Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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Honestly I can even handle 10 years. I just want to be able to function in life again. Not a 50% recovery. I an hoping by 4 to 5 years in ega is 100% gone

tough mf haha. well hopefully it's not that long.
 
atleast you're off invega. the bad thing is, Scotthughes123 says that the abilify makes the invega symptoms persist. the half life of it depends on how much mg you get; i think that's how it is with all injections. i don't think the halflife of regular abilify is that long.
I read on schizophrenia.com that someone went on abilify and they felt a lot better
 
It's hard to accept. If 4 years to by and I have experienced 0 improvement i will probably just accept it... But honestyl ... How can one accept a life of no dopamine and serotnin? It's gets ugly real quick.
 
I just cant accept it
I had such an awsome future.
Now i dont even care I just want to be out of life its not right. I dont see the light I really dont the drug unnaturally steals life from you. They steal your life and leave you alive to wish you were dead.
I'm not kidding when I say these people are going to hell including the police that lied and said I was jumping in front of traffic.
Fuck I really want to recover i do NOT want to die an old man only talking about hohow when I was 25 some asshole stole my life with a chemical injection.
I just cant accept it.
 
I just cant accept it
I had such an awsome future.
Now i dont even care I just want to be out of life its not right. I dont see the light I really dont the drug unnaturally steals life from you. They steal your life and leave you alive to wish you were dead.
I'm not kidding when I say these people are going to hell including the police that lied and said I was jumping in front of traffic.
Fuck I really want to recover i do NOT want to die an old man only talking about hohow when I was 25 some asshole stole my life with a chemical injection.
I just cant accept it.
Yeah my future was going to be awesome too. Was going to start my own car detailing business but that got thrown away due to semen retention and the psychosis it put me in. I can't justify how awesome i felt while on semen retention. Now i feel like subhuman due to these drugs. August I'll hopefully be off the review board and can stop all medications including the abilify they switched me to.
 
Yeah me too.. fucking blew it man. I havebeen tsking to rosi71..
She said she didnt recover she said her nerves are gone...
Everyday that goes by more and more i see myself being a 45 year old that never recovered....
 
Am I going to be that guy at 35 that watches everyone else having dopamine? I don't know anymore man I am losing faith and hope....
Ready to leave this evil world.....
:) ;) :)
 
Ya... hopefully man.....
Hopefully....
That's a big hopefully....
I just dont see how it is possible that one shot can steal your life.....
I dont want to be that guy that talks at funerals about how I cant even feel anything because of invega
 
Well if you get your leg chopped off its forever....
Maybe these drugs do something similar...
Nuke your brain and then when you dont heal the system blames the "mental illness"
What a joke these people j&j will definetly be going to hell
 
J&j injections to keep you out of Jail!
Hahahaha what a joke they nuke peoples brains to get them into state facilities or dependent on family in the name of "mental health" such a joke.... not kidding man I was preaching a out Jesus and they said I jumped in front of traffic. Fuck the cops! They didnt like that I was obeying God before them.... The entire state of the world is against God and I became tired of it..
It's always sec over there....
Drug us
e over there..
Theft over there...
Sin sin sin sin sin... always
I couldn't handle it and yelled VERY loud about people needing to repent and for the community I am in to change and they hospitalize me for it.
 
Look the thing about it is I really am doubting 100% recovery happens.... I was so dumb I thought I could tell in public about people repenting so thethey state has stolen my thoughts??? Whattttt????? Whatever man if you haven't experienced invega yoyou dont understand the joy of depression or suffering from illness. Invega is like life....
But without life...
 
I have 6 more shots. I get injections every 3 months in Canada due to a probation order. The side effects are unreal. I been on this 5 months now or so. life sucks. i gained 50 pounds and have all of these symptoms such as
Heart problem such as fast heart beat.
Using the washroom 10-15 times a day.
low engery, fatigue.
shortness of breath.
some times Difficulty Sleeping
enlarged breasts
can't excercise or go for long walks.
erectile dysfunction
enlarged breasts.
inability to feel pleasure

i missed one shot due to work and guess what happened, the police showed up to my house. i was in the hospital for 5 days because of it.

i am not in danger to myself. i am just following a court order.

what do i do?
 
I have 6 more shots. I get injections every 3 months in Canada due to a probation order. The side effects are unreal. I been on this 5 months now or so. life sucks. i gained 50 pounds and have all of these symptoms such as
Heart problem such as fast heart beat.
Using the washroom 10-15 times a day.
low engery, fatigue.
shortness of breath.
some times Difficulty Sleeping
enlarged breasts
can't excercise or go for long walks.
erectile dysfunction
enlarged breasts.
inability to feel pleasure

i missed one shot due to work and guess what happened, the police showed up to my house. i was in the hospital for 5 days because of it.

i am not in danger to myself. i am just following a court order.

what do i do?

can you try and see if you can get a different injection? or is your doctor corrupt? if you're on the 3 month injection, the side effects are going to continue for a longer duration than regular invega after you get off sadly. atleast you're not dealing with the depression and cognitive problems though, unless you forgot to mention them. those make the experience hell.
 
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So I've read that abilify can causr diabetes and even death. I'm not taking this shit. I'm using my right to refuse all meds.
 
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