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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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ihateinvega said:
Do you still think you're possessed?

It's a good thing that I sleep less. When I was getting Invega shots regularly and for about 5 months after I got my last shot of Invega, I think I was sleeping around 10.5 - 11 hours most days. Generally speaking, now I sleep less and have more time in my day in which I'm awake.

I think I will recover in less than a year. I think my sleep duration going back to normal is a sign that the drug is getting low in my system. However, I had a lot of shots so my recovery may take longer. I guess we'll see.
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no. all i have now is struggling sometimes with my "friend's" spirits at times. they either make me weak or mad. it happens when i start feeling heated or resentment towards one of them for something they said or did (they'd say shit out of nowhere, and sometimes it was psychic).

but that's good. i enjoyed my 10 hours of straight sleep haha. idk why. i guess it'd be better to be awake for longer and enjoy more time here.

how many did you get? and it seems like you're recovering pretty fast if you noticed a sleep change after 5 months. 5 months is the earliest i've seen people notice a change atleast.
 
awesome31311 said:
In the US, you don't need court to commit someone in practice, but you do on paper. In practice, police can straight up lie and say you were suicidal, get you to the ER, where the doctors will also lie regardless of what you say to get you committed. Your only hope is a third party independent physician review.
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What does the bolded mean? Anyway, that's messed up. How likely is it that the police would lie? How likely is it that the doctors will lie? Thanks for the information by the way, it's helpful.
 
Sbar25 you say it can’t get worse. Well today i found out the police department has been spreading rumors about me man. They call me a crazy bitch and a damn whore. These damn people just made me feel like shit. I was crazy before the shot I was psychotic man and I thought they forgot about me and now they are spreading bad rumors about me. I swear this isn’t right and I’m sad that my name is trash now in town. Sorry this isn’t related to invega but I needed to vent. My life is so over over over damn it. I’m in a bad place right now
 
Ya.... I'm sorry to hear that. I know these drugs including INVEGA are not as bad as an actual lobotomy but damn... I feel lobotmized. Does anyone know if the lobotomjxing effects going away with time ?
My great fear is that at 30 I will be "covning" myself I feel better but it's judt.... Real real evil what medicine and psychiatry is doing to people
 
John78 said:
no. all i have now is struggling sometimes with my "friend's" spirits at times. they either make me weak or mad. it happens when i start feeling heated or resentment towards one of them for something they said or did (they'd say shit out of nowhere, and sometimes it was psychic).

but that's good. i enjoyed my 10 hours of straight sleep haha. idk why. i guess it'd be better to be awake for longer and enjoy more time here.

how many did you get? and it seems like you're recovering pretty fast if you noticed a sleep change after 5 months. 5 months is the earliest i've seen people notice a change atleast.
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If I could sleep all day and night I would. Waking up to this shit everyday sucks. I wish we could sleep until we recover. I don’t feel deep sleep and I don’t feel tired at night either. I just hate my life right now. I’m going threw so much and none of my family understands how damaging this is.
 
John78 said:
no. all i have now is struggling sometimes with my "friend's" spirits at times. they either make me weak or mad. it happens when i start feeling heated or resentment towards one of them for something they said or did (they'd say shit out of nowhere, and sometimes it was psychic).

but that's good. i enjoyed my 10 hours of straight sleep haha. idk why. i guess it'd be better to be awake for longer and enjoy more time here.

how many did you get? and it seems like you're recovering pretty fast if you noticed a sleep change after 5 months. 5 months is the earliest i've seen people notice a change atleast.
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I believe I had 18 shots over 17 months. I think there have been people in this thread that have noticed improvements sooner than I have. I think there was someone who recovered completely or almost completely after only a few months.
 
ihateinvega said:
What does the bolded mean? Anyway, that's messed up. How likely is it that the police would lie? How likely is it that the doctors will lie? Thanks for the information by the way, it's helpful.
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In the US, they trick the vulnerable, those who don't know their rights, to sign a consent for voluntary admission with a court threat. However, you can refuse to sign and immediately request a court hearing before seeing the doctor to avoid commitment, but this is a challenge because the system will fight you for it. I recommend having outside contacts you can call who can witness everything.
 
Yeah. I didnt know they took me to the hospital and had me sign a paper after invega.
 
ihateinvega said:
I believe I had 18 shots over 17 months. I think there have been people in this thread that have noticed improvements sooner than I have. I think there was someone who recovered completely or almost completely after only a few months.
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oofta that's alot. and that's good to hear. rare to recover in a few months though i'm sure. most people take over half a year.
 
Yaa... the flouride in the shot destroys pineal gland ... and everything else.... the people behind this are responsible for mass genocide and will be bound hand and foot
 
I think there may be a lot of worry on this sight..... I know I am. There isnt much we can really do unfortunatly....
 
Paula10 said:
Yes he recovered in 8 months. I have spoken to him on Facebook. He said he was so scared it was permanent but he got better. He said everything is back pre invega. I still talk to him. He keeps telling me I will recover
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He had 2 shots the loading dosages
 
Paula10 said:
Yes he recovered in 8 months. I have spoken to him on Facebook. He said he was so scared it was permanent but he got better. He said everything is back pre invega. I still talk to him. He keeps telling me I will recover
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another recovery in the books. gives me hope. alot of people think it's permanent cause they can't fathom a long road to recovery. sad that they give up hope so early. how far are you off? any improvements?
 
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Sbar25 said:
I think there may be a lot of worry on this sight..... I know I am. There isnt much we can really do unfortunatly....
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worrying is just corroding your mind. like you said, there isn't much you can really do so why worry? best thing to do is just stay patient and wait for your day to come.
 
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