Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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LadyAlkaline said:
I woke up and was like

GIVE ME MY MF PILLS

Took said pills, completely forgot I dose kratom first thing in the am, didn't remember til 2 hours later.

This is the turning point where mental illness is ready to be handled. Desperate for relief and ready.
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I feel you lady

I need my mental health meds something fierce

Waking up is becoming painful

How are you doing? <3 <3
 
LadyAlkaline said:
I'm doing okay. How are you bb
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To tell you the truth I woke up hungry, hating my fat body, it's cold and I want to eat but I don't want to get fatter and this lock down with my cock down will be the death of me...

I had nightmares, again, for like the .... fucking fourth or so night in a row. I need drugs to interrupt the nightmares but am afraid of leaving my house BECAUSE ISIS IS COMING FOR ME and TRUMP LIES saying they're destroyed.

Destroyed like my sex life iirc.... gone but not totally forgotten.

I can't get sleep again and I NEED PILLS. Like really, really bad. It helps with like ALL my issues.

It's like society would rather have us breaking lock down and doing hard drugs... it's so sick.

The doctors are WORSE THAN THE WHORES, mark my words.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
To tell you the truth I woke up hungry, hating my fat body, it's cold and I want to eat but I don't want to get fatter and this lock down with my cock down will be the death of me...

I had nightmares, again, for like the .... fucking fourth or so night in a row. I need drugs to interrupt the nightmares but am afraid of leaving my house BECAUSE ISIS IS COMING FOR ME and TRUMP LIES saying they're destroyed.

Destroyed like my sex life iirc.... gone but not totally forgotten.

I can't get sleep again and I NEED PILLS. Like really, really bad. It helps with like ALL my issues.

It's like society would rather have us breaking lock down and doing hard drugs... it's so sick.

The doctors are WORSE THAN THE WHORES, mark my words.
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This is uhm, this thing rite, society a big thing. A weird one, a what you want it's a open-wound and the whole Babylon keep feedin from it. There's no cure for this world, we live just to live, sometimes I think about suicide as well. No shit but I don't do it, I find a way to murder those thoughts with acceptance. It's very hard to accept the world as it is because there's this shit called brain, some have it some don't but bottom line -- we are very primitive and that's where my suicide thoughts come from, I refuse to belive such cheap circus but that's the truth, truth it's sad like a sniper rifle victim.
 
Shady's Fox said:
This is uhm, this thing rite, society a big thing. A weird one, a what you want it's a open-wound and the whole Babylon keep feedin from it. There's no cure for this world, we live just to live, sometimes I think about suicide as well. No shit but I don't do it, I find a way to murder those thoughts with acceptance. It's very hard to accept the world as it is because there's this shit called brain, some have it some don't but bottom line -- we are very primitive and that's where my suicide thoughts come from, I refuse to belive such cheap circus but that's the truth, truth it's sad like a sniper rifle victim.
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Yeah I'm working on acceptance. Big time. Have been for like... a long time now.

How are you doing today Shady?
 
Shady's Fox said:
This is uhm, this thing rite, society a big thing. A weird one, a what you want it's a open-wound and the whole Babylon keep feedin from it. There's no cure for this world, we live just to live, sometimes I think about suicide as well. No shit but I don't do it, I find a way to murder those thoughts with acceptance. It's very hard to accept the world as it is because there's this shit called brain, some have it some don't but bottom line -- we are very primitive and that's where my suicide thoughts come from, I refuse to belive such cheap circus but that's the truth, truth it's sad like a sniper rifle victim.
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That's super deep man. I didnt know meth could make you a philosopher
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Yeah I'm working on acceptance. Big time. Have been for like... a long time now.

How are you doing today Shady?
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Yo, not for nothing but if you had taken a fraction of the time and effort you use posting here you could have developed and become a decent writer. I have never seen anyone in my life post on any kind of board like you do. Do you ever look back and think "I really didnt need to post 87,558 of my 87, 600 post. I should have written a fucking book instead."


Holy fuck
 
Shady's Fox said:
Nothing better nothing -- am eatin a sandwich rn, had my coffee -- came from a friend and now am home. I wanna play some Rainbow Six Siege.
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coffee sounds REALLY GOOD right about now, but I'll just video game for like 6 hours and then pass out for 6 hours and wake up like a zombie

I am beginning to understand why ppl I knew and loved very dearly would drink coffee around the clock

CAFFEINE: it makes things BETTER

oh well you talked me into it... I'm gonna go for a nice dark roast. I like to drink dark roasts and listen to black metal. Everything black.

 
Captain.Heroin said:
coffee sounds REALLY GOOD right about now, but I'll just video game for like 6 hours and then pass out for 6 hours and wake up like a zombie

I am beginning to understand why ppl I knew and loved very dearly would drink coffee around the clock

CAFFEINE: it makes things BETTER

oh well you talked me into it... I'm gonna go for a nice dark roast. I like to drink dark roasts and listen to black metal. Everything black.

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Young me jerked my dick to that video an embarrassing amount of times.
 
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