indigoaura
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@rainey Do you have one pill left over from that old stash that you could set to the side for advanced testing? You are in a very, very unusual situation to clear this all up.
Your story shows that it is NOT loss of magic, and that there is something distinctly different about the products (unless it is all self suggestion and you just believed in the old pills more, which I think is unlikely).
What we need is detailed side by side analysis of the old pill and one of the "meh" samples.
I totally agree with all of this:
The lack of rubbing/touching is a big telltale sign, IMO. Nobody does it on the stuff I have had access to. And, the midweek blues are just GONE.
I would agree with that as well. Sometimes, on the come-up especially, it might feel like it is about to take off, but it just never does. There might be a moment or two where you get a glimmer of something similar, but it is so fleeting. Its like the whole experience is just cock-blocked.
I WISH I would have stocked up more on the old stuff and stashed it, but I did not have a lot of $ back then, and my supplier quit out of nowhere. If I knew then what I know now I would have stored pills for future use.
Your story shows that it is NOT loss of magic, and that there is something distinctly different about the products (unless it is all self suggestion and you just believed in the old pills more, which I think is unlikely).
What we need is detailed side by side analysis of the old pill and one of the "meh" samples.
I totally agree with all of this:
I used to rub my face up and down the back of the sofa, I used to moan and groan with ecstasy, and it used to come in wave after wave running through your body. I used to have this contorted grin on my face which made me look ridiculous.
The lack of rubbing/touching is a big telltale sign, IMO. Nobody does it on the stuff I have had access to. And, the midweek blues are just GONE.
Twice in the past 3 years I have experienced "almost old skool" effects but it only lasted 3/4 minutes and didn't go anywhere.
I would agree with that as well. Sometimes, on the come-up especially, it might feel like it is about to take off, but it just never does. There might be a moment or two where you get a glimmer of something similar, but it is so fleeting. Its like the whole experience is just cock-blocked.
I WISH I would have stocked up more on the old stuff and stashed it, but I did not have a lot of $ back then, and my supplier quit out of nowhere. If I knew then what I know now I would have stored pills for future use.