I’ve got 2 left

[Jabberwocky]

I was given five. I know I haven’t taken 3 but I have taken two. That being said 1 is missing I know no one took it and I know I didn’t I follow the directions Perhaps doctor was taking into account the 1 pill he prescribed before before He prescribed these 5. Calling pharmacy is a no go so what . These 5 well 2 outta five I have left gotta last me a month with 2 refills left. That being said I’m in a rough spot I’m considering leaving my relationship moving states and being care taker of a let’s say difficult mother. I’m nervous and I don’t know what to do with these last 2 2mg. My other will be home in hour or less We haven’t talked much cause she’s been belittling me seeking mental health treatment. Long story. What would you do in the mix take it?

 

[Flower Fairy]

Yeah your other "lost" pill would be that single one you had prescribed

And just snap one in half and take half as that's still a good calming dose and you'll have the rest for other times you're anxious

 

[Jabberwocky]

Yeah your other "lost" pill would be that single one you had prescribed

And just snap one in half and take half as that's still a good calming dose and you'll have the rest for other times you're anxious

That works it’s working on that time I really get nervous me and my SO haven’t talked since they started shit with me about klonopin. I just left to the living room and basically have refused to talk until they apologize for making me feel guilty for my bipolar I also have some vraylar on hand some samples I’m debating on taking that as well before I start the real prescription. 2mg was a good dose on top of the marijuana I consume I do admit it made not talking to her and minding my own that much easier. There’s a lot going on there I wish to not speak on other then what I’ve said One thing I’m wondering if I snap that one in half right? Take it And I took 2 mg yesterday would that technically mean I’ll leave 2mg in my system now. (Half life) I’m just wondering cause I really feel nervous and if it gets to much I’d prefer to take all 2 at once not just 1 now wait and see how it goes and then that the other if I get too stressed.

 

[Jabberwocky]

And I really feel awful but if this keeps up my set date to leave is June 22, I may have to call him back or I think I got an appointment on the 18th. And just tell him everything that’s going on. And that I need more to get me through all the transition I’m about to face

 

[Flower Fairy]

You'll be fine taking another 1mg, who worries about half life and shit the day after taking stuff lol

You're doctor should really be getting you stabilised on a proper medication as using benzos won't turn out good in the end trust me, I've self medicated with them for years after my doctor would only prescribe a few 2mg diazepam every couple months

You'll end up so much more anxious than you are now, they stop working and they cause depression, but you'll still take them, but you'll take more and end up addicted

 

[Jabberwocky]

And I really feel awful but if this keeps up my set date to leave is June 22, I may have to call him back or I think I got an appointment on the 18th. And just tell him

You'll be fine taking another 1mg, who worries about half life and shit the day after taking stuff lol

You're doctor should really be getting you stabilised on a proper medication as using benzos won't turn out good in the end trust me, I've self medicated with them for years after my doctor would only prescribe a few 2mg diazepam every couple months

You'll end up so much more anxious than you are now, they stop working and they cause depression, but you'll still take them, but you'll take more and end up addicted

no I’m just worried I’ll have enough in my system to manage my whole goal is to get outta this bad environment get to where I’m going and start with behavioral cognitive therapy

 

[Jabberwocky]

But that being said she could say nothing when she walks in and I’d still be nervous. Plus I have the whole weekend with her. Do you take vraylar

 

[Keif' Richards]

Well dude this is a difficult situation. It sounds like you're being pushed together from all sides at the moment.

Are you ready to stop taking Benzodiazepines completely or do you just not see that as realistic in your life right now?

We got your back either way.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Well dude this is a difficult situation. It sounds like you're being pushed together from all sides at the moment.

Are you ready to stop taking Benzodiazepines completely or do you just not see that as realistic in your life right now?

We got your back either way.

No way. And I’m tired of people downing me for using them

 

[nznity]

You should get a normal prescription man, benzos are needed sometimes more than just once a week.