, i was bit in fury earlier my misogynistic side got too much power, i had long talk with my gf and she told me that i can now use bluelight.
What's up?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Hi guys, i was bit in fury earlier my misogynistic side got too much power, i had long talk with my gf and she told me that i can now use bluelight.
What's up?

not much

listening to metal

i am SO tired, and I DO have THC, AND coffee

and now I'm wondering what the fuck is wrong with me

 

[Hylight]

ikr i needed help from a benzo and an edible.

 

[Jabberwocky]

not much

listening to metal

i am SO tired, and I DO have THC, AND coffee

and now I'm wondering what the fuck is wrong with me

There's no chemical solution for spiritual problem.
You're looking for happiness outside yourself, which wont work. Probably a good reason why many people get addicted in the first place.
Stay cool brother.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

ikr i needed help from a benzo and an edible.

you are fine just the way you are

that's practically what I need to be normal, and I'm not (because no benzos)

don't feel bad

at least I try not to

 

[Captain.Heroin]

There's no chemical solution for spiritual problem.
You're looking for happiness outside yourself, which wont work. Probably a good reason why many people get addicted in the first place.
Stay cool brother.

You're basically right and I have to admit that to myself on a continual basis that if I'm not alright with what I have inside, anything on the outside won't matter.

 

[Hylight]

o.f there is so much wind here, i have to find out wtfigo