Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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Captain.Heroin said:
coffee sounds REALLY GOOD right about now, but I'll just video game for like 6 hours and then pass out for 6 hours and wake up like a zombie

I am beginning to understand why ppl I knew and loved very dearly would drink coffee around the clock

CAFFEINE: it makes things BETTER

oh well you talked me into it... I'm gonna go for a nice dark roast. I like to drink dark roasts and listen to black metal. Everything black.
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Fuckin life ain't it...' but I tell ya lil brother, hold onto the edge. You will not fall.
 
MemphisX3 said:
You could be making bukoos of dollarydoos for meth writing weirdo meth influenced homoerotic fan fiction.
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I did and it totes sucks. I have tried to edit it and it proves impossible because it's just continuously hard to listen to or read.

I used to have a lot more energy and reading it reminds me I'm coming DOWN the mountain, not going UP it anymore, so to speak.

I WILL HAVE U KNOW I am TOTES upset that I DO NOT HAVE meth and have not had it for... quite some time now... and it is very spiritually upsetting because I am fat and have no way to lose the weight other than diet and exercise, which I am attempting to do minus LITE BEERS at night SOMETIMES... SOMETIMES I rarely let myself drink now.

And I'm not well AND DOCTORS ARE ASS HOLES.

I've written about how the doctors are worse than the whores before, I should post it publicly.
 
MemphisX3 said:
No, he shouldn't have.
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I'd have read it. He was a cool guy and I miss him very much.

DWE's book would have been HILARIOUS. It'd be like one non-stop bout of endless laughter for me.

You're not THINKING about his thread ... let me bump it. You need to read it. It fills me with joy reading it because it makes me feel way better about my love life
 
This is why I have a telescope, that's why I bought it because I wanna come back home -- this is not my home. Money ate people's brain, Shady gets scared too, am not all ''BADASS'' ok, these concrete jungle gave me enough anxiety for 36yrs now, can I have at least 10yrs of peaceness and other planet before I go 6 fix deep.
 
Shady's Fox said:
This is why I have a telescope, that's why I bought it because I wanna come back home -- this is not my home. People scare me, Shady gets scared too, am not all ''BADASS'' ok, these concrete jungle gave me enough anxiety for 36yrs now, can I have at least 10yrs of peaceness and other planet before I go 6 fix deep.
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I'm not scared when I go out but I am sick of the people and their coughing activities.

It's like half of where I live have the bat flu and they don't care they'll still go out... the fuck. I stayed in AND PREFER STAYING IN every time I get sick, who wants to go out when they're sick EEWWWW. People are DISGUSTING.
 
The moon ate the dogs in the street, you know and that's like 6AM ur typical FOX news. While ''FEAR'' it's a big word itself, let's not over-think, what I meant it's that they scare me because they accept the stupidity in the world -- they don't wanna see humanity going further. That what I meant to say because if you go back you will see ''Money ate people's brain''.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
COFFEE how are you doing bro

I'm brewing some coffee and am waiting for it to get into my system. I NEED SOMETHING.

I do have good shatter and am being really good about not seeking out other drugs right now. I feel really good about that.

Only have alcohol and cannabis.
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Not good tbh

Fuck havent smoked shatter in decades. Closets i get to extraction lately is BHO or hash of which i had some damn good hash the other day.

Lol im stocked up on everything except my DOA
 
ghostandthedarknes said:
that's a recipe for disaster in my hands iirc
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different strokes for different folks

how are you doing man

i am about to have some coffee, cleaning up, gonna do things differently for no reason in particular. I'm still trying to lose some weight. It feels like I've lost a little, and according to what people have told me I have... but it feels like I'm so fat still. I probably have at least 10 lb to lose. :| I was so happy w/ my body too is the sad thing.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
what's wrong? not feeling well?
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Emotional/mental shit. Depressed, self loathing, regret, self disappointed, lonely and so on and on. Oh and as for the physical part, gash on the inside of my palm, twisted/sprained left ankle, bruised left eye and blue swollen/half functioning left pinky.

so yeah..
 
Coffeeshroom said:
Emotional/mental shit. Depressed, self loathing, regret, self disappointed, lonely and so on and on. Oh and as for the physical part, gash on the inside of my palm, twisted/sprained left ankle, bruised left eye and blue swollen/half functioning left pinky.

so yeah..
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OWWWW what happened man

get in a scuffle?

Depressed, self loathing yeah can relate. I regret things too but I try to realize no one is really at fault, we're all just along for the ride, etc. I try to forgive myself and others for shit. It's hard. Can relate.

I would say I'm lonely but I am hanging out w/ my buddy on the regular and it's getting good. I was worried he was gonna flake on me for a while but he's been coming over. :)

Don't be too sad bro, you have a decent body. That's how I cheer myself up LOL I'm like "well I still have it..." [flexes in mirror]... that's like my #1 go to cheer up thing. 😅
 
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