Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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tbph if I have been asymptomatically shedding the virus (due to repeated re-exposure) for months (which is theoretically possible) I can only fathom the dozens/hundreds/etc people who are sick/dying/hospitalized due to me

i am not trying to spread sickness and it is gross people will just get so close to me

if they know me and i'm ok w/ it it is one thing

i am now only CLOSE to ONE person and it is torment I am sure

I Think psychological behaviors can be explained by "humans are social beings" so all the single ladies/gents in US cannot remain 6 feet away from ppl something in their subconscious mind PULLS them to other ppl even if it's not SEXUAL in nature but something else and it is ODD

I did not mind social isolation when I imposed it a long time ago to work on things...

i especially giggle @ "contact tracing" bitch you don't know all those strangers you BAT FLU BREATHE on in public how the fuck would that even work

ugh

what they need to do is create a continued financial incentive for social isolation. I did the socially responsible thing by slimming down my pool of ppl I will BAT FLU BREATHE on to ONE person.

i'm sure very very few people did this

not even the 1 person I am fucking did this LULULulULulULULulul

it's like why do you think ppl lost their fucking jobs they didn't lose their jobs for you to still go out and get covid, if that was gonna be how stupid the republican poors were gonna act they shouldn't have even closed down the economy

ppl too used to their feeling stranger danger breath on the nape of their necks or something
 
Turn down for sleep is right my little fox nugget.

I finally sleep last night.

Thought i was getting hypomanic but as long as i can sleep more than 4 hours i'm normal.
no hard drugs, had been drinking, found it hard to sleep last night

i need hypnotic benzos

am gonna brainexplode without them

I want that natural "AHHHhhhh" tired energy ppl get when they go to sleep

I have SEEN ppl fall asleep SO quick and I'm like

U

R
SO

OOooOO

lucky
 
People suck CH but we all gotta do what we can, while we can.

Even the most powerful people in the world can't stop people from not following covid guidelines. Well.. IDK.

no hard drugs, had been drinking, found it hard to sleep last night

i need hypnotic benzos

am gonna brainexplode without them

I want that natural "AHHHhhhh" tired energy ppl get when they go to sleep

I have SEEN ppl fall asleep SO quick and I'm like

U

R
SO

OOooOO

lucky

I didn't fall alseep easy. I was really high and fireworks go on here until early morning.

In the neighborhood over from me they caught guys with a uHaul full of fireworks.
 
People suck CH but we all gotta do what we can, while we can.

Even the most powerful people in the world can't stop people from not following covid guidelines. Well.. IDK.



I didn't fall alseep easy. I was really high and fireworks go on here until early morning.

In the neighborhood over from me they caught guys with a uHaul full of fireworks.
I COULD GET PPL TO FOLLOW COVID GUIDELINES

it's really easy

TELL PPL IT'S A GAY DISEASE LIKE HIV
 
in fact I don't care how ANTI - PC it is

if Biden or Trump said "it's gay if your bro is breathing on you" then maybe LIVES WOULD BE SAVED

ends justifying memes and all that shit

and the longer the LUNG PLAGUE goes around the longer and more frequent CHINA TOTALITARIAN LOCKDOWNS will happen so ya

u might think anti-PC doesn't work

kung flu got the liberals to listen to WHY CHINA IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS PLAGUE - and they are - ANTI-VIRTUE SIGNALING WORKS and liberals should work more on it
 
am furious

and sad
i dunno how to deal w/ these feels

WHY CAN'T MORE PPL BE LIKE MADNESS00

oh well, fuck the world I don't care anymore
ppl gonna bat flu breathe on me and suck up my lung plague virus i don't care
it's all china's fault anyways
and i'm wearing a mask and am not showing symptoms so whatever

i am doing what i can

and im deliberately trying to go out when as few ppl as possible are out
more for them than me

since i'm 110% sure i had the china virus earlier this year so i must have immunity now

but i might be shedding it like constantly
esp if my MAN goes to work and gets exposed, is shedding it etc....

and ppl don't get how DANGEROUS that is, how you can get it again and maybe not get sick again but your immune system is not magical and immediate ...

in fact if ppl like me are building up tons of antibodies/immunity and others have NONE they are VERY def stupid and likely that would explain MASSIVE surge in cases in some states like mine

then again THESE SAME IDIOTS WON'T GET A FLU SHOT! and each has a unique/delusional reason why.

I'm done .. I'm sorry I'm salty I didn't drink enough last night and I am not drunk yet

and ppl SEVERELY upset me something fierce
 
You didn't drink enough? I had a 6.7% alc IPA, 20oz, and that shit got me like...

Thinking about doing stupid shit!

Like, what would happen if i pushed the "stop request" for the bus every fucking stop, right after the bus starts to accelerate from another stop.. look at the faces of the people behind me then fight anyone who calls me out.

Lol.
 
You didn't drink enough? I had a 6.7% alc IPA, 20oz, and that shit got me like...

Thinking about doing stupid shit!

Like, what would happen if i pushed the "stop request" for the bus every fucking stop, right after the bus starts to accelerate from another stop.. look at the faces of the people behind me then fight anyone who calls me out.

Lol.
LOL AHHHHhhhh

*gigglesnorts*

I get thoughts like that too bro

but nah I get like a solid alc tolerance and I don't drink too quick so I rarely get DRUNK/buzzed

and my shit is like 5%ish
 
when I die of covid in 40 years because no vaccine and the cure is worse than the disease, please light my body on fire in public because i didn't get the chance to

i just wanna live long enough to piss on djt's grave

IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?
 
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