indigoaura
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@Wilson Wilson
You are using the term, "monged out," differently than we used the term. What you are describing here, "I can feel all these physical sensations and mental euphoria all at once so all I wanna do is rub my hands along my hair and over my skin because it just feels good and I can do that for what feels like hours" sounds like a good roll. That is how MDMA often hit me with a good pill. Sometimes it was overwhelming and there was a "I need to sit down for a minute" sensation. The need to rub my hands on my clothes, through my hair, or on my body was characteristic of a really good pill.
Everything else you describe, "I always get the urge to stick my headphones on because music sounds absolutely fucking amazing, I wanna hug everyone, I literally walked through stingy nettle and didn't notice because it just felt good at the time. Then I tell my mates I love them and ring up everyone in my phone if no one is around IRL" also describes an excellent roll.
When I use the term monged out, it does not mean any of those things. It means you are spaced out in more of a benzo sense. You are staring straight ahead and laying or sitting. You can't be bothered to get up or talk to your mates, or change the music playing. It is not the desirable loved up outcome where you are rubbing all over everything and everyone and hugging strangers.
You are using the term, "monged out," differently than we used the term. What you are describing here, "I can feel all these physical sensations and mental euphoria all at once so all I wanna do is rub my hands along my hair and over my skin because it just feels good and I can do that for what feels like hours" sounds like a good roll. That is how MDMA often hit me with a good pill. Sometimes it was overwhelming and there was a "I need to sit down for a minute" sensation. The need to rub my hands on my clothes, through my hair, or on my body was characteristic of a really good pill.
Everything else you describe, "I always get the urge to stick my headphones on because music sounds absolutely fucking amazing, I wanna hug everyone, I literally walked through stingy nettle and didn't notice because it just felt good at the time. Then I tell my mates I love them and ring up everyone in my phone if no one is around IRL" also describes an excellent roll.
When I use the term monged out, it does not mean any of those things. It means you are spaced out in more of a benzo sense. You are staring straight ahead and laying or sitting. You can't be bothered to get up or talk to your mates, or change the music playing. It is not the desirable loved up outcome where you are rubbing all over everything and everyone and hugging strangers.